17: Like walking on thin ice

Like walking on thin ice

"Lu Xuan, do you really hate me?" I suddenly turned my head. He looked at my feet, and his face was rosy. His eyes were slightly empty as he stared at him.

"You're drunk?" He continued to ignore my question. Every time he did so, I suspected that he was trying to avoid it. Was it difficult to answer my question? !

As a result, almost immediately, I shook my head like a rattle drum. Just as I was about to say something to let him face my problem, he slowly extended his right hand to me. There was a faintly discernible smile on his lips, like the moon hidden behind the thin clouds, like a dream.

"Come here."

His pure voice echoed in his ears like the echo of an empty mountain. I was as obedient as a devil. Was it because he was too attractive or because I was already drunk, easily exposing my feelings towards him.

I stumbled and fell to his side, half leaning against him, my head consciously finding a comfortable position on his shoulder.

He held my hand tightly from the tip of his finger to the back of his hand. Finally, he put my entire hand into his palm.

"My hands are cold. Let's go back."

In fact, I had the suspicion of pretending to be drunk, my consciousness could not be clearer. The warm feeling on my hand was especially clear, awakening every nerve in my body. Biting his lips, he shook his head and groaned on his shoulder

"You haven't answered my question yet. Why do you hate me?" !"

"When did I say I hate you?" Lu Xuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry as she looked at me. It was strange how did I turn "hate" into "hate "?

I thought he was eager to deny it and change the topic. With my understanding of him, he could make you fall into his words and tell you "GAME OVER" in God's voice!

"Don't deny it!" If you don't hate me, why would you give me a slap when I arrive at the Lu family? "Why did you throw the Rubik's Cube that I restored into a garbage heap?"

After I woke Lu Chenjun up with a series of questions last time, I felt that this straightforward question method was simple, crude, and effective to the point of making my hair stand on end! Simply put, it was very good! Very good!

After drinking all night, I didn't notice it. When I suddenly raised my head, I felt a headache. I frowned in pain. I clenched my hand into a fist and gently pounded on my temples, but it did n' t ease at all.

His eyes were wide open, as if he was looking at me in surprise for a moment. Then, seeing that my hand was not light or heavy, he helplessly pulled down my fist, loosened his grip on my hand, turned to support the back of my head, and his other hand gently spun on my temples.

At first, I was still uncomfortable with the sudden coldness in my hand. I frowned a little deeper. Lu Xuan gave my thumb and pressed it against my brow. I didn't stop until I relaxed my brows and concentrated on pressing my temples.

"I'm sorry, I apologize for being reckless when I was young."

I was feeling very comfortable when he pressed me down. The pain that I felt as if I had been put on a tight curse had mostly disappeared. When he said this, my first reaction was," Look, look. Even you yourself admit that you're annoying me for no reason!"

In less than a second, I recalled that he was really apologizing to me. He stared blankly at the empty space behind him, unable to speak for a long time.

"What?" "Are you stupid?" He stared at me for a while and suddenly felt that my reaction was funny.

"Yeah, I'm stupid." Anyone who heard the words "I'm sorry" coming from Lu Xuan mouth would find it hard to act as if nothing had happened! He was a Lu Xuan. He did everything meticulously, almost perfect Lu Xuan.

"Can I ask why?" I blurted out my question, thinking that he would be generous enough to say nothing to me. However, the movement in his hand suddenly stopped. I didn't even notice the abnormality. I raised my head to tell him not to stop. However, the moment I saw him, I could n' t say anything.

It was rare that she had never seen such a Lu Xuan. Or perhaps, she had never seen it before. His entire face was cold, as if he didn't have any feelings for anyone. His eyes were filled with coldness, and there was a hidden ruthlessness. It was as if there was a fire burning in the depths of his pupils, and red blood vessels were spreading like vines.

"It's getting late. Rest early." When I heard his impatient tone, I was confused. What did I say wrong?

As he stood up and was about to leave, I grabbed the edge of his coat and said," It's almost midnight 、、、" I do n' t want to grow up by myself. Can you accompany me?

Originally, I wanted to ignore the sudden tense atmosphere and speak completely. However, under the pressure of his aura, I was so timid that I didn't dare to say another word. Then, I revealed a far-fetched smile.

"It's time to rest early."

Although I was scared by his aura, I was still very unconvinced. After saying that I didn't hate me, I started to show off my face again. What was going on? !

