35: 35 Willingness

35 Willingness

I was standing outside the door, wondering if I should call Gao Ze when I heard heavy footsteps coming from inside. Then, with a clang, the door lock opened, and a pale, but not bloody face appeared in front of me. He front of me. He was wearing a grey robe and pajamas, and his waist was taut and straight. He looked as elegant as before. 1

He asked softly," I haven't rested so late. What's up?"

I was a little at a loss. At that moment, I actually forgot the purpose of my coming here. I was at a loss and said," It should be sleepwalking. I'm sorry to disturb you, Sir Hua." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.

However, Yu Long did not intend to let me go. He grabbed my left hand and shouted," Come in!"

I was unwilling. I tried hard to break free from his palm, but he grabbed my wrist harder and harder, causing me to feel pain. I was angry, so I turned around and pushed him with my right hand. I didn't expect that he would n' t be able to bear it. I let go of my hand, and my entire body was about to fall back.

I was immediately shocked and rushed forward to support his waist. He squatted down and his right hand firmly pressed against his abdomen. In the cool autumn season, his pale face was covered with fine beads of sweat.

Ever since he first saw him hospitalized, he knew that his body was not as strong as it seemed. He could not help but ask in a low voice," What are you doing?"

He furrowed his brows and pursed his lips, but he couldn't speak immediately. After a long while, the low voice sounded. At the same time, it carried a deep resentment," Lin Zixin, you' re murdering your husband."

His expression was too bad. I didn't want to argue with him again. I squatted down and wiped the sweat off his forehead. I continued to ask with concern," What's wrong with you? I'm sorry, I hurt you just now." Young Master Hua was pushed so hard that he couldn't get up. No matter what, it was a crime I did n' t know.

His voice was weak and weak." It's none of your business. My stomach hurts. Help me up first!"

I didn't dare to disobey. I hugged his waist. He supported the wall with one hand and placed the other on my shoulder to borrow strength. He returned to his not-so-spacious bedroom with great difficulty and immediately fell on the bed. He curled his body, his expression still extremely painful.

There was a hot water bag on his bed. I picked it up and touched it, but it was still warm. I placed it on his stomach. I vaguely remembered that when I pushed him, it happened to be on his upper abdomen. In order to express my guilt, I continued to apologize," Sorry, I don't know if your stomach hurts. You' ve been in pain tonight?"

He lay there. After a while, the pain probably began to fade. He slowly said," After that bowl of chili water, Zi Xin, can you eat less spicy food in the future? At least don't let me eat with you, okay?"

My heart skipped a beat as I suddenly asked," There's no food that's not spicy on the day you returned home. You even drank some wine. What happened afterwards? Are you alright?"

When I heard a long sigh, my voice sounded like a resentful woman." You finally know. When I came out of your house that day, my stomach began to ache. Later, I went to the hospital to get a shot. Actually, that night, I didn't want to go back on purpose. I did n' t know how late the shot was. I was afraid that it would affect your rest if you went back too late. Later, when I saw the wind and rain, I couldn't feel at ease. I pulled the needle and rushed back. I did n' t expect that you were no longer at home."

My heart ached again. It turned out that he had come back for the first time. However, the phone call that he had accidentally answered flashed through my mind. However, I didn't have the courage to mention it again. When he was sick and needed someone to take care of him the most, my new wife was n' t by his side. It seemed that it wasn't too wrong for me to be dismissed.

I sat in front of the bed and thought for a moment. He pulled my hand and asked with a bit of pleading," Can you stay and accompany me tonight? I'm really not very comfortable."

I felt guilty. At the same time, I couldn't bear to leave him alone at night, so I nodded without hesitation." Alright, you sleep. I' ll be here to guard you."

His eyes flashed with heartache as he shook his head and said," Come up, it's too hard to spend a whole night." "I won't do anything to you."

However, a man's words could never be completely trusted. When I took off my coat and obediently lay down beside him in a silk sleeping dress, he immediately turned around and pulled him into his arms. He whispered in my ear," Zixin, let me carry you. The two of you can stay warm together."

I was silently cursing in my heart. Although it was already autumn, it had not reached the winter of September. Moreover, Young Master Hua, who had never treated me unfairly, had already installed a cold and warm air conditioner in his room. Now that the room was at 27 degrees, where did he come from to warm himself? It was just that I didn't dare and did n' t want to move. Not only was I afraid that I would make a move, but I would suffer retribution if I hurt this young master again. At the same time, his embrace was really warm and I couldn't bear to let go.

The breath he breathed rippled in my ears. It was itchy. I inadvertently tilted my head a little, but it just happened to bump into his red lips. The two thin lips immediately pressed against it. His long tongue, which was like a small snake, quickly pried open my teeth and entered, gently sucking on my tongue.

Then, his kiss went down the road. My sleeping dress was removed by him at the same time. The charming and smooth lines on my collarbone appeared in front of him. He rushed forward and the two of us quickly merged together.

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He wasn't as rude as he was last time. This time, there was a bit more tenderness. Both of us had reached the top of our lives.

I was lying on the bed with his long arms on my pillow. His breathing was heavy, but his voice was extremely gentle." You're still willing, right?"

His words instantly left my brain blank like a power outage. My body had accepted him so honestly, but I seemed to have forgotten that he was the man I swore to give up, so how could I ever do such intimate things with him again!

I remained silent and continued," Actually, you've always loved me and never changed." His tone carried a bit of bitterness and helplessness. It made me feel like I was begging, causing my heart to ache.

But I can't admit that I' m just another pawn. If I stay by his side, I'm afraid it' ll be harmful to him. So, I still shook my head and said," You're wrong. I do n' t love you any longer. You're just my creditor now. Meeting your needs can be considered my duty. I wonder if Sir Hua are willing to pay back your debt?"

The light in his eyes dimmed instantly. He got up and took a bath. Then, he waved at me and said," Go back. I'm going to rest."

I was just like those dusty women. I was politely sent back and indifferently returned to my room. I sat on the bed with my knees crossed. I didn't know when my eyes had touched my cheek. The deeper I loved, the more painful my heart became.

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