39: Accidentally confessed

Accidentally confessed

"She said that she would rather not know me than treat me as a stranger in the future."

I was slightly shocked. I didn't expect that Xiao Ying would be able to achieve this. It could be said that it was very heartless, but it was n' t her right.

"Are you with Yin Xin?"

He paused." No."

"..." So, what status did they get along like this? It was chaotic, it was really chaotic!

After a long time Li Gui he took a cigarette and said," Lu Yan, Yin Xin and I have nothing!"

......

Li Gui words left me speechless, so I could only roll my eyes at him. Their farts changed and changed. They were going to knock me out, so I couldn't listen to the story...

I scratched my head in distress." So, what are you, what are you now? "Why don't you go and get Xiao Ying back and ignore Yin Xin?"

"Me and her..." He smiled bitterly and shrugged his shoulders, then pointed a new eye forward." Probably not..."

When people were faced with a difficult situation, they would be negative when they saw the problem. Nothing was absolute. Moreover, when it came to feelings, the variables might be inadvertently.

It could be seen that he was also very conflicted. Both sides were good girls, so he could not bear to let them down. He did not know how to face them, so he could only hide and not say anything. In the end, he could only become the knot between the three of them.

Don't make a conclusion too early. Nothing is absolute. I wanted to tell him this, but I was startled by a sudden movement behind me. That voice was short and dull, like the sound of bones hitting the floor when a person fell down...

No, it was.

Both Li Gui and I turned around at the same time. They were shocked by the scene before them. Yin Xin knelt on both knees and fell to the ground. It looked like he had fallen heavily. It was difficult for him to stand up. He did not even turn his head back when he stood up. He limped and fled in a panic.

This was clearly because I heard the conversation between Li Gui and me. I patted my head. Should I do something? Before I could make a move, the people around me had already run out in a gust of wind, as if their feet were on the wheels...

In the end, I didn't chase after him to take a look. I could only sigh in the direction where the two figures had disappeared. It was fine for a man to be affectionate, but it was not good for him to unfriendly. Even if Li Gui and I were friends, they could only sigh helplessly. Take care of you!

Halfway through my meal, the two of them who were most familiar with each other left. It was a problem if they didn't return and continue eating.

Jing Mo was still inside, but I didn't understand how unusual he was today. First, I greeted him and he was unreasonable. I thought I had offended him!

In the end, he poured wine for me and picked food for me one night, causing a group of people to think what was going on between us!

I felt embarrassed. I waved my eyes to tell him to stop. I didn't even look at him, so what else could I do? Helplessly, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue eating and drinking as if nothing had happened.

That's why I was so proud after Li Gui and Yin Xin left. I was n' t stupid. I could sense a little of Jing Mo's thoughts, but I did n' t want to face it squarely. I just wanted to maintain a pure friendship.

In the end, I sent Jing Mo a simple text message saying that I was done when I left. However, not long after the message was successfully sent, I stood under the Li Gui smoking tree for a while. The glass door in the big row was pushed open and Jing Mo strode out.

He quickly realized that I was standing on this side and ran to me to let out a sigh of relief.

"I'll send you back."

I was a little embarrassed." No need!"

"Lu Yan, I want to send you back." The gentleness he inadvertently revealed made my eyelids twitch. Did I, did I do something that caused him to misunderstand? !

"Let's go. There's still some distance to your house." He didn't give me the chance to refuse. He put his hand into his trouser pocket and turned to leave.

"..." I waved my hand and didn't say anything. I wo n' t go home! Most importantly, the hotel was in the opposite direction...

"Jing Mo!" I finally shouted out his name and decided that he might as well not go too far.

He stopped and turned to look at me. He couldn't help but wonder," What's wrong?"

I walked over to him and sighed," I'm not going home today. I' m staying at the hotel. It's not far ahead." I turned around and pointed at the other side, then quickly withdrew my hand and smiled at him.

"That's why I said you do n' t need to send me off. I'll be there soon."