Sister, I'm not easy to bully. Even if my aura is suppressed, I ca n' t lose face. No, if you can shake my face, I can shake my back and see who can do it? !

With that in mind, I stepped forward and prepared to leave. After walking a few steps, I realized that we weren't on the ground or on the roof! Although the old mansion only had two floors, it was only two and a half floors high on an ordinary floor. The custom-made ladder was a little higher than an ordinary ladder, but it was barely able to get on the roof. No matter how one stood up, one had to hold on to it.

I looked at the ladder and the height from the ground. I struggled a little inside. Even if I didn't die, I would still have to fall for half a year...

Forget it, it's mine to fall to death! Gritting my teeth, I reached out and reached for the first horizontal bar of the ladder.

"Lu Yan!" It was so easy for both of my legs to stand firm. Lu Xuan low and angry voice attracted my attention.

"What?" !" I was so nervous that my entire body was trembling. Even though my voice was soft, it was still trembling. I was afraid that an additional ladder would tilt down the eaves.

"You,,,," he said, but before he could say anything, a sharp voice rang out from behind me, followed by the sound of fireworks and crackling firecrackers.

I was scared by this sudden sound and instinctively shrank back. The ladder was obviously pulled away from the roof by me. I was terrified and quickly lowered my body. I firmly held onto the tiles on both sides of the ladder to stabilize it. At this moment, I was extremely glad that the tiles on the roof were strong enough.

Lu Xuan was also quite frightened by my movements. He ran over to support the ladder with worry, and the roof was kicked off." Hold on, slowly get down."

I responded to him with a cry, but I still didn't move. My eyes were filled with tears as I looked at him for help. Lu Xuan felt helpless. Why did he usually look at such a bold person without fear? !

"Lu Yan, don't judge me by expression in the future. Ask me a few more times. I' ll tell you."

"Oh~" I looked puzzled. Was he encouraging me to dig deeper into him? His face was so close to him that he didn't have an unfamiliar sense of indifference. What remained was gentleness.

At this moment, half of the sky was lit by the fireworks. The five rays of light were reflected on his face, and his entire body became much more vivid. It was as if he, who had never been associated with the color, was even more charming under the color radiance than before. Seeing how mesmerized he was, he forgot about his fear.

"So it's past 12 o' clock,,,,," I looked up at the fireworks and unconsciously smiled at him. No matter what, you've still gone through the years with me! Even though I almost lost my life just now because of this damn fireworks 、、、

However, she had to thank him.

I finally landed on the ground trembling. Under my gaze, he calmly put the ladder back in place, picked up the empty bottle he had thrown down, and finally stood in front of me

"Take care of it. If you don't want Grandma to find out, be smart."

I lowered my head in a daze. The two bottles were firmly clamped between his slender fingers, without any effort.

Why was it that we had clearly done something bad together, but I had to clean up the mess alone? Even though the mess was just two bottles of light yellow liquid 、、、

But his attitude was very important! !

As he thought this in his heart, he asked honestly," You have a share in drinking. Why do you think it's all my responsibility to listen to you?"

"Isn't it?" "I never knew your grandma had a wine cellar." His expression was very calm and his tone was even more innocent. I almost believed it.

"、、、、、、"

The result was quite obvious. I took the bottle with my pitiful hands and Lu Xuan walked into the house with great satisfaction. Looking at his leisurely back, and then looking at the' evidence of crime' in my hand, I had the urge to swing the bottle at the back of his head.

Grandma came back from outside the next day, holding a bag of powder in her hand. As soon as she entered the door, she called Lu Xuan to move the ladder.

"What's wrong, Grandma?" Ever since I had seen Lu Xuan shameless behavior the night before, no matter how I looked at him, his eyes were slanted and he looked down on him.

In addition, Grandma didn't treat him as an outsider these past few days. She looked for him for everything, and my granddaughter was about to become a decoration. Therefore, before Grandma grabbed Lu Xuan hand, it was very appropriate for me to stop Grandma.

She didn't seem to have slept well, and she was n' t as energetic as the previous two days. At this moment, her expression became even more distressed." We've suffered a rat on the roof. It's so noisy that I can't even sleep at night. Did n' t I ask Xiao Xuan to go up and sprinkle some rat medicine?"

"、、、、、、" Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er, Er Lu Xuan

"Then go up and sprinkle some more. Don't let the rat quarrel with Grandma."

"I'm afraid it wo n' t be that easy to die." He still took the white powder from Grandma's hand, but he had always looked at me from the beginning to the end. His gaze had a deeper meaning.

