9: The Ninth Chapter

The Ninth Chapter

His eyes were rolling in his eyes, and even his tears became extravagant. They didn't know why, but she was the most clear-cut. Because A Zhe didn't want to leave any traces in this world, and did n' t want to make him feel guilty, he would rather choose the loneliest way. 2

Why was he so thoughtful for him? Why did he have to worry about him until he died?

ZuoWeiYang covered his eyes, but tears flowed out of his fingers.

The tomb guard shook his head and took out a heavy book from his large black sleeve. He leaned over and handed it to ZuoWeiYang.

"Miss Zuo, the last thing Second Young Master left behind was only this diary. He had originally asked me to burn it, but I couldn't bear it. I have n' t read the contents before. Now that you're here, I' ll give it to you. I think only you can understand it."

Tears gathered on his cheeks. ZuoWeiYang trembling, he stretched out his finger and took the diary. He placed it on his chest with great treasure. At the same time, he whispered:

"How did you know so much ……"

The tomb guard smiled and told her," Miss Zuo don't remember me anymore?" "I was originally a servant who took care of Second Young Master. We met him when he brought you back to the ancestral mansion."

ZuoWeiYang took a closer look. It seemed that she still had some memories, but she was holding something that was as important as Mount Tai in her hands. How could she still think of anything else? He forcefully got up from the ground and said goodbye to the tomb keeper before walking out of the cemetery.

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After returning that day ZuoWeiYang only had a night's rest, but it was more like tossing and turning. When she learned that Ye Jinzhe had actually made such a last word before he died, how could she still sleep? He hugged his diary and wanted to read it, but he couldn't bear to read it.

When they woke up the next day, they looked a lot haggard. The doctor team that they followed advised her not to go out, but ZuoWeiYang was very persistent. The few of them could not persuade her and did not dare to use coercive measures. They could only prepare to drive her to the seaside.

Wu Shi was already near the sea, and it was only a quarter of an hour's drive. On the way, a group of people were still trying to persuade her, but ZuoWeiYang only held the diary tightly, almost isolated from the world.

They urged her to let it go, but how could she let it go? With A Zhe heart here, he was destined to miss him for the rest of his life.

Finally, the car stopped on the beach. ZuoWeiYang had already pushed open the car door and ran off on their own. They didn't even have time to stop them. Fortunately, they had already cleared the scene beforehand. Otherwise, they would have been punished even more severely when they returned.

There were huge waves by the sea, blowing her on the verge of collapse. However, her eyes were so firm. She walked towards the sea step by step without any hesitation.

The corner of her mouth held a gentle smile, as if all the waves and movements did not stop in her eyes. That kind of gentleness did not belong to the present, only to her and his past.

She still remembered that at that time, she had just accepted her ancestors and returned to her family. She spent a year at home and went to college. She and A Zhe met in college.

In the beginning of their relationship, she had been completely passive. She had been shown good intentions and had been wooed. She had let nature take its course, and she did not agree or refuse.

At that time, she had lost all hope in her life, but on the surface, she could pretend to live a positive life and treat people with unity and kindness. And because the university's director was ZuoFamily, she had undoubtedly become a scholarship winner the first year. She stood on the stage and gave a speech like the Lucheng back then.

His smile was pure, and his speech was filled with a positive attitude.

However, when Ye Jinzhe came over to congratulate her, his smile finally turned fragile. He mocked himself, self-deprecated, and self-pityed.

She said to Ye Jinzhe in confusion," The person who was speaking on stage earlier must be another person. I don't know her. In short, such a person would never be me. ZuoWeiYang... "Actually, I'm not very positive about life at all. I do n' t like this world at all. In the eyes of outsiders, the happiness, hard work, and friendliness are just the last bit of self-deception when a person is in a desperate situation. If you don't use those lies to deceive yourself, you might not be able to survive."

She had never been a person who spoke too much, and she was not someone who could easily express her thoughts. She had suddenly said such a thing in her heart. She probably had a lot of doubts about herself and her life. Fortunately, Ye Jinzhe understood her and was a very gentle child. He smiled patiently.

"ZuoWeiYang, but what exactly did you experience? "I only know..." He pursed his lips and continued," I only know that you are. You lived outside for 16 years before you returned to your home. But to you, this will definitely not be such a serious blow. Then, can you tell me, what exactly is the reason?"

Ye Jinzhe used the word "living outside" to describe the sixteen years that he didn't even know his biological father. It was indeed the usual casual way of speaking with elegant society. However, this time, he was wrong. Those sixteen years weren't "living outside ". To her, the place where she lived in those sixteen years was home. And now, he was in a strange place that could n' t be called home.

But what did people who had never experienced it know? Moreover, it was a child like him who had always been loved by the masses. It was bound to be incomprehensible.

But, what was the reason?

She had been thinking about it all the time. Hadn't she lived a fake life for 16 years, but she had truly seen her mother's precious heart not being able to defeat her father's status? Wasn't it the person that she had spent her entire life loving and did n' t even take a glance at her? Wasn't it just like that? Who could he blame? Everyone in the aristocratic families had no choice but to interfere with their status and status. It was even more so that things like feelings could not be measured in terms of equality. Who could she blame?

She didn't even have anyone to blame. Since she could n' t blame others, she could only blame herself.

ZuoWeiYang smiled bitterly and shook his head. Then, he lowered his head and said:

"No, it's really nothing." "It's just that I' m just a cautious person. I can't see it, I' m just unhappy."

Later on, she was found to have a serious congenital heart disease, and her death became a matter of any time. Even so, Ye Jinzhe didn't give up on her. No one had been able to persuade a noble child to be stubborn. Because of this determination, she had completely conquered the city in her heart. In the end, she decided to give him a chance and give herself a chance.

He was so happy when he learned about this matter. The young man's smile was so bright that it hurt people's eyes. He couldn't wait to reveal it to the public, but even though his happiness was abnormal, he still suppressed his impulse. After hesitating for a while, he asked her:

"ZuoWeiYang, I wonder if it's possible ……"

"Pick a time. I'll go to your house and have you officially introduce me to your family."

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