42: Deeply understood

Deeply understood

A long time ago, he had seen such a sentence in a book. People would feel happy when they were close to happiness, but when happiness went on, they would suffer from losses.

At that time, I always liked to be a girl. I always knew that I had been abandoned, but because Grandma was by my side, I still felt full of happiness. I didn't suffer any loss or gain.

After being taken away by my parents, my complicated thoughts contained a trace of anticipation. I thought this was a process that was close to happiness. When my beautiful thoughts were broken by reality and I wanted to cry with Grandma, Grandma didn't answer my phone at all. Therefore, I could only choose to appear obedient and never expect others to bring me happiness.

What he longed for in his heart was that he could only grasp it the most firmly.

Until Lu Xuan came to my side, I had unknowingly left the isolated and helpless state. I knew that there was such a person. He didn't speak much, but he unconditionally supported and encouraged me. No matter what happened, as long as he was with me, I would have unlimited peace of mind.

There were too many obstacles between Lu Xuan and me, but I also felt an unprecedented degree of happiness. Perhaps this was the real process of approaching happiness. The happiness of giving back was real.

As long as he was there, he would be fine.

When I snapped back to my senses, Lu Xuan tidying up had been completed. He wiped his hands and walked towards me. When he saw my stunned expression, he laughed softly

"What are you staring at?" "Think about what to eat."

"But I've already eaten it."

He closed his eyes and smiled helplessly." Didn't I not eat? I' ll eat some more with me."

When he said that, I remembered that he had originally come to deliver dinner to him, but I messed it up. He hadn't eaten dinner yet.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked apologetically. "Why don't I go buy it?"

"No need. How about going to a place with me?"

He stood condescendingly and opened his palm in front of me, his eyes filled with a gentle smile. I raised my head and looked at his face before placing my hand into his palm without hesitation.

As soon as I stood up, I remembered something. Aiya, I stopped where I was and Lu Xuan turned around to look at me confusion.

"My clothes are like this. Why are you going out to see someone?"

Lu Xuan didn't think much of it, so he dragged me along." It's fine."

"Why?" !"

"We don't need to see anyone where we go."

Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Shouldn't we solve the problem of food and clothing?

Lu Xuan took me to an apartment. It was the middle point between the studio and the head office. It was a transportation hub. When I went out, there were buses and subways. There was no problem going anywhere.

As for the apartment itself, the decoration was perfect. The decoration was simple and generous without losing warmth. However, no one had ever lived in the new house before, so it lacked a sense of life.

I wandered around inside and outside, then returned to the living room. Lu Xuan leaned on the sofa and was extremely relaxed, as if waiting for me to come out.

I raised my eyebrows and sat next to him." You..." Buy it? I was so conflicted that I didn't know what to use. It did n' t seem right at all.

"Lu Chenjun bought it. I just got the key today."

"My brother?" !" He nodded, happy to see my surprised expression.

"As one of the benefits of staying in the company for a long time."

"One?" !" I suddenly recalled what Ren Qifeng had said and thought about something. Although I didn't understand it, it was basically a better chance for Lu Xuan to choose.

To sum up, Ren Qifeng and Lu Chenjun were stealing people! It was interesting!

"What Ren Qifeng said today... Did they get into trouble for you?" Not long ago, he was a partner who loved each other!

"They're for my business, and I' m just talking about Feng Chen."

As soon as he said that, I understood that Ren Qifeng had already inherited the great business of the family. Now was the time for him to show off, so he naturally needed Lu Xuan help from this versatile and trouble-free man.

And Lu Chenjun the scale of the company under his name wasn't just what we had seen, what he was most afraid of was that his parents would suppress him when they heard about it. If his own company did n' t run properly, he would go out and grab a share of his family. This wasn't a problem, it was a lack of heart.

Therefore, he needed a long-term partner like Lu Xuan. If necessary, he could help him solve some problems. Rather than calling him a partner, it would be better to say that this was a helping hand and a guarantee for his career.

