73: 73 Struggle

73 Struggle

After I answered the phone, Grand Master old Hua stood up and prepared to leave. He looked at me with a complicated gaze. I saw admiration in his eyes, but most of it was probably pity. After a moment of silence, he slowly said," I will think about Huasheng cooperation with Henglin. However, I hope that you can keep your promise and leave Suicheng as soon as possible." 0

I nodded and said," That's natural. The formalities are going through. After New Year's Day, I won't be here anymore."

Old Hua Grandpa gradually walked further and further away, his waist was still straight. His head of silver hair had already been messed up by the cold wind. The bodyguard stepped forward to protect his left and right. I didn't know why, but there was a sour feeling in my nose. Recently, the threshold of my lacrimal glands seemed to have dropped a lot.

After taking a taxi back to the apartment, he was surprised to see Li Haotian waiting downstairs. It was already winter, and the wind was still very strong today. The cold wind penetrated through his collar and poured into his neck. He had no choice but to put the collar of his coat up. His originally clean skin was now a little red.

I walked forward and asked in a slightly embarrassed manner," Senior Brother Li, are you looking for me?"

Haotian was rubbing his hands and said," Zixin, you're finally back. You have n' t seen me in the past few days. I heard from Mom that you and Mountain Ke Zi were kidnapped and injured. Are you feeling better now?"

He spoke very quickly, but at the same time, he carried endless concern and love.

I gently shook my head and said," I'm fine. It's just that Yu Long's injuries are quite serious, but he's already recovered. Thank you for your concern."

A trace of sorrow flashed through Haotian's eyes as he said in a muffled voice," Every time you are in the most dangerous situation, he will be by your side. I really hope that one day, there will be a chance to protect you."

Haotian's feelings were always so pure, but my heart was unusually awkward. His love was too heavy, and it had always been hard for me to accept. Not to mention Yuan Yuan's thoughts towards him, it was me. Other than Yu Long, I probably wouldn't fall in love with anyone else in this life.

My love was like Narcissus. I had absorbed all the nutrients I had in my life for the most beautiful bloom. And the love I had devoted all my life to would only belong to Hua Yulong one person. I probably couldn't change this point. Even if two people were separated by thousands of miles, he would always stay in my heart and never leave.

I took his hand and went into the corridor of the apartment to hide from the wind. I said softly," Senior Brother Li, thank you. I've already troubled you enough. I' ll remember your love and righteousness. As long as there's something I can do in the future, I will do my best and never refuse."

Haotian looked at me helplessly and said unhurriedly," What I want is actually very simple. It's good that you give yourself up. I don' t mind being your child's father. I' m willing to bring him up with you ……"

This time, I firmly shook my head and bluntly said," This matter is impossible. It's Yu Long's child. I will only raise him as an adult."

"But would you rather be a single mother than give your child a complete home?" Haotian was still unwilling to ask.

I was worried, but I couldn't bear to look straight at him. If it was n' t for the child in my stomach, I wouldn't have gone abroad. The more I owed him, the more I could n' t repay him. I stood there and stopped for a long time before saying," Haotian, don't do this. This is unfair to you. You deserve a better girl."

After saying this, my heart skipped a beat. I thought about what Yu Long had said to me before. Elder Yue's red line was always so messy with a pair of mandarin ducks. It seemed that this was an important reason for the human world's sorrow. Most of the people who loved each other could not meet at the right place. In the end, they could only silently miss it.

Haotian's expression became more and more gloomy. He kept shaking his head and said," No, it really is n' t like this. I don't think it's unfair. As long as I have a day to own you, it will be the greatest happiness in my life."

My heart was hit by a heavy hammer. It wasn't that I could n' t understand him. People I loved could understand him. However, I couldn't give and satisfy him anymore. I bit my lower lip and secretly made up my mind," Haotian, you ca n' t do this anymore. There's no way for me and you. I think your assistant going abroad this time should find someone else. Perhaps I' m not suitable for you."

Haotian frowned and said with a slight lie," Zi Xin, you don't have to do this. If I do n' t say anything, isn't it okay? "Just give me a chance to help you, okay?"

My heart was still hesitating. Right now, I really needed his help. If I stayed in Suicheng, I really didn't know if I could give birth to this child and how I would give birth. I really did n' t want to disturb Yu Long and Tao Ling anymore. However, the Lin family and the Xie family were both famous families. If I had given birth to the child, I didn't think that either my father or mother would agree to it. Moreover, Hua Family probably would n' t allow such a wild child to live outside.

As for the mother's son, I did n' t dare to think about it. I was even more disdainful of doing it. Lin Zixuan mother was such a person. I would never allow myself to go on such a shameful path.

While I was hesitating, Haotian once again said anxiously," Zi Xin, don't be like this, okay? "Just now, I'm going crazy. I wo n' t mention those words anymore. You go abroad with me and let me take care of your child as a friend."

My heart was soft. Haotian looked at me affectionately, making it hard for me to refuse. I gently shook my head and said," Let me think about it again. Okay, I owe you too much. I don't know if I have a chance to repay you in this life."

Haotian desperately shook his head and said," No, no, you've never owed me. No, I' ve never thought that way. You can only be by my side. As long as you have a chance to take care of you, it's already my greatest satisfaction."

After a short pause, he continued," The visa document under the Jia Country Consul's control has been issued. Did you receive it to Daoqin? Give it to me after you' ve completed it. I'll send it back to the Consul to go through the formalities. After New Year's Day, we can do it. Don't think too much about it. You should leave Suicheng first and then plan your life properly."

Haotian's last words really moved me. Yes, there were too many things that had happened recently. I really wanted to run away and follow Haotian to Jia Country. Perhaps it was the best choice. Perhaps it was because I had been standing downstairs for too long. I felt dizzy and my feet began to soften. I was about to fall.

At this moment, Haotian reached out to hug my waist in time. We hugged each other in an extremely ambiguous manner, and I was immediately embarrassed. At this moment, my peripheral vision saw Yuanyuan standing at the entrance of the stairs looking at us.

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