133: Fear

Fear

Su Wan took Lin Yan to her room , since it was Lin Yan 's turn to sleep with her today, neither of them had to rush . Su Wan motioned Lin Yan to enter inside before walking after him in the room , once she was done locking the room , she folded her arms and looked at Lin Yan , with a probing expression " so what happened? Why were you and Ah Yu acting like that ?"  1

Su Wan didn't want to interrupt in the brothers fight but she also didn't want her husbands to have any differences in between , it was alright to fight occasionally but if something serious happened , then they should deal with it properly - like Her fights with Lin Yan , though the two of them fought against each other and acted like they couldn't even spend a moment together , the two of them will make up almost instantly but the fight between Lin Yu and Lin Yan looked a bit serious . .. throughout the entire dinner , Lin Yu didn't look towards Lin Yan not even once. How can Su Wan not be worried about the two of them ? 

" Its nothing " Lin Yan did want to tell Su Wan about Lin Yu and his rebellious actions but then he realised two things , first he had no evidence and without evidence it will be hard to prove what he had seen today , the angelic Lin Yu was firmly carved in the mind of his family - and Lin Yu was already angry enough at him for misunderstanding him , if he really ended up babbling about Lin Yu 's real self who knows what will happen- and if possible it would be better if Su Wan comes to know about Lin Yu true personality instead of him explaining it to her - given Su Wan 's supportive attitude towards Lin Yu , it might be possible that she might not believe him and the matter was between Lin Yu and himself , as long as Lin Yu doesn't do anything that might harm Su Wan or anyone else , there was no need for him to escalate the matter " I just saw that Ah Yu was teasing Ah Chen and scolded him a bit , so he is angry at me "

Lin Yu was teasing Lin Chen ? If this was another scenario , Su Wan would have believed it like with Lin Chen 's personality , he might be capable of teasing Lin Yu but - no ! Didn't she just learned that Lin Yu can be naughty as well when he wants to ? Its better if she doesn't look at Lin Yu with a little child tinted glass anymore and treat him like a man who has his own mind and intentions , " is that so ? Then I do understand what happened but don't stretch the fight for too long or it might affect your relationship with each other "

Su Wan didn't want any friction in her family because even the slightest trouble can invite a disaster . Didn't this happen to her mother ? If only her mother didn't pull a long , cold face and tried to face her small problems then she wouldn't have to suffer from depression . Her mother kept procrastinating her smallest problems and converted them to big one' s . 

" I know "  after that the room descended into an awkward silence , Lin Yan wasn't someone who could be flirty when he wanted - it was only sometimes when he wanted to act a bit wilful that his flirty side surfaced itself but now that he was alone with Su Wan , Lin Yan was feeling a bit embarrassed and shy . 

Su Wan who was rummaging around as she took off her outer clothes and left her inner clothes on , turned to look at Lin Yan after combing her hair , she initially didn't think much about it but now that she caught the expression on Lin Yan 's face that resembled a newly wedded wife , she couldn't help but tease " Are you shy , Ah Yan ?"

Her voice was similar to cooing to a baby , Lin Yan 's face flushed and he immediately harrumphed " what do you mean by shy ? I'm not shy at all ! " there was no way he was going to admit that the courage that he had in the morning was now slowly dissipating and leaving him with a fear that was all to similar to the ons he felt the last time he was locked with a woman together . 

Though he knew that Su Wan will not hurt him, Lin Yan was still feeling a sudden rise of dread in his heart . He couldn't help but glance at the closed door and feel terrified , before when he teased Su Wan , they were in an open area from where he could always bolt out from if things went south  even though they wouldn't but it still eased his heart but now the case was different - he was with Su Wan , who was a woman in a closed room . Lin Yan 's past was heavily weighing down on him - no , no , there was no need for him to worry , Su Wan wasn't like that woman , she would never force him . 

Su Wan was in a mood to tease Lin Yan but when she caught sight of his flickering gaze and his abnormal high pitched voice , She couldn't help but retract her jolly mood and pay a little more attention to Lin Yan , now that she thought about it , Wasn't Lin Yan the only one in the five brothers who was doubtful of her ? Su Wan still haven't forgotten Lin Yan's  gaze that was filled with suspicion on the day one . 

She thought that maybe it was because of the sudden change in her personality but now she realised that something was completely off - what if Lin Yan wasn't just suspicious of her but the entire female gender ? He didn't even talk with Fang Xiaolin last time when the latter greeted him . Su Wan thought that maybe it was because Lin Yan was being respectful and wanted to keep a safe distance from a strange woman but now looking at his sweating forehead , Su Wan had a feeling that it was more than just a dislike or respect towards the women .

It was fear . 

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