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He had a serious expression. He sat on the sofa and put down his phone. When I saw it, wasn't it mine? He was answering my phone just now?
"Lu Chenjun called you."
I nodded. Lu Chenjun what could happen when I called? It was nothing more than talking about something. It was like an old lady.
Wait! Outside, it was dark in Tiandu. At this point Lu Chenjun my call was received by Lu Xuan... and it was going to be a violent rhythm.
"What did he say?" !"
Lu Xuan seemed to be still immersed in the phone call. Looking at me, who didn't know what to do and was still grasping the wrong key, his expression... became even heavier...
He wanted to say something but stopped a few times. He kept my appetite up, but...
"Grandma is sick and hospitalized..."
Grandma was ill and hospitalized...
I instantly felt as if my entire body had been thrown into an ice lake. The ice-coldness swept through my entire body. My mind stopped thinking and was completely filled with this sentence.
Lu Xuan said a few words later. I couldn't hear a single word until...
"What did you say?" I clutched Lu Xuan sleeve and my eyes turned red. I couldn't imagine how terrifying my expression was right now.
"Lu Yan, calm down..."
"What did my mother do to Grandma?"
I can restrain myself from anything, but how can I calm down when it comes to Grandma? The people who loved me on top of their hearts and occupied all the good times of my childhood. I still wanted to do a lot of things with her, but I couldn't be by her side. How could I calm down...
He carefully repeated those words again. Every word was like a knife slicing across my body, and it was so painful that it penetrated my bones.
It was like this. Grandma was sent to the hospital two days ago. After receiving the notification, Mom immediately transferred her to the hospital and secretly moved her away. Even Dad didn't know where she was now...
So this was the reason why Mommy was so confident last time. In order to achieve her goal, had she done anything? !
At this moment, my eyes widened as if I had lost my soul. Lu Xuan pulled me into my arms, even so, my entire body was still cold.
"Go back, let's go back..."
Lu Xuan hugged me and kept stroking the back of my head, waiting for me to calm down. My fists were getting tighter and tighter, and when I let go, the corners of his clothes were already wrinkled.
"Alright, I'll take you back..."
No matter how bad it was, I couldn't have imagined that I would face such a situation when I stepped onto City B again. I thought so many times. As long as I could persuade Mom, I could see Grandma and take care of her until she recovered from her illness.
However, the worst-case scenario was often unpredictable and I didn't dare to predict it.
Our parents were at home in City B that night, and they seemed to be waiting for me. They all sat in the living room, thinking about themselves.
Lu Chenjun was also there. He leaned against the sofa with a pale face. He must have touched quite a few walls.
"You're back?" Mother took a sip of tea and smiled." Sit down!" It was rare for our family to have such an opportunity to sit together. Xiao Xuan I'm here too. That's even better."
It was already time for this. Was it interesting to say this? I was furious to the extreme.
"Mom, where's Grandma?" "I want to see her!"
The smile on her face froze. I was already so straightforward, so she decided not to go around.
"Since you've come to ask me, you should know that people are n' t people that you can meet if you want to."
"Do you think I would compromise so easily? "In the past, you couldn't threaten me, and now it's even more impossible!"
I don't know where I got the confidence to say such things to her.
Perhaps it was because I still had a trace of hope for my mother. After all these years, no matter how she treated me, she still had a place in my heart. I hoped that she would think of me as a mother and give me a little confidence to maintain this kind of affection that could no longer be thin.
Mom snorted coldly when she heard a joke." You can not compromise. You can continue to be stubborn and stand in a stalemate with me. I have plenty of time, but I'll tell you, your grandma ca n' t wait!"
"What did you say?" "How's Grandma?"
Her words were undoubtedly a blow to my head, and there was not much restraint left.
"There's only one way in front of you. To study abroad, I' ll follow my arrangements in the future. As long as you agree, all of this will be fine. But if you're so stubborn, I promise that you wo n' t be able to see grandma closes her eyes!"
I couldn't... I shook my head with all my might and tears burst out.
"I..." agreed...
As if sensing the loosening of my will, Lu Xuan grabbed my wrist and put my entire hand into my palm. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. I couldn't say anything when I opened my mouth.
