I'm a bad person (2)
Pan Duo Min face was as bright as a vegetable. Lu Xuan performance just now had already explained everything. She couldn' t let it be that she didn' t believe it, but she still couldn' t accept it for a moment. Her eyes reddened without any measures.
"I don't believe it, I do n' t believe it. I want Lu Xuan to tell me personally!"
I looked at the figure who was running and stumbling. I sighed and wondered if it was a little too rude ···
Lin Ling got into the car and went straight to the empty seat beside me. I stopped her." What are you doing?"
"What are you doing?" "Isn't this for me?" Lin Ling looked innocent and harmless. I didn't even have the nerve to tell her that this was n' t for her. With my slowness, she pushed my hand away and sat down.
He said proudly," Who else can I leave? A wild man?"
I:"······"
If she were to tell Lin Ling classmate that the wild man she was referring to was the Lu Xuan that she was constantly sucking up to, she would probably explode and die.
In order for Lin Ling to live healthily and for the public's eyes to not be tarnished, I finally swallowed what I wanted to say.
By the time Lu Xuan and Pan Duo Min arrived, they had already arrived. The two of them did not know how to talk about it, but Pan Duo Min no longer lost control of their emotions.
When Lu Xuan walked to my side, she discovered the existence of Lin Ling and frowned. I looked at him helplessly and gave him an apologetic look. In fact, I was looking forward to him using his shameless ability to chase Lin Ling away. This would be more effective.
However, he didn't say anything. He slowly walked to the seat at the back and sat down. Seeing this, Pan Duo Min revealed a look of surprise. He swept past me and sat down next to Lu Xuan in a domineering manner.
I gloomily turned my head and glanced at Lu Xuan. Just as I met his faint gaze, he stopped looking at me. What did this mean? Was he angry?
He took out his phone and sent him a message. He could feel his low apology through the screen, but he didn't even take a look at it. The whole process was cold.
The orphanage was built on the outskirts of the city. It was a little far away. After Lin Ling got into the car, she began to rest up. The more the car swayed, the more she slept. I saw that there were only four words on her face:'Gape!'
After the rest of the journey, I couldn't take it anymore. I put away my phone and closed my eyes as I leaned against my head. Just as he was struggling against the nauseating feeling in his stomach, he felt a trace of something strange enveloping me. The sound of the car's original voice was continuous, and at the same time, they all fell silent.
I opened one of my eyes strangely and saw that Lu Xuan face was still a little dazed. As he spoke, he leaned over and pulled my wrist a little harder before leaving the chair.
"Go ahead." The words "estrangement" that couldn't be questioned caused Pan Duo Min to be dumbfounded. I was also dumbfounded. I clearly did n' t want to pay attention to me just now ···
Pan Duo Min didn't dare to argue with Lu Xuan. After that shock, he was filled with disappointment and hatred.
I could only spread my hands silently. The one who asked you to change seats was Lu Xuan. Why did you hate me?
As soon as we sat down, the car returned to normal. Lu Xuan still didn't pay attention to me. After pulling me down, she kept looking out the window. I sat on the side and observed for a long time. Considering that he wouldn't mind me for a while, and that his stomach was still uncomfortable, I decided to close my eyes and rest.
I didn't know how long had passed, but I fell into a very uncomfortable sleep. My neck ached, and Lu Xuan half awake, I leaned my head against his shoulder. I pursed my lips into a smile, and my head pressed against his shoulder so close that it was as close as an inch. I reached out my hand and searched for a few times to pull his hand, and halfway through, I was gripped into his palm.
"I'm sorry..." I lowered my voice to a minimum and quickly stopped the conversation.
I want to use my method to tell him that I care about him and hope he doesn't mind. I've never been a pure and virtuous person. I have a lot of problems and shortcomings. I even hate myself a lot.
It was like this that I was blessed by the heavens and asked me to come to Lu Xuan side. In fact, I wasn't sure of the truth of this matter. In the face of Lu Xuan, I was more testing. During this time, I might show my worst side to him. His attitude determined what I would think of this relationship in the end.
Lu Xuan behavior in the car had undoubtedly caused a huge bomb to be released to the people in the car. His face was calm and calm. It was so easy to return to the peaceful forum and exploded ···
The change of seat didn't disturb Lin Ling. However, as the daily licking party on the campus forum, her news would n' t lag any further. She didn't leave behind anything she should know or not.