A moment of disappointment flashed through his eyes. I thought I didn't see it and said goodbye to him with a smile," Go back. There's a large table waiting for you. Li Gui's not here. I'm going to City G tomorrow. Let's just leave the plane in the morning! "Goodbye."

"Lu Yan..." I clenched my fist with my back facing him. I was a little nervous because I felt that if he continued, things would get out of control. That was not what I wanted to see.

"Lu Yan, I have something to say to you..." I carried my back and didn't reply. He paused for a moment before continuing.

"Actually, I thought you knew it all along. I thought that even if I didn't say it, the two of us would be able to do it one day. But today, it seems like I ca n' t say it anymore."

I turned around and looked at him in disbelief.

"You..."

"That's right, I like you. Lu Yan, I' m confessing to you."

Now, I was completely speechless. What could I say? I couldn't respond to him because I had never thought of anything happening to him. However, it was too cruel to refuse directly. At least, I still cherish this friendship. I'm afraid that once I say it, the two of them will no longer have any friendship.

Life! It really surprised me. The second before, I was still laughing at Li Gui wavering. It was my turn to face such a problem so quickly.

With that thought in mind, the phone in my hand started to vibrate. I held it too hard, and my palm was covered in sticky sweat, as well as the body.

It was Lu Xuan call. When I came out, I only briefly reported the location. It was already too late.

That Yue Ran's name reminded me of a few things. I suddenly thought of it. Who was n' t working hard for my own happiness? Jing Mo, so did I. Since it was all for him, there was no need for him to feel too guilty. Being honest was the best way to be fair.

The shaking in my hand stopped. I took a deep breath and faced Jing Mo eyes.

"Jing Mo, you're right. I' ve always known about it, but our relationship has never changed. Do you know why?

"My Lu Yan has never been a passive person and I won't have too many worries. If only God knows that I liked you a long time ago, I would n' t have waited for you to come and tell me this. If that's the case, you can imagine my answer."

I saw his sunken face with my own eyes. It wasn't very good looking, but it was still calm. Regarding this, I was quite at ease. Jing Mo was used to being depressed, and the emotions on his face would never rise or fall. However, I knew that I had a scar on his heart.

"Is it because of him?"

I quickly realized that what he said was still Lu Xuan. Just like the last time he asked me, I could practically put the Jing Mo's words into Lu Xuan body without wasting any effort.

Actually, when I thought about it carefully, I had probably determined Lu Xuan this person since then. However, there were too many things involved in this, so I didn't think about it so quickly.

When I returned to my thoughts, I nodded my head seriously to answer his question.

He immediately squeezed out a hint of sarcasm, as if he was mocking me as well.

"You said before that it's impossible for you and him!"

I spread my hands." I don't know why. That was what I thought." I thought for a moment," Maybe, I'm really not a good person!"

I raised my eyes to look at him again, but I was pushed into my arms in the instant before I touched his gaze. I was startled by his sudden action, and his deep and shallow breathing spread in my ears, covering all my senses.

"You're a good person. Do n' t always talk about yourself like that. This... just take it as a gift to see him off..."

Eh... What kind of meeting gift? How could I say something I don't understand?

When I remembered that such behavior wasn't very appropriate, he had already loosened his grip on me. His mouth was raised to the side, but there was n' t a trace of a smile in his eyes.

"In that case, we should be friends in the future." 0

The corners of my mouth twitched. Are you sure you can still be happy as a friend? His heart was really big.

Of course, wasn't there a saying like that? It was as wide as the Great World. To prevent him from underestimating my world, I can't act too stingy.

So, she smiled warmly." Of course."

Finally sending this Buddha away, I felt really relaxed when I saw him walk into the stall. I let out a sigh of relief and turned around to stop...

Lu, Lu Xuan? Why was it such a dog-blood plot? When did he come? !

He stood silently on the corner of the street, his entire face seemed to be hidden in the scattered light of the street lamp. Everything around him seemed bleak, only the corner he was in was bright and shining.

