One look at her beauty was a lifelong mistake
After saying that, she straightened her upper body again. Probably because she didn't want to lose, she twisted very hard. The sudden softness almost let him out. However, she immediately began to enjoy the service after laughing. She only reached out her hand to help her maintain her balance. 1
He should have been happy as well. He lifted his scattered hair and felt a mature woman's charm for the first time. Then, he felt a sense of accomplishment. They were all taught by him. Of course, she couldn't get credit for her own intelligence.
However, no matter how smart she was, she seemed to have always been naive in trusting people. No matter how many times she was deceived, she still believed that every time he pretended to be sick, she would be nervous. If she was nervous, she would be obedient to her.
It should be said that when he should be smart, when he should be simple, ZuoWeiYang was his favorite. He liked the type that was deep in his bones.
In the end, Lucheng couldn't help but gain the upper hand. Although she had achieved good results in her studies and her attitude was very serious, she could n' t compete with him in the end. She changed her posture and said a few words that made her face turn red. Finally, she drew it out and ended it outside.
ZuoWeiYang was already so tired that he was about to collapse. He was even more tired than he had been waiting for him. In the end, his mind was blank and he didn't notice his ending.
After lying on the bed for about five minutes, Lucheng picked up ZuoWeiYang and went straight to the bathroom. Her whole body was warm and soft, turning into a ball of spring water.
Actually, it was always like this every time. Even if she had agreed to let her come, she had agreed. At the beginning, she had obediently fulfilled her promise, but in the end, she still had to deal with it. Thinking about it, she really felt like an old mother, but... To be able to look at this again and touch this body that he had worked hard before, it could be considered a pleasure.
Anyway, she didn't have the strength to resist, so she did n' t care how she helped her wash. Lucheng hugged ZuoWeiYang in front of her chest and lay in the bathtub to soak in the bath. After soaking silently for a long time, she rubbed her hair the entire time, almost forgetting about time.
ZuoWeiYang slowly regained her energy in the constant temperature bathtub, but she also felt that it was quite comfortable to lie down like this. Hence, she allowed Lucheng to play with her hair behind her back while she began to play with bubbles on the water in boredom.
Time was quiet. She vaguely heard his voice. She rubbed her wet hair and earlobes and fell into her ears.
"Sorry, it must be very painful."
Her face flushed red.
The movement in his hand stopped as he watched the bubble in his palm slide into the water.
He... What were they talking about? Did he understand that? Wasn't that too revealing?
However, she had been thinking so much in her heart. She did not know how to answer, but what she was waiting for was his words, mixed with a thick sense of apology.
"That operation must be very painful."
Even the air became heavy. There was no sense of ignorance, only deep sorrow. The biggest difference between sadness and happiness was that happiness was directly proportional to the behavior expressed. The happier it was, the more visible it was. However, sadness was often inversely proportional to the behavior. All that could be seen by others were small injuries and small pain. Great grief was buried deep in their hearts. They did not dare and could not bear to take it out. The heavier it was, the more invisible it was.
ZuoWeiYang unconsciously bit her lips and started trembling.
The pain was really very painful. No matter when he recalled it, he could still toss and turn in pain, touching his heart. However, no one dared to tell him.
She didn't dare to speak, afraid that she would be unable to hide her sobs. He had to blame himself even more, but she knew that he could not be blamed. All of the anger that had been vented earlier was self-willed. It was really unnecessary.
Lucheng also knew that she wouldn't be able to respond at this moment, so he had to say everything. If she chose to run away because she was afraid or sad, it would be fine for a girl. Then, every time, he would stand up. The bad person was him, and the ruthless person was him. He would always go forward and never hesitate.
"I think it might have been my words and deeds that made you think that I really wanted a child. That's why I did it so recklessly, right?"
Lucheng hugged her firmly and gently. Her tone was calm and affectionate, with the sound of dialogue in the old film. Every single word could remind people of the Mid-Autumn Festival. He stood under the dream-like lantern and looked at himself. The corners of his eyes were extremely good. He said that he loved her and was willing to wait for her without any time. Then, she believed that she was willing to have children for him.
She didn't care about herself at all. Perhaps it was just because she was confused by the beauty in that instant.
No, it was from the very first time she met him. She had lost her entire life with a single glance.
Then, for more than seven years, even now, she still bowed to the beauty that she had been looking for. Although in the process, after she tried to forget him, he hated her angrily... Greed, anger, infatuation, hatred, everything was mixed together. This was the attribute of time.
She had to sigh more than once. Time was really something that was terrifying.
Time was not an axis. It clearly stated that the events that happened every day of the year were over. It was more like a huge net. Your time with others was intertwined, forming countless points. The intersection formed a line. Each person's line was interwoven into a surface. Finally, it wrapped up you and others, becoming a net that could not be separated for generations. The complexity was probably something that even a bowl of Grandma Meng's soup could not dissolve.
This man, who was destined to be inseparable from her in his life, was currently holding her in his arms as he said with a sense of guilt:
"This is my fault." At that time, I really lost my head. In my entire life, it was enough to have you alone, yet I was so greedy... All right, now, I think that only the two of us are really good. If we really raise this child, it would be quite troublesome. Didn't he just look cute? "That's not as cute as you."
People were always greedy. If they got the same thing, they would want to get the same thing. Fortunately, the heavens could always point out the people in time and let him lose it. Only then did they know how valuable they had gotten.
Lucheng Ah Lucheng, for a person like you, she was willing to be by your side even after the times passed. You didn't even need to kowtow to the heavens and thank the earth, so how could you dare to hope for anything else? How important was she? Didn't others know that you still did n' t know? She was the most beautiful person in the world. She was someone who could make this murderous heart of yours wish to live well. How could she still feel that she was not enough?
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