What could I do? He couldn't say anything," Do n' t spread rat poison. There's no rat at all. It's me and Lu Xuan. We didn't go up last night. We just watched the free fireworks and experienced the pleasure of being out of the body! !" 0

When I thought about it, it was no surprise that Grandma had the idea of not recognizing my granddaughter. Therefore, in order to calm people down, Lu Xuan could only climb that damn roof once more. Anyway, don't let me take that step again!

Happy times always passed quickly. I spent the past few days by Grandma's side, and my attachment was comparable to the dependence of a newborn child on his mother. In the blink of an eye, I was about to bid farewell to Grandma.

Standing at the door, he turned around and looked at the mottled old mansion behind him. It carried the feelings that his grandparents had accumulated for their entire life. He stood there silently for decades. The door was wide open, like an old man who was laughing loudly as he welcomed his children back home. They didn't know that we were going through another parting.

"Grandma, wait for me. I'll see you again soon." She hugged Grandma reluctantly and smiled lightly

"Alright, you're already a grown-up. Do n' t think about Grandma all day long. Don't show off." "Remember, Grandma will support you no matter what."

In life, the most painful parting was only to be separated from one's lover. This had long become the memory of Grandma, who had lived in the past, and from now on, everything she had experienced was not enough to lament. She had said that all parting was for the sake of meeting better. If there was parting, there was hope. The only thing that could break all expectations was death.

So, I'm glad that we' re all fine.

"I will work hard and become the best myself. Grandma, just watch."

This was another promise that I had given her after eight years. I would become the best of myself, and I wouldn't let go of myself or you. If I were to live for a single person in my life, this person would definitely be Grandma. The person who had given everything to me would be willing to do anything for her.

"Good, good, good, good." Halfway through her words, she coughed violently. Her uncomfortable and patient expression was like a thorn in her heart.

I had long since discovered that Grandma's body was no longer as good as before. She often had heart palpitations, chest tightness, and fatigue. She had covered her chest so much that she broke out in cold sweat. She had to pretend that nothing had happened. After I left, she shook her hand and took out the whole medicine and put it into her mouth.

I knew that she didn't want me to be worried. If I brought her to the hospital for an examination, I would mention that she had fallen out with me once. After a few minutes, she used all sorts of new tricks to curry favor with me. She smiled and told me that she was just an old illness, so taking the medicine did n' t matter.

She was probably very stubborn when she was old. I had used all kinds of methods and failed to coax her into the hospital. In this matter, she didn't even give Lu Xuan face.

"Why don't we go to the hospital?" I patted Grandma on the back. When I saw her coughing until her face was pale, my old face became a little haggard.

"Alright, alright, let's go! "Don't dawdle. The cars here do n' t wait for anyone." As Grandma pushed me out, my face was filled with worry. I wanted to turn around step by step.

I didn't know when Lu Xuan held my hand that had wrinkled the corner of my clothes. The warm feeling instantly gathered somewhere. How could this person's hand be warm at any moment?

"Don't worry. Aunt Yuan' ll take good care of Grandma. You're making her feel bad." I turned around and looked at him. After a long time, I nodded silently.

"Let's go."

Lu Chenjun people left, they naturally took the car away. Lu Xuan and I could only think of a way. In and out of the countryside With a bus scheduled every day, it was convenient to get to City S. Trains, planes and cannons ) Everything.

Actually, it was very interesting to travel with Lu Xuan. He didn't speak much, but looking at his expression, I found it very interesting.

For example, when I jumped into the car with two bottles of mineral water, he sat near the aisle. When we arrived, there were only two seats left side by side in the car. He didn't hesitate to choose to sit inside. The reason was simple. He did n' t like strangers getting too close to him. After that, I went down to buy water to make him take his seat.

Although it was an unintentional move, it was like another unexpected gain!

There were too many people in the car, so people couldn't help but rub against him. Otherwise, the person standing next to him would use his butt to face him. That height could n' t be any more suitable!

He had never received this kind of treatment since he was young. He immediately became more and more serious as his face grew more and more serious. His eyes showed no mercy and showed disdain and pain.

I stood by the door and laughed until someone got into the car and pushed me a few times to push me in front of him. The smile on my face was caught off guard.

"Well, sit in. I'll sit outside." He glanced at me and naturally sat in.

Heh! It wasn't me who did n' t take the bus. It was Lu Chenjun who abandoned you, okay?

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