I didn't know where the sourness came from. I suddenly wanted to hug him. In the cool night breeze, I suddenly wanted to absorb the warmth from him.

His actions kept up with his thoughts. He ignored all obstacles and rushed towards him. Before he could even speak, he reached into his arms and smoothly wrapped his hands around his waist.

He was forcefully pushed back by me to stabilize himself. His hand naturally rested on my hair, allowing me to bury my head in his neck and not speak for a while.

Even though he was already familiar with the smell on his body, he was still confused by the elegant smell. It was as if he couldn't smell it enough. He just wanted to hold him in his arms and freeze time forever.

"Lu Yan?" He finally realized that my emotions weren't right. He grabbed my shoulder and tried to pull me away. I tried my best to tighten the hand around his waist, but I did n' t want to raise my head.

Because I was crying. I didn't want to do this, but I could n' t stop my tears from bursting out.

Today was still a short 24 hours, but I felt like I had experienced all the hardships and difficulties.

I ran away from home again, but my mother's words were like a rock in my heart. It did n' t fall, and it made me unable to breathe. It fell, and I was afraid of hurting others.

And just now, although he had already made it clear to Jing Mo and the process wasn't too bad, he still smiled and told me that he would still be a friend in the future, but I always felt that the friendship created by roller skating had ended. Jing Mo pushed this originally pure emotion to the path of destruction, and I was the one who personally destroyed it.

I thought I was strong, but I wasn't as unaffected as I appeared. I was terrified and would feel sad after the meeting. I had exhausted all my strength, but I still could n' t handle it properly.

There was only one thing that could be fortunate. After I had experienced so much, Lu Xuan just appeared in front of me. Without any warning, it was like the unexpected surprise when the heavenly deity descended. So, I ran to him and hugged him, taking off my tiredness and relying on him.

"Are you crying?" Lu Xuan rarely saw me lose control. The last time I was at Grandma's, he was surprised.

When I raised my head, I still didn't stop crying. It was like a child crying so hard that I could n' t help but feel a little sad.

"Fortunately, you're here, otherwise..." I paused for a moment and did n' t know what to say.

"What else?" "Crouching on the roadside and crying like a fool?" He wiped away my tears and didn't forget to joke around.

"Do you know how to comfort people? !" I pretended to be angry and let go of him and gave him a light push.

He restrained his smile and lowered his body with both hands behind his back.

"If I remember correctly, someone just hugged another man five minutes ago. Should I explain it?"

What did Jing Mo say just now? This was probably the meaning of the meeting ceremony! F*ck, this wasn't a meeting gift. It was clearly the explosive bag that was thrown at me!

"Then it's not me who took the initiative! "I was ambushed!" There was still a guilty conscience in my heart. Of course, my heart was 100% loyal to Young Master Lu.

"Oh?" "I see."

What do you mean, oh! So it was like that. So he accepted it? He really didn't take me seriously! What's going on? )

"Are you angry?"

I tried to find something on his face, even if it wasn't pleasant.

"No." It was indeed as he said. No, he didn't even frown.

"Isn't he unhappy at all?"

He glanced at me indifferently." You said you were forced. I believe you."

Eh... What kind of trick was this? Would a boyfriend react this way when he saw his girlfriend hugging another man? !

I gave him a look of disdain. Forget it, I lowered my head and said with a slight sense of disappointment," Go back. I'm tired."

I took two heavy steps and found that I couldn't move. My right wrist was tightly clamped.

I looked back at him listlessly. After struggling for two times, I felt aggrieved, but I didn't have the urge to cry." Why?"

He didn't answer me. Instead, he used his actions to tell me what he wanted to do.

I was pulled into his embrace by him. I leaned my head against his chest and felt the strong heartbeat. His voice, like the clear moonlight, was released from the top of his head, soft as a feather.

"Is that enough consolation?" He held my face with one hand and patted my shoulder with the other. He was extremely gentle and careful.

I leaned against him for a moment before reaching out to grab his neck in response.

"It's enough to have you."

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