That's right! Why did I forget to think about him? Having agreed to his mother's conditions meant that I had to separate from him. There was already too much uncertainty between us. Was it okay to separate two places? I had no confidence.
"Auntie, Lu Yan is your daughter. You shouldn't have tied her up like this."
I still shook my head helplessly. It was useless. How could my mother's attitude be changed in just a few words?
Mother looked at the hand that Lu Xuan and I were holding, her eyes sharp as blades. "Xiao Xuan, I think you shouldn't interfere in our family matters. After all, Yan Yan is n' t a peacemaker. Do you know who they are?"
Harmony, Lu He. What did he and she really have? Mother's words implied that Lu Xuan thought of me as a Lu He! Perhaps it was as Pan Duo Min said. I was just a Lu He substitute. Not only was I right for Lu Xuan, but I was also right for Mommy.
The reason why Mom insisted on making me practice the piano wasn't because she thought of me as another Lu He in her heart. Even if I did n' t know what Lu He had gone through for so many years and hadn't shown myself, I could only feel this.
Lu Xuan first reaction was to see my reaction, but at this moment, I lowered my head and did not face him. I could not help but laugh at myself. Lu Xuan gaze fixed on me for a long time. In the end, I could only feel his hand holding me tighter.
"You should ask yourself this question. Isn't it enough to sacrifice Lu He Lu Yan? !"
Lu Xuan was clearly angry. This was the first time I couldn't control my emotions and subconsciously clenched my fist. I was in pain from his grip and could n' t bear it anymore. I gritted my teeth and shook off his hand.
"Enough!"
Lu Xuan seemed to have been shocked by my actions. He looked caught off guard and whispered my name.
I wiped away my tears and forced a smile that was uglier than crying.
"Actually, I know some things before I can confirm them with you. "But I don't think I need it anymore."
His reaction was enough to prove everything. If he didn't care about it, how could he lose control when he mentioned that name?
He was a man who wouldn't reveal too much emotion at the moment. Whether it was because I was in trouble with him at first, or because I was in any situation, I had to rely on him to clean up the mess. Even when Zhen Jie and I appeared in front of him early yesterday, his anger turned into anger. His face was still calm and calm. It was as if there was nothing in the world that he could n' t see through, and it wasn't enough to collapse his self-control.
I admit that I'm envious and jealous because the reason he lost control today was not because of me, but because of the girl who looked like me but not me.
Since that was the case, this was the only way between us...
With that thought in mind, I looked at my mother with great determination.
"Mom, I want to see Grandma. As for the rest, you can arrange it!"
Mother finally laughed when she saw me say this. Her smile was indulgent and arrogant. She also had the pride of succeeding. I didn't care anymore. I only wanted to see Grandma. 1
"That's great..."
"Wait a minute!"
His mother's words were interrupted before she could finish. The Lu Chenjun who had remained silent finally could n' t hold back his temper. He held my ears like a gust of wind and pulled me into his arms.
I couldn't figure out what was going on. Why, are you covering my ears? I was about to say the address!
"What are you doing?" Don't you guys think what you' re doing right now is ridiculous? !"
"Do you know what you're doing?" He lowered his head and said this to me. Of course I knew, but I didn't dare to say anything.
Normally Lu Chenjun I would still shiver when I got angry. Moreover, I was furious now. Although I was forced to not see his face, I knew from his chest that he was quite angry.
"Mom, it's your business to be overbearing and bossy. Lu Yan's my sister. I won't allow you to coerce and seduce her like this! Lu Xuan What are you thinking? You'd better think it over for me. Otherwise, do n' t think about seeing Lu Yan again."
As soon as he finished speaking, he pulled me out of the house. Without asking 37, he shoved me into the back seat of the car and pushed the accelerator far away. He didn't ask me to say anything.
Sigh... I'm angry... I still want to see Grandma! How could I find Grandma after leaving just like that? !
The night breeze by the river blew away my hair, but it could not blow away the depression in my heart.
Lu Chenjun sat in the stone pier and looked into the distance from the moment he got out of the car. The cigarettes in his hands were smoke after smoke. He didn't even smoke a few times when he was burnt out. He frowned as if he was a little more depressed than me.
I walked over and kicked his toe. Coincidentally, he took a rare breath of smoke and looked at me through the smoke.
