85: Could it be... Let me hug you first?

Could it be... Let me hug you first?

She heard him call him in French tiredly. He should have treated her like a servant in the castle. She didn't even notice that she had already walked to him. 1

It wasn't until Lucheng finally felt that something was n' t right that he suddenly raised his head and saw that the person in front of him was ZuoWeiYang. Only then did his tired expression fade and a gentle smile instantly formed.

"What... "Why are you here?" He didn't expect her to come. He was a little surprised and even lost his wits." It's so late. Is there anything wrong?"

ZuoWeiYang got straight to the point and turned his head.

"Tell me, what can I go back to? "Or you can tell me, what are you still busy with?"

Lucheng was stunned for a moment before Feng Qingyun tidied up the information on the table before looking at her with a smile.

It was as if he didn't hear these urgent questions. Instead, he leaned back on the large European sofa. He looked like a figure who had walked out of a famous painting. He seemed to have an oil-painted glow. Other than his eastern face, he looked even more magnificent.

"Can I... "Let me hug you first?"

He opened his hand and looked at her with a fragile smile. It seemed like he was begging.

ZuoWeiYang was stunned for a moment. It was hard to imagine. Lucheng, open your hand and need a hug?

Coupled with the fact that she hadn't seen each other for so long and the insurmountable gap, she naturally could n' t agree. She turned her head away and silently rejected him.

He accepted her rejection very calmly.

She withdrew her hand, but still did not plan to answer her question. Instead, he started to chat with her:

"ZuoWeiYang, I don't think I' ve asked you yet. It's been so long since I' ve seen you. Are you alright?"

She sat down in front of him and was not familiar with him.

"Very good." "If you don't come, I would be better. I' m probably back to Hong Kong."

He smiled bitterly. He looked really exhausted and haggard. This was rarely seen on Lucheng. Because to a businessman, once he showed fatigue, it meant telling others that he was in a fragile state and could easily defeat him.

However, the reason why he dared to show his fatigue was because she was the one in front of him. That was why he was able to take off all of his defenses and become the true self.

It was just a vulgar person who had walked around and lost himself.

"Do we have to do this?" Can't you just talk properly? "You don't know how I spent the past six months."

"I don't want to know." She said indifferently," Of course we can talk properly, but if it's about feelings, I do n' t think there's anything to discuss." "As for the rest, you can talk to me as you like."

"You really are... "I've grown up and become heartless." He shook his head helplessly. He looked at his palm and said in a daze," I used to like me very much, but why didn't I like it all of a sudden?" Why did it suddenly ……"

He lowered his voice bit by bit and in the end, he couldn't even hear it clearly. He was asking ZuoWeiYang as well. It was obvious that the people of the world knew about that strong relationship back then. Who had lost it? Of course, she had lost her feelings. However, she had given her feelings to herself because she did not cherish them properly.

He couldn't tell who had lost it. He could n' t tell who it was, and he couldn't find it back. However, there was one thing he could confirm. He was the only one who regretted the loss of his relationship, not ZuoWeiYang.

ZuoWeiYang also let out a deep sigh. To be honest, she hadn't thought that they would meet in this way after half a year. She had never thought that she would be so calm when she saw him. She was so calm that she couldn't believe it. It was as if she had just seen an ordinary old friend in a foreign country. She only wanted to chat with him about what she had seen and heard, and she did n' t want to talk about the past.

However, if he insisted on saying it, he could only accept it honestly.

She looked at his beautiful and penetrating eyes, deep like an oil painting and elegant like a traditional Chinese painting. If she could think it through, she would think that it was fate for such a man to have participated in her life.

His voice was faint and slightly hoarse. It was a special tone for storytelling.

"In the past? At that time, I was only treating you because of the halo effect. Because I liked you, everything about you was trapped in the halo. I couldn't see anything bad. Even if you did n' t like me, it didn't matter.

Yes, at that time, I really liked you very much and was very stubborn. Even after I arrived at the Colmar, I still dreamed more than once. Now, I pinched my neck in the past and fiercely said that in the future, you would be in despair because of this person. Don't love him anymore. Otherwise, it would be better to strangle you to death when it was still good. However, in the past, although I was stupid, I was exceptionally stubborn. She said that if I didn't love him now, I would rather die immediately. Thus, I personally killed myself over and over again. Then, when she woke up from her dream, she was only left with her numbness.

Lucheng, I can tell you that even after you let me finish that operation, I still can't help but love you. But there's no other way. I can't continue. After that, I spent six months completely forgetting my last bit of obsession with you. Actually, I never blamed you, but why did you want to kill my child? It was you who personally destroyed my last bit of hope. Lucheng, you personally destroyed it."

How could she not know about her own physical condition? She had used her life to bet on her pregnancy, and because she loved him, she had paid. But he had personally killed that child and killed her hope. Even for her own safety, she could not forgive him.

However, did you ever love someone? Even if you told yourself thousands of times that you shouldn't love him, you no longer loved him and could n' t fool yourself. The person you loved the first time was already carved into your soul. Even though your heart was taken out, every part of your body still loved him.

However, love was impulsive, but life had to be rational. Therefore, she had given herself six months to let her impulse disperse so that she could recover her calm life. Even if it wasn't for him, he could still continue. All that remained was a calm life.

ZuoWeiYang's eyes were clear throughout the entire process, and his tone was definitely serious. It was as if he was teaching XieSiLi how to draw. He patiently explained everything so that the other party could understand his meaning.

Lucheng silently listened to her words and smiled, but gradually, he couldn't control himself anymore. He raised his forehead and smiled bitterly, his voice hoarse:

"ZuoWeiYang, you're like this... "I'm a little scared."

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