As expected, she pounced on me like a fierce beast. I couldn't dodge and was almost caught by her.
"Lin Ling you're Ren Qifeng crazy to think about it. Pounce when you see someone!"
Lin Ling jumped off of me and didn't answer my question." Speak!" When was it about you and handsome Xuan? "He actually didn't tell me. He's still not a friend."
It seemed like I was talking to the leader of the orphanage in the distance Lu Xuan I looked calm and composed." Aren't you waiting for intelligence to discover yourself!"
She didn't agree." What did I say? Sooner or later, you' ll be taken away by handsome men. Hahaha~"
"Wait!" I stopped and turned around. Lin Ling one of my hands stretched out and said," You said it wasn't my place... That wild man..."
I revealed a sly smile." Student Lin Ling, it looks like you're still very smart. It's just that you're a little smart!"
After saying that, I patted her on the shoulder and left, leaving Lin Ling one in a mess in the wind...
Every child in the orphanage was a broken-winged angel. They were abandoned because of various congenital or acquired defects. They wanted to love and be loved, so they used all their sincerity and friendship to everyone close to them. They were afraid of betrayal and harm, and their abilities were often too weak...
The headmaster was impassioned and filled with affection as he spoke on the platform that had been set up for the time being. Somehow, his heart was stirred. How could I not have tried the feeling of being abandoned? Even if I didn't have any defects, it had become redundant from the moment I was born. How could I not yearn to love and be loved? How could I not put away all of my sharp edges in order to be accepted? What did I get in the end?
It was a tool for others to vent their desire to control. What was even more tragic was that after seeing through all of this, they had already lost the power to retaliate. Fortunately, I didn't go that far.
The director's passionate speech was still going on. I heard it carelessly. I felt a damp heat on my face and realized that I was crying. I probably felt the same way.
Without batting an eyelid, she wiped away her tears. From the corner of her eyes, she saw Lu Xuan looking at me with a burning gaze. I confirmed that there were no tears on my face before turning to look at him.
"The Director is really touching." In front of Lu Xuan, I only wanted to be the person who was careless, quick-witted, and sometimes malicious.
He raised his eyebrows and didn't comment. He silently stretched out a hand towards me. I smiled and held that hand. With a turn of his wrist, he easily wrapped my hand into his palm.
"Lu Yan, you don't need to hide anything in front of me. Also, trust me completely, okay?"
His eyes were deep and his tone was unprecedentedly serious. He clearly did not have any frivolous intentions, but it made my heart beat faster.
"I didn't. I mean, I did n' t hide anything and trusted you completely." After saying that, I grinned foolishly at him. His eyes narrowed with a faint smile and he stared at me for a long time before speaking.
"Okay."
I know what he was referring to. While playing games with the children in the orphanage, Pan Duo Min called me over by going to the bathroom. I knew that she didn't want to give up. Lu Xuan, she did n' t know that when facing her, I was more determined than Lu Xuan.
So, under the green banyan tree in the courtyard, we had the following conversation.
Pan Duo Min:" How much can you leave him?"
I sneered and cursed in my heart. Being rich is amazing!
"Do you think people like me lack money?" He nodded madly in his heart. He was really short of money! But he still had to maintain his demeanor.
"Then what do you want? "I can do it for you as long as you leave him." Pan Duo Min obviously had nothing to do with it, and his expression was a little deranged.
I raised my head and pretended to be serious." Don't you think you ca n' t afford what I can get from Lu Xuan?"
She took two steps back in defeat. I didn't want to be entangled anymore. I was just about to turn around and leave, but who would have thought that she would rush up like crazy and pull at me.
I'm really tired of this crazy thing about love. I' m obsessed with it. I've lost my status and even made everyone look miserable.
"Lu Yan, what right do you have? I've loved him for so long. I' ve loved him since the beginning. I've gone abroad with him. I' ve also returned home with him. I've given up on my great career abroad. Why did I waste my time in a place like G University?
"Isn't it because one day he can look back at me and know that there's someone who is following him unswervingly... and what have you done for him? Why are you standing by his side? That position is mine!"
Pervert... Pan Duo Min was stupid. He knew that there was no way she could repay him, but he still had to bet on everything. In the end, he couldn't get what he wanted, so he just told her how to pay. He was stupid and made people feel sympathy, but I really could n' t.
