109: Chapter 109 Deep guilt and self-blame

Chapter 109 Deep guilt and self-blame

Shen Xiyan held onto the corner of Xiao Yi's clothes tightly as he left the hospital with him. 1

Xiao Yi brought her to a hotel near the hospital to stay. He called Xu Wen to accompany her before finally leaving under Assistant Sun's persuasion.

At night, Shen Xiyan received a call from Chu Chenfeng. She answered and asked," Hey!" Chu Chenfeng with a hint of anger," Where are you?"

Shen Xiyan did not answer his question, only saying weakly:" Chen Feng, Fei Fei is dead."

Shen Xiyan words made Chu Chenfeng's attitude soften. He said softly," I know. I saw the news just now."

Chu Chenfeng paused and continued," I saw you and Xiao Yi together."

Shen Xiyan ignored his words and continued," I was the one who killed her. If I could find her earlier, she might not have died."

"Xiao Xi, don't do this. No one would want this to happen."

"No, I should have thought about it. That time, Fei Fei's eyes were red in the lounge. I should have thought about it. I' ve never seen her cry like that for so long, but I didn't take it seriously. When Brother Zhe Yu called, he did n' t help me in time. It's all my fault. It's my fault..."

Shen Xiyan said while crying while holding his phone, but all of this was already irreparable.

Chu Chenfeng could only try to comfort her." Xiao Xi, calm down. How can I blame you for this? Don't think about this for now. Rest early. I' ll go see you tomorrow."

At this point, Shen Xiyan remembered that she and Chu Chenfeng were going to attend the New Year's Gala on Tomato Satellite TV tomorrow. However, she could n' t smile at all, let alone the show that was being played in front of everyone. She could only say," You're going to attend the New Year's Gala tomorrow. Don't run around. It' ll take four or five hours to get to City A. It's too late. I do n' t know if I can attend the Gala tomorrow. I'm going to call Sister Qian to see if I can get rid of it. If not, I' ll rush back tomorrow afternoon."

Chu Chenfeng sighed and said softly," Alright, I' ll talk to Sister Qian. You should rest early. We' ll talk about everything tomorrow."

The next morning, Shen Xiyan saw a completely crazy Han Zheyu in the hospital with red eyes.

All night long, Han Zheyu seemed to have changed into a person. His originally clear and spirited eyes were filled with hostility. His demeanor was no longer as gentle and refined as before. He was arguing with his parents in the ward and repeatedly called Cheng Feifei name, saying that he wanted to see her.

Seeing Shen Xiyan appear in the ward, he seemed to have seen a savior. He rushed up and grabbed her shoulder and said," Xi Yan, that's great. You' re finally here. They actually lied to me that Fei Fei is dead. Tell them that Fei Fei is still alive. Fei Fei is your best friend. Why don't you take me to find Fei Fei?"

Shen Xiyan endured the urge to cry and tried to comfort him." Brother Zhe Yu, calm down...."

Before she could finish her sentence, Han Zheyu interrupted her," I don't want to listen to this. You just have to tell me that Fei Fei is n' t dead. Say, Fei Fei is fine, right..."

Han Zheyu tightened his grip and shook Shen Xiyan shoulder fiercely, wanting to hear what he wanted.

When Han Zheyu parents saw this, they hurriedly stepped forward to stop them. Han Zheyu pushed everyone away in a frenzy and gripped Shen Xiyan wrist tightly." Xi Yan, you must help me find Fei Fei."

Shen Xiyan wrist was in pain from his grip. Facing the Han Zheyu that was about to collapse, Shen Xiyan was a little afraid. However, there was more regret and sadness in his heart. It turned out that he had made a big mistake. This man who had accompanied him through his entire youth had become like this, and the other living life had suddenly disappeared.

On the last day of the year, all the headlines were news of Cheng Feifei cutting his wrist and committing suicide Han Zheyu his mental state. Due to Han Zheyu unstable condition, his parents refused to visit anyone except Shen Xiyan. The director of the tomato station's annual gala personally called Shen Xiyan. Apart from showing consideration for Shen Xiyan being unable to attend the annual gala tonight, she also asked her to convey concern to her parents.

On the other side, for the first time, Cheng Feifei family was devastated by the flash.

Shen Xiyan had always known that Cheng Feifei was a single-parent family, but Cheng Feifei didn't mention much about her family, so she did n' t know much about it. Only today did Shen Xiyan know through the news that she had an elderly mother and a disabled brother.

Perhaps the heavy family burden was the reason why Cheng Feifei wanted to get ahead. After the public learned about Cheng Feifei family situation, they quickly changed from criticism to sympathy and compassion. But what was the use of all this?

Looking at the report on Cheng Feifei family on her phone, Shen Xiyan wailed. She blamed herself for her negligence. If she could understand the difficulties of the Cheng Feifei, she might not have looked at them in the future. They might be good sisters and best friends, so the next tragedy would not happen...

Out of guilt, Shen Xiyan specially asked Mu Jun Cheng Feifei mother and brother's temporary residence address and wanted to visit them. He did n' t expect that when he arrived there, he would happen to see Ruan Xin talking about liquidated damages with Mother Cheng.

It turned out that Cheng Feifei had many advertising endorsements on her back when she was alive because of the negative news that she had released and she had been asked by the advertisers to pay for the liquidated damages. Cheng Feifei, although her income was high, she had only entered the entertainment industry for a short period of time and had no way of filling the remaining sky-high liquidated damages, so Ruan Xin discussed with Mother Cheng the compensation for the personal insurance that the company had bought for her. The rest would be handled by the company.

Shen Xiyan accident shattered the Ruan Xin's abacus. She first revealed her identity to Mother Cheng and then said to Ruan Xin," Sister Xin, all endorsements are automatically terminated when the spokesperson dies. I believe you know better than me why Fei Fei chose to commit suicide. It's just that she knows that she can't afford the liquidated damages. So, after thinking about it, she left some living expenses for her mother and brother. Do you still want to push her to the brink?"

"Xi Yan, don't say things that are so ugly. What do you mean by forcing yourself to the ultimate path? No one would have thought about Fei Fei, but I still have to work and eat, right? "Ever since the news came out, all of Fei Fei's work has stopped. Not only did I not have any income during this period of time, I also have to pay back money and intervene on her behalf. The company has already paid a lot of liquidated damages for all the activities that she cancelled. She has suddenly left. Who are we going to find for the remaining debts?"

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