They all wanted to put Lu Xuan to use, but they didn't know that Lu Xuan was n' t that easy to control. His ambition was far from being satisfied with a high salary. If his father hadn't done too well this time, he would n' t have had to mess with Lu Chenjun and Ren Qifeng. At this moment, he was just using the two of them to build his foundation.

I burst into laughter." They ended up being plotted against by you. You' re too cunning!"

Lu Xuan didn't mind. He leaned against the armrest of the sofa and looked at me with his head tilted as he looked at me with a confused look.

"Not really. At least Lu Chenjun and I still have a fair deal."

I nodded and remembered one of the benefits he had just mentioned.

"Then what other benefits did you get from him?" I drew a circle in the air.

He thought for a moment and sat up straight to get closer to me. His face was right in front of me in an instant, and if there was any movement, he could put his face on his face.

I swallowed my saliva and didn't dare to move. His lips curled into an arc, and his eyelashes fluttered a few times as they touched my skin. It was itchy.

"I told him that the studio is short of people. I need someone who can help me at all times."

His voice was pure, gentle, and extremely tempting. It was like the sound of a bump in an empty mountain, reverberating endlessly in my ears. After I truly savored the meaning of his words, the world seemed to be bright and bright, and it was instantly filled with joy.

"You mean I can go to the studio?"

He smiled and nodded. Before he could finish, I threw myself into his arms. In the future, I would be able to fight side by side. I could meet each other every day, and I could see him by my side as soon as I raised my head.

What else could be happier than this?

My face was buried in his arms and my body was shaking with a silly smile. I could feel his fingers moving between my hair and his hands that were constantly tightening at my waist. This feeling was really good. It was as if I could connect my heart without saying anything. A hug could make my heart feel incomparably peaceful.

"So happy?"

He asked me with a smile on his face. Even though he was happy, I couldn't help but nod. I just did n' t want to come out of his embrace.

"Are you not hot?"

Erm... A little, but I still shook my head and couldn't continue.

He suddenly laughed." I heard you know how to cook noodles. How about you cook a bowl for me?"

I paused and raised my head." Who told you?"

"Lu Chenjun. "As one of the benefits, he told me a lot about you, including the fact that your cooking was terrible. Only noodles can be made beautifully."

I, I, I have been betrayed. F*ck me, Lu Chenjun aren't so righteous! What did he mean by saying a lot about me? What did he say and what did he not say? !

After a moment of silence, I decided to tell him something I had never mentioned before.

"Do you know why I only cook noodles?"

He motioned for me to continue. It was obvious that this was not a topic that was too light-hearted. At that time, I was still very young, but I seemed to know more than the other children. For example, I knew my own special condition. Other people had their parents by their side, while I only had Grandma.

For this reason, whenever the kids showed off their father and mother's pride, I would n' t hide it from them. However, one day, I wouldn't be able to hide it. 0

Every child was especially looking forward to a birthday because it meant surprise and happiness. I remember that there was a girl in my class who had a birthday on the same day as me. Before that, she had made countless public announcements in front of the class that she wanted to invite the class to a birthday party.

I also remembered that I had only mentioned that it was my birthday to a few of my close friends. I didn't know why the entire class knew about it.

It was precisely this that triggered the girl's desire to compete and everyone's curiosity. I was surrounded by various seemingly childish questions that were very tricky to me. What birthday present would your parents give you? Would he also invite the entire class to the birthday party? What are your parents doing...

I really don't understand. It was clearly my birthday, so why did I mention my parents?

I was speechless in exchange for the people's unscrupulous speculation. In summary, there were two kinds of arguments. One was that my parents were poor and could n' t give me a birthday. The other was that I had no parents and I was abandoned by them.

Hai... I didn't retort. Normally, I would just randomly pull a hapless ghost and beat him up to warn others. However, I did n' t do anything that time. What should I do? Even I thought what they said was the truth.

That was my birthday. For the first time, I hated my parents, who had never been masked, and even implicated Grandma.

I went back late that night. It was unusually dark and there was no starlight. Grandma was waiting at the door, making me very anxious. As long as I didn't go back later, she would definitely run out to find me.

