61: How about we start from the beginning

How about we start from the beginning

However, the relationship between the two of them had become much closer recently. He had fed her something that he didn't even dare to think about before, but now he had unknowingly gotten used to it. There were many other things that didn't need to be said in detail, but in the bottom of his heart, something had changed and something that had been quiet for a long time had revived. 2

The reason why he was worried... It seemed that it was time to tell her, but the closer he got to the best time for the operation, the more he couldn't open his mouth. At the same time, he felt even more reluctant.

"I don't feel at ease..." He said slowly and gradually." I do n' t feel at ease. I don't feel at ease with you."

ZuoWeiYang For some reason, she had never seen Lucheng hesitate like this before. She seemed to have something to tell her. Even though she couldn't hide her face, she still did n' t say a single word.

On the other hand, she couldn't hold it in and pretended to be joking.

"You have really changed."

He looked at her doubtfully, then she slowly said," In the past, you were so decisive and decisive. It seems that all personnel can' t shake you. In my heart, you have always been such a person. You can only look up and not approach. Later... I'm marrying you in the wrong way. You hate me, but at the same time, you still have an immeasurable distance from me. Later on. You've slowly changed. You' re no longer so absolutely otherworldly. You'll care about me and maintain a good relationship with my family. You' ve become... "More and more like an ordinary person."

He pondered for a moment, then smiled. His eyes curved in a gentle manner that was impossible before.

"I'm just fulfilling my promise."

This time, it was ZuoWeiYang's turn to look at him doubtfully. Lucheng reached out and stroked her side face. His delicate lips were so close that he could n' t wantonly kiss her. He suppressed the rising anger and said to her:

"I said before that I would wait for you indefinitely. At least in these days, I have to do something to shorten the time. However... In fact, all I did was because I wanted to treat you in my heart. Even if I didn't agree, I would do the same. "Giving to someone who is worth it is a form of feeling, isn't it?"

"…… "Yes."

She agreed with this point. Seven years ago, she had thought this way. However, she didn't expect that after seven years, there would be a change between them. She did n' t know whether they should be happy or sad. She seemed to be forever living a life she had missed. However, that was good. At least, she still had a chance to see Lucheng side that she could not ask for.

Then he suddenly said:

"ZuoWeiYang, I've done many things to hurt you."

Today, he was already strange enough. ZuoWeiYang simply nodded." I know."

"At that time, I didn't fall in love with you, nor did I know how to cherish or be kind. Actually, I' m not worthy of you."

He suddenly squatted down in front of him and held her hand and closed his eyes to kiss her. ZuoWeiYang was stunned for a moment before letting him do the same.

At that time, they were too young. They were selfish and heartless to begin with. If he didn't like her, he would wantonly hurt her. If she liked him, she would wantonly disturb him in the name of love.

Now that he thought about it, it was just a vivid scene. The only reason he couldn't forget it was because it was embedded in his youth. It was because he was unforgettable when he was young.

Thinking about it again, everything was calm.

"At that time... "I always thought that without you, I would have died."

ZuoWeiYang she said word by word, there was almost no mood fluctuation, but what she said was indeed the most true truth in the world. At that time, liking was really blind, blindly leaving only the person she liked in the world. The rest of the people, even herself, had become very low.

The cold kiss stopped between his fingers. His voice was a little hoarse, but to be filled with anticipation.

"Then... "What about now?"

ZuoWeiYang smiled and looked down at his eyes. His pale eyes were filled with a man's deep gaze.

"The scar left behind will still itch, but it won' t die."

The expression on his face froze and he smiled again.

That was good. ZuoWeiYang, he hoped that you would be able to walk out this time. Even if you escaped death, even if you hated him in the future, you must live well.

"If that's the case, can you give me a chance?"

"What?"

"Why don't we start over?"

He stood a foot in front of her and said with a smile," We'll clear everything from the past. From now on, we' ll start over."

ZuoWeiYang was silent.

From the beginning, did that mean that A Zhe had become an old friend?

Did he not understand? Ever since she had accepted A Zhe heart, she couldn't think about herself alone. She had A Zhe half of her life and was responsible for him.

Regarding this point, she could not nod her head. At the same time, she honestly told him:

"You know, A Zhe heart is beating in my chest right now. I can't forgive you on his behalf, so I ca n' t answer this question."

"What if it's just you?" Lucheng smiled and asked," Before, when I told you this, you said that you needed time. But this time, you finally said the real reason. Does that mean that you were just prevaricating me? This time, you were really tempted and started to think about it. That's why you said the real reason. ZuoWeiYang Maybe I should be happy."

ZuoWeiYang was stunned when he heard this. His logic was smooth and his focus was very unique. It actually made him feel enlightened.

Was he real? Just like what he said, he was tempted again?

Seven years ago, he worshipped him high and mighty, and seven years later, he immersed himself in his gentleness and warmth. From the beginning until now, it was all because of him alone.

After a long silence, Lucheng continued to explain his words:

"If it's just you now, I' ll only ask you, would you like to?"

ZuoWeiYang completely lost her words. Her thoughts had been in chaos from the beginning. She felt that she was tempted. Her first reaction was to feel very scared. Lucheng to her, it was the white light of the moon when she was young, and then it turned into a smear of mosquito blood. Now, it seemed that she was about to become a cinnabar mole. However, she still had another cinnabar mole in her heart. She could not let A Zhe down.

This was a question that she would never be able to answer. After a long silence, the only choice was to escape.

"Ah, by the way, Doctor Zhao said today that the gynecologist you asked him to contact has arrived. I need to personally go to the hospital tomorrow for an examination."

How could Lucheng not know what she was thinking? However, he didn't have the heart to force her to ask. He also knew that he was asking a very difficult question. Moreover, thinking about it carefully, it might not be the best time to ask a question. The most important thing right now was her body.

"Alright, I understand. I'll accompany you tomorrow."

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