2: The past became a knot

The past became a knot

It wasn't unexpected. I was gnashing my teeth at Lu Xuan throughout the meeting.

"Lu Xuan!" After the meeting ended, I immediately stopped Lu Xuan and prepared to question him.

"Are you crazy?! "Can you just randomly say those words?"

"First, I'm not crazy. To some extent, I' m more normal than you. Secondly, free speech is everyone's right. I do n' t care what you say." "In the end, there's one thing you' re right about. I didn't say it."

Lu Xuan maintained his calm tone. From his point of view, he only stated his views without any emotion, but I felt that he was acting like he didn't care about himself.

I stared at my two round eyes, trying to calm my anger. It wouldn't work to play the trick of crying, making trouble with Lu Xuan. He would calmly watch you cry, watch you make trouble, or even watch you hang up. He would watch you come out when you jump in time to make up for it. He was so happy that he did n' t want it.

The more he encountered such an enemy, the more rational he had to be. Only when he came up with a miracle could he win!

"Student Lu Xuan, first, you're right. I' m really crazy. Because we are very likely to become the target of a bunch of infatuated women The first day of school had angered all the girls in the school. What would I do in the future? "Let's not talk about it anymore. I,,,, and may be in danger at any time!"

I was so anxious that I almost couldn't breathe, and my aura instantly weakened. I originally had an aura, but for some reason, when I ran into it Lu Xuan it would n' t strong. Fortunately, my face was thick enough. Clear my throat and let's continue!

"Second, you have the right to speak freely, but did the ideological and political book tell you to exercise your rights within the limits permitted by law and morality?" "Do you know that you are the culprit if I am innocent?"

"Third, I'm just joking. Even if it does n' t hurt, you won't lose anything. Even if you mind, I'll just clarify it. There's no need for you to... do something unnecessary. "Since that's the case, we' ll dig ourselves up and bury ourselves. Let's clarify what I' m saying. It's alright!"

After saying that, I raised my head and looked up at Lu Xuan with confidence. Only then did I realize that he was smiling. The corners of his eyes were full of smiles. It was as if he was laughing at me, but it was a little more gentle. When I looked at this face, I actually had the feeling that he had looked at me with such tender eyes for a long time.

"Anyway, I don't care. I have to get rid of the misunderstanding for at most three days! "Speaking of which, you don't want to get involved with me too much!"

After a long time, Lu Xuan didn't reply to me. I felt uncomfortable from the way he looked at me, so I made a request in annoyance. I quickly walked to Lin Ling two meters away and dragged her to disappear before Lu Xuan eyes.

After that, I dragged Lin Ling along. I was really angry. I was at a loss for what to do. It was always me who was angry, but I was playing with this mysterious Lu Xuan.

I didn't dare to stand up to him for too long, because I really did n' t know what else he could say that would make me vomit blood. In order not to be too embarrassed, leaving was the best policy.

When I was holding a bowl of fragrant ramen noodles, I happily forgot Lu Xuan this person for the time being. Everything was fine in front of delicious food.

I took a mouthful of long, stiff noodles and chewed them a few times. My expression was exaggerated and in place. It fully reflected the authentic taste of this bowl of noodles. It succeeded in making the Lin Ling who insisted on losing weight swallow his saliva.

"This classmate, if you want to eat, don't hold it. Do n' t worry, I won't despise you for being fat."

I teased her with a bad smile and stuffed a mouthful of noodles into my mouth. In the end, she couldn't help it. What weight loss was all about gossiping. She had seen enough drama this night.

"Lu Yan, you're too mean. With such a handsome young man, I' m treating you like a good friend for dinner."

"What?" Was he interested in him? Tell me! "I'll help you chase after him."

I patted my chest and said these words. My colleagues had clearly explained my relationship with Lu Xuan. That was, it didn't matter.

"Oh, Lu Xuan's handsome, but it's not my food. I have my principles, alright!"

Lin Ling had a proud and charming face. As he spoke, he snapped his fingers and shouted to the chef," Boss, a bowl of beef noodles."

"Alright!" A deep male voice rang out from behind.

I smiled contemptuously." Isn't your principle of throwing yourself at handsome men?"

"No, no, no." She wasn't angry either. She closed her eyes and waved her middle finger.

"My principle is that all handsome men only watch and don't play. Only the Flower Addict does n' t do anything. "Especially in today's situation, it's obvious that you're the one who has a story with handsome men."

I tilted my face and bit my chopsticks. I laughed coldly. Are you handsome? What the hell was this!