She wanted to scold me, but she didn't want to add a bad memory to me on this day. However, all day, she had been devoured by the bad!

My heart was so heavy that I wanted to hide. However, Grandma had served me a bowl of long-lived noodles that had been heated for countless times. I didn't know how to feel disgusted. I flipped Grandma's face like a gambler. She turned pale from my actions, and I didn't understand. Instead, I hysterically vented my unhappiness.

"Why don't I have parents?" Why didn't my parents celebrate my birthday? Why didn't they come back to see me? Why? "Who are my parents..."

I cried as I roared. I opened my mouth and closed my eyes, crying without any hesitation. I could only vent my unspeakable grievances through crying. Like a little beast that was injured and abandoned, the world was withering, and my heart was desolate.

It took a long time for Grandma to wipe my tears with her trembling hands. I opened my eyes with tears. When I saw Grandma's red eyes, I instantly felt that I had done something terrible. It made Grandma feel sad, so I cried even more.

Seeing that I was crying like a tearful person, Grandma had no other choice but to hold me in her arms and let me cry enough. At that moment, my floating heart finally found a place to rest. Fortunately, Grandma was not angry, and Grandma did not abandon me because of my stubbornness today...

I didn't know when I fell asleep. I threw myself into Grandma's arms and started to feel tired from crying. I closed my eyes like I was asleep.

Grandma fell ill the next day. Aunt Yuan and the doctor were busy taking care of Grandma. I bit my lip and stood by Grandma's bed with my head lowered. I felt regretful and self-blame.

Aunt Yuan she didn't live in the old residence at that time and would still go home every night. She did n' t know what had happened the previous day. She thought that I was worried about Grandma, so she comforted me and pulled me out of Grandma's room.

There was no mark on the floor of the living room. I could see Grandma's bent back and packing up. A simple thought flashed through my mind as I ran to the kitchen.

After countless failures, I finally brought out a bowl of noodles that wasn't very decent. It was sticky and carried some black lumps.

When Aunt Yuan rushed in and saw the mess in the kitchen, my eyes widened as I yelled at my little ancestor. I didn't care about anything else and ran to Grandma's bed with a silly face. What surprised me was that Grandma had already woken up. I was stunned when I saw how embarrassed she was.

I walked over to Grandma with my face in my hand and wiped my red eyes." Grandma, I'm sorry. I fell your face yesterday. "You said that you like to watch Xiao Jiu eat happily, but yesterday, I didn't... do n' t worry, Grandma, I made noodles again. I'll show you the food now. Can you smile?"

After saying that, I stuffed the noodles into my mouth. Grandma couldn't stop me. I had already swallowed half a bowl, but in the end, Aunt Yuan came in to grab my bowl.

"What's wrong with your child? Can you eat this noodles like this?" "Don't have diarrhea!"

Aunt Yuan muttered a few words before leaving. I pouted and lowered my head, as if I had screwed up again...

Grandma looked at me and found it funny and angry. She pulled my hands and checked it. Other than some marks that had been splashed by hot oil, it was still intact. Only then did she let out a sigh of relief and gently pushed my head with her finger.

"Little ancestor, you really want to make Grandma laugh!"

I didn't understand why I could still laugh when I was angry. I only knew that Grandma would laugh, so I grinned and laughed.

That time, Grandma decided to teach me how to cook after she was well. First, she started cooking, but I wasn't a patient child. After learning for a few days, I could n' t be bothered to learn. In those few days, I had learned how to cook. In addition to the few practical opportunities that came later, I only knew how to cook.

As I recalled, I went into the kitchen to cook noodles for Lu Xuan. With all the ingredients, it was simply too easy to cook noodles. After the story had been told, he had finished his presentation.

I put my face in front of Lu Xuan and smiled. I really remembered the astringent feeling after that.

"Eat it. It doesn't suit your appetite." It didn't suit her appetite.

He gave me a deep look and didn't say anything. He lowered his head and to eat noodles.

"How is it?"

The corner of his mouth curved into a smile." What was the taste of that bowl of noodles?"

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