"What are you doing?" "It's such a big fire."
He stopped smoking. His eyes were much softer, but he still had a bit of a temper.
"It's n' t just you stupid girl. What does mom say? Where's your usual arrogance?"
I was tongue-tied and couldn't find anything to refute. In the end, I could only mutter in a low voice.
"What can I do? I'm worried about Grandma!"
When he heard him sigh, he said," I'm already looking for Grandma. Do n' t do anything stupid. No matter what, Grandma doesn't want you to feel so wronged."
For some reason, I felt much more relieved when he said that. I started to think from a different angle that Grandma must have just been sick. She wasn't as serious as Mommy said. She just wanted to put pressure on me.
I turned around and leaned against the stone block. Only then did I feel the heavy feeling coming from my entire body. It was clearly much better when I felt it, but the feeling of heat and dizziness that I felt from this torment gradually returned.
I shook my head and braced myself." Brother, tell me about Lu He!"
He frowned slightly." The tragedy that happened in our family. As my brother's greatest failure, what can I say?"
He didn't want to say anything. I pulled his clothes, pulled his hair, and pinched his face. In any case, he did n' t want to mention this, but he wasn't that stingy. In the end, he could n' t beat me.
"I've already said it beforehand. I do n' t know what happened between Lu Xuan and her. I don't know and wo n' t say it. If you want to say it, Lu Xuan should personally tell you."
"Fine, fine, fine."
I waved my hand and told him to hurry up. Don't make it seem like I want to hear about Lu Xuan past. I' m also curious about Lu He. After all, she's my twin sister, but she's never seen her before.
Lu Chenjun took another puff of smoke and spat out a mouthful of white smoke towards the calm river. The story had just begun.
It was already afternoon when Lu Chenjun sent me home. I lowered my head and covered my entire face in my hair. I couldn't wait to jump out of the car when the car was steady. The Lu Chenjun who had n' t even taken a few steps was pulled back by his arm and forced me to stop.
"Have you considered it?" "Are you sure you want to do this?"
I paused for a while and nodded solemnly." I'm willing to give it a try for Grandma and Lu He."
"But..."
I leaned over to hug him and quickly parted again. With a smile on my face, I said," I know you feel sorry for me, but I don't feel wronged. Actually, I' m worried about Grandma. I don't know when you' ll find her."
I said this as if I was joking, wanting him to relax. He stared at me for a long time, his eyes full of pity "Silly girl..."
The corners of my lips curled into a smile. In Lu Chenjun eyes, I was the one who needed protection the most, let alone protecting others.
In the past, he had tried his best to protect a close relative. In the end, he was not strong enough. When he was truly strong enough, it was too late. Lu He was a thorn in his heart. As long as he thought of it, he could not help but feel deeply remorseful.
I was lucky to have enjoyed Lu Chenjun double love. From the very beginning, he had taken care of me very seriously. He had placed all the love that he should have given Lu He on me. Such a person who hurt his sister to the heart would definitely be blessed by the heavens and love him to the bones.
I was already very calm when I saw my mother, because everything had an answer.
"Come in."
I knocked on the door of the study a few times and heard her answer before I pushed open the door and walked in.
"If your brother doesn't hide you well, why would he let you come back?"
The corner of her mouth was a cold and arrogant smile, the sarcasm was no more obvious.
She was practicing calligraphy. It was rare that she didn't accompany the documents. She continued to mumble without waiting for me to speak.
"Your brother's wings are stiff, so he dares to face me in the face of anything. It's not right to have a girlfriend. What are you saying to me? If it's not her, she wo n' t marry. Hmph, she's really lost her head."
It turned out that she still had a kick between Lu Chenjun and Fan Xi. No wonder Lu Chenjun had a bitter grudge.
However, it didn't belong to my concern. The two of them had a heart. No matter how tough their mother was, it was n' t easy to break it apart. I completely believed in Lu Chenjun.
I raised the corner of my mouth and said," I'm here to tell you that I' ve agreed to your terms. I want to see Grandma now."
After a few words, her mother had already written a few big words, and she felt happy. This was undoubtedly a joke to her, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Have you thought about it?" "Once you see someone, there's no room for regret."
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