"Then why are you so concerned about my relationship with him?"

"This is the basic accomplishment of a veteran Flower Addict. How could you understand it?"

After hearing this, I nodded weakly and pretended to be ashamed. I still needed to explain.

"I really have nothing to do with him. I've only met him when I was a child. He said that today just to argue with me."

"Okay, okay, okay, okay!" "You won't say that in the future." Lin Ling didn't dare to speak loudly at the end of the sentence. He lowered his head and took in a cheerful face with a gesture of "I am a prophet ".

After eating noodles, Lin Ling and I walked back to the dormitory. There was still a distance from Snack Street to the dormitory. It was enough for me to talk about the obscure time before I was ten years old...

My experience when I was ten years old was summed up in one sentence: a village girl entering the city.

I used to think that there would never be a parent in my life, just like I didn't think that I would be hit by the yuan falling from the sky. If I was suddenly hit by a million yuan one day, my mood would be extremely complicated. I would be so excited that I wanted to cry, but I would still tremble and be at a loss.

This illogical understanding stopped when they went straight to the topic and asked me to live with them in another city. My refusal was also exceptionally firm.

Why? Just because they hadn't appeared for ten years, they were so determined to win.

Of course, nothing was absolute. The two sides had to compromise, not to mention that one of them did not have the confidence to fight head on. Me! This was the one with insufficient confidence.

The more important reason why I didn't want to leave was Grandma. How could I bear to be the person who spent my entire childhood with me and who gave me warmth and care?

"Go." "Don't be afraid. Grandma will open the door for you at any time." She was filled with love to calm my unease.

So I compromised. He only knew that there was a person who would persuade you to go through it, and he would always leave room for you to hide from the wind, rain, and shelter. After receiving a portion of the family's affection, I did n' t have to be afraid to barge into the storm ahead.

You remembered the feeling of hesitation and uneasiness when you walked into the Lu family's courtyard. The feeling of being alone and alone was entwined in your heart, and the feeling of shrinking back suddenly arose.

She suddenly remembered that when she was young, Grandma had asked me if I wanted to be with my parents. Nian Xiaomu didn't understand what was going on with feelings, but she only knew that there were other children, so I did n' t think so, so I nodded without hesitation.

However, Grandma had a plan. After making a long-distance call, she hung up with a sigh. I didn't notice anything as I lay behind the door and looked at Grandma. I opened my watery eyes and tilted my head.

Then I saw Grandma's red eyes squeeze out a hard but kind smile. It was a kind of helplessness and helplessness. I did n' t understand, but my heart ached for her. So I walked up and hugged Grandma's thigh and obediently rubbed it against her.

"Grandma won't cry. In the future, Yan Yan will treat you well."

That year, I repeated my words in my heart again and again. As time passed, it became a mission. A belief had not changed.

Little did I know that the moment I agreed to leave with my parents, it would be difficult for me to complete this mission perfectly.

The Lu family had a front yard and a back yard. Between them was a separate white apartment. To be precise, it was a villa. I didn't understand the architectural style. At that time, there was only one word in my mind: beautiful.

But this kind of beauty didn't mean anything to me. I never read fairy tales, and my mind was full of how Sun Wukong caught demons. I wouldn't imagine myself becoming the princess standing in front of the magic castle. I would only think about who kind of monster I would meet.

"Let's go!" His mother greeted me. She couldn't explain why she was so distant.

Entering the room, the room was unexpectedly warm and elegant. The wall was white and the chandelier gave off a warm yellow light. The paintings in the living room were valuable. The furniture was placed in an orderly manner and everything was clean.

I stood stiffly at the door, motionless. His eyes swept over the two boys sitting in the middle of the living room. One of them was a Lu Chenjun, and he still looked like a big boy with a warm smile.

The other person was unknown in age, but he was wearing a black outfit with a serious expression. He looked a little older than Lu Chenjun. When I looked at him, he was also looking at me. His eyes were as deep as a cosmic black hole, and his brows furrowed in anger. My heart beat faster. I could clearly feel the coldness of the ice mountain, but my neck and face were burning.

"Can I call you Yan Yan?"

As soon as he entered the house, his parents were busy and lost track of him. Lu Chenjun bent down and looked at me with one hand open in front of me. He narrowed his eyes and smiled like a warm sun. It was extremely warm.

"I'm your brother Lu Chenjun I' ll take good care of you in the future."

