66: What are you letting me down for?

What are you letting me down for?

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"Seven years ago, I only said one thing to you after you followed me for so long. Do you still remember? One night, you talked to me a lot while talking to yourself on your phone as usual. At that time, I only said good night to you. Good night... "But good night, I love you. Do you know?"

"You definitely don't know. Seven years ago, I had thought that there were so many women in this world. Every one of them looked similar, but if I had to choose one to spend the rest of my life together, I would have chosen you. Although I admit that it was only a simple choice without any feelings, even at that time, you were different to me. "It's none of my business whether others are good or bad or beautiful. Only you, I hope you will always be such a brave and innocent child."

"But... In the end, it was me who slowly destroyed your courage and innocence. I always hurt you and didn't appear when you needed it most. Sometimes... I am the murderer who personally forced you into a desperate situation... I understand that this time, you must be in great pain and hate everyone. But the person you should hate the most is me. ZuoWeiYang, you wake up, live, live. As long as you live properly, I... "I'll let you hate me."

At this point, he couldn't continue speaking. At the same time ZuoWeiYang he slowly opened his eyes. His eyes were filled with a haze that could n' t be dispersed. Lucheng stared at her in a daze.

She looked at him coldly and mercilessly.

The voice that he spoke was hoarse and filled with incomparable hoarseness, surprise, and regret.

"ZuoWeiYang... You, are you awake? Is there any pain? I'll call a doctor ……"

However, he got up halfway, but he was pulled back by her cold hands. It was as if a cold air was rushing towards the sky, freezing his heart to the point of pain.

"I'm in pain... "Doctor, can you treat it?"

She said it very lightly, but it was enough for him to hear it clearly. Her voice was filled with hatred and pain, and repeated in his mind, stabbing him like a thousand cuts.

He was pulled with his back to her. At this moment, he was looking at a French window that had only opened a curtain. On the night at 3 a.m., it was a dark, cold and black fog that was shrouded in fog. It was as if it was a thick ink and heavy color that was entangled with all the worries. Everyone removed the happiness mask that they wore during the day and scattered all the bad feelings go through the night without any restraint. That was why the night filled with fog that could not be dissolved.

The tiny crack reflected his face. It was stunned, absent-minded, and painful, but what was the use of this? Even though he was trying to save her and wanted her to live well, he had done something that hurt her the most, right? Everything that was done under the guise of being good for someone, but in the end, doing something that hurt others, was as unforgivable as any other evil thing.

Only, he did not regret it.

Even if he had come back, it was the same. He wanted her to live and hate him.

He did not dare to turn around to face her. He could only carry her on his back and say:

"ZuoWeiYang, I'm sorry ……"

She tightened her grip on his arm. Her nails were embedded in her flesh, as if she was trying to avenge her child.

"I'm sorry?" "What are you sorry about me?"

ZuoWeiYang stared at him and didn't even dare to turn around to look at his back. He just wanted to force him to say that he did n' t arrive in time and watch helplessly as their child was killed. She admitted that at least at this moment, she only wanted to hear him admit his mistake.

However, she could clearly sense that Lucheng entire person had stiffened. Her pinched arm had also gradually lost its warmth, not much warmer than her hand. However, his footsteps were still clear in the night, moving step by step in front of her.

Actually, it was only at this moment that she could see him clearly. Her eyes were bloodshot. How could she be the usual high-spirited and dignified Lucheng? Even so, she had to admit that she was still a very good-looking man. She couldn't let go of the fact that she had hurt her so much time and time again.

"I ……"

Lucheng hesitated.

He wanted to tell her that he wasn't just trying to save her from death. He was the culprit behind this tragedy. He did n' t want to hide her, nor did he want others to bear his guilt.

However, he was really afraid. After she knew the truth, she would never forgive herself. To her, she would become a murderer from head to toe.

Should they continue to make Zhao Yishu and Ji Wei their scapegoats? Anyway, they were willing to do so, and they weren't completely scapegoats. They even had to admit that they had already signed the consent form from the beginning. Yesterday, they had watched her operate with complete knowledge.

He didn't know how important this hard-won relationship was to him. He knew that if he did n' t ZuoWeiYang, he might not be himself anymore and would live his life in despair.

He only really loved her too much. He loved to be a selfish person and would not let go.

However... If a person really could do anything for his love, he probably wouldn't have the right to enjoy it, right? It was as if he had no right to hurt her while saying that he loved her.

His entire body became colder. He prepared everything to meet her hatred and anger. Then, he opened his mouth. His eyes were filled with a gentle smile, perhaps the last side he had left for her.

"Actually, it's me. ZuoWeiYang Actually, the person who really wants you to have an operation is me." He said, in ZuoWeiYang stunned eyes, he said in an unusually calm and gentle voice," I already signed the consent form when you were pregnant. I can't allow this child to stay. It will harm you." Although later on, as my father, I gradually did not give up. Yesterday, I was also kept in the dark like you, but later on... "I became an accomplice."

He explained everything concisely, afraid that too many words would not be clear. Yes, the truth was always so simple and cruel. He had personally decided the life and death of his child. It was just that simple.

ZuoWeiYang lay on the bed and looked at him without blinking. First, he was extremely confused. Then, he revealed a trace of clarity from his confusion. Finally, there was a thick hatred that could never disperse.

"How dare you say that ……"

Tears streamed down her face, but she was definitely not pitiful. She no longer needed any sympathy and pity. She only had extreme hatred, so much hatred that she wished for the person in front of her to die.

One word after another, with tears in his eyes, he gritted his teeth and spat out:

"How dare you say... "As your father!"

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