I couldn't stand it anymore. I grabbed her shoulder with my hands and pushed her hard. I pressed her against the tree and could n' t move. My tone was almost threatening
"Just because I'm Lu Yan not you Pan Duo Min! So what if you give everything? Was there a need to pay back? Who do you think you are?
Don't challenge my patience and bottom line in any way. Otherwise, do n' t blame me for doing something crazy. "I've never been an idiot. If you want to see my methods, try it." 2
Pan Duo Min didn't know if he was scared silly or because he had never seen such a sinister and ruthless side of me before. His eyes were red as if he was about to cry.
I stopped paying attention to her. I was just about to leave her with a determined back. However, when I turned around and walked not too far away, my entire body stopped and Lu Xuan led a little girl away from the side of the banyan tree.
Under the banyan tree was a blind spot. That was why I discovered them now. So, we heard the conversation earlier? !
When I went back, the game was still going on. It was just that the students were scattered and the children were playing in groups.
I locked onto Lu Xuan spot with a single glance. He was teaching the little girl to play with the Rubik's Cube. The Rubik's Cube was in the little girl's hands, and he would occasionally give her a few instructions. His hand was propped on his chin, and his gaze was deep in thought.
I suddenly remembered the scene when he pulled the little girl away. The little girl was only a little above his knee, and her little hand was held high in Lu Xuan hand. The sunlight was just right, and a slightly yellow warm light shone on the two of them. A path of Buddha could lead them to the desolate lands. Time was quiet and beautiful.
At that moment, my heart was gentle. Lu Xuan was such a warm person. This kind of warmth did not mean that he could wipe it out just how cold he looked. The tenderness that he inadvertently revealed might not even be known to him, but I was stuck in it.
I ran to them and sat down." What are you doing?" !"
Lu Xuan lazily threw me an expression of "knowing the answer ". I pouted and went to tease the little girl.
"Little friend, what's your name?"
The little girl looked at me with her watery eyes. She pouted and ignored me before continuing to work on the Rubik's Cube.
I was in an awkward position for two seconds. This, this was being despised? Why? !
"You're playing with the Rubik's Cube. Isn't Miss telling you to play well?"
It was obvious that the condition I threw out was tempting enough. The little girl hesitated for a moment before taking another look. Lu Xuan still decisively lowered her head and continued to turn the Rubik's Cube. She buried her head and said in a delicate voice," Brother said not to play with Miss. Sister was so vicious just now!"
WHAT? I looked at Lu Xuan blankly. The corner of his mouth lifted slightly, and his eyes curled up with a smile, like a bright crescent moon.
I gritted my teeth and gave him a bitter expression, and then blackened me! I didn't understand what good it would be for him to tarnish my reputation. Am I not his girlfriend?
Then, she squeezed out a kind and amiable smile to face the little girl. Hmph, I want to use my personality to conquer her!
"Sister was fierce just now because... because she met an even fiercer sister, that sister would still bite! "Haha, so I'm not a bad person. I' m protecting myself."
As soon as I left the room, I went in the direction of teaching bad kids. I felt a little embarrassed, but I was looking forward to the results.
The little girl nodded in agreement when she heard that." Yes, yes, I saw it. That big sister is even fiercer. It's her!"
She pointed at the Pan Duo Min that was passing by in a daze. Pan Duo Min face was silent. The scene of the three of us being in harmony was probably really cold. She dragged her heavy steps away.
I chuckled dryly as I pulled off the little girl's hand. Do n' t be so innocent, alright? I'm not afraid that someone will take care of you.
"That's right, that's right. You can't learn from that sister, and you ca n' t be so rude to know?"
"Got it. You're all bad sisters. You ca n' t learn from them, Big Brother said..."
"..." Ten thousand horses galloped past in his heart. Appearance was really important. You Lu Xuan remember everything clearly. I emphasized that I was not a bad person, not a bad person, not a bad person! He didn't hear a single word...
I gnashed my teeth and used my eyes to madly chop Lu Xuan for half a day, but he didn't pay attention to me. Instead, he lowered his head and bit the little girl's ears, ignoring me!
He couldn't take it anymore and reached out to pinch him. He did n' t even look at me and grabbed my wrist. I was so angry that I was about to reach out with another evil hand when I noticed that the corner of my clothes was being pulled.
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