"Brother..." 2

My timid voice trembled slightly. He seemed to be very happy. With a turn of his wrist, he easily grabbed half of my hand.

"I've prepared a gift for you. Come and take a look."

In the ten-year-old summer, I was grateful to this young man. He thanked me for being kind to my sister who had come out of nowhere. When I was still afraid, he gave me a helping hand. After losing ten years of time, he didn't become an obstacle between me and him.

"This is Lu Xuan. He's a neighbor next door. He and I are good friends. "Our family and our family are also good friends!"

He was afraid that I couldn't understand what it meant to be a social friend, so he Lu Chenjun introduced the relationship between the two families. However, Lu Xuan and I were silent in response.

"Stop standing! "Come sit down and see what I have prepared for you."

Lu Chenjun pulled me to sit down together, but Lu Xuan still looked down from above. I didn't know what kind of strength it was. I even stood up. The corner of Lu Xuan's mouth curled up slightly as he raised his eyebrows. In my eyes, this was a mockery, and a sense of dissatisfaction arose.

"I heard that most girls like this..."

Lu Chenjun was still immersed in the surprise he had prepared and did not notice the subtle atmosphere on our side.

He pulled open the cloth on the table and a group of cloth dolls appeared in front of him. They were all pink and purple. The corners of my mouth twitched when I saw this. Who told him that? ! A guy who misjudged his son!

"But I'm not an ordinary girl. I do n' t like this..."

My words didn't scare people to death. I blinked my black eyes, ignorant and harmless. When I saw Lu Chenjun stunned expression, I also felt that my words were inappropriate and could not bear to refuse.

"Then... just it!" I scanned the area and finally locked onto a cube that looked like a dodecahedron.

"..." Lu Chenjun was speechless and even looked at Lu Xuan with a puzzled expression.

"You can't do that?" These words were from Lu Xuan. Lu Chenjun reaction made me believe that this thing had something to do with Lu Xuan.

He slowly lowered his head and met my gaze. His eyes were like a full moon in winter, bright and cold, refusing me for thousands of miles.

But I didn't want to get close either. From the start Lu Xuan I was using my own way to express his dissatisfaction with my intruder.

"Looks like my brother isn't doing well enough. Yan Yan, do n' t mind!"

Lu Xuan didn't say anything Lu Chenjun I had no choice but to make a scene. I retracted my gaze and smiled obediently at Lu Chenjun.

"So this is okay?" I shook the Rubik's Cube in my hand. It seems that you have n' t answered my question yet, have you? !

"Of course." Lu Xuan surprisingly spoke first." Unfortunately, the time for its restoration has to be postponed. Moreover, it is far from here."

At any rate, he said something. If he were a mute, he wouldn't have wasted such a good appearance. However, what did he say? There wasn't anyone in their teens who could be so accomplished.

Devils! He silently defined Lu Xuan.

This was the first time Lu Xuan and I met at the age of ten. They didn't fall in love at first sight, or even introduce themselves properly. He was a demon to me, and I was a trespasser to him, that was all.

"Wow!" "I didn't expect handsome Xiao Xuan to be so cool when he was young!" Lin Ling pair of quick-witted eyes sparkled with excitement.

I had a dark expression on my face as I silently cursed what kind of bad friend I was making.

Lin Ling seemed to realize that she had lost her composure and immediately restrained her expression of adoration and admiration. She pretended to be sad to calm down the harm she had done to me.

"It's my Xiao Yanyan!"

"But, you guys haven't seen each other since then?"

I raised my head to look at the dark blue sky. In the quiet lake, there were a few willow trees on the other side. There were a few willow branches hanging thinly. Under the night, they became silhouette and merged with the scenery behind them.

I sighed thoughtfully, then shook my head gloomily." No."

"However, it took me two days to recover the Rubik's Cube and hand it over to Lu Chenjun. Later..."

"What happened later?"

This was where my depression lay. At that time, when I shamelessly took the Rubik's Cube, it was all because of my pride. Lu Xuan felt that I could not restore the Rubik's Cube, I had to restore it to him. It could be seen how and arrogant I was when I was young.

However, I was even more timid. I didn't dare to go straight to his house to look for him. I had no choice but to ask Lu Chenjun to give it to me. I even specially instructed Lu Chenjun to laugh at him.

Unfortunately, two days later, the poor Rubik's Cube was only two meters away from the trash can when I found it.

There was only a single sentence in his heart. Devil, have you cultivated to the essence? How could there always be a way for people to humiliate themselves? !

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