Chapter 135 Must cherish her
The process of growing up was always painful. It was a long and arduous process.
During this period of time, we might not necessarily get something, but we would definitely lose something.
For example, those simple but happy little dreams, such as those real and rare happiness, such as those fleeting affection...
An si Ning looked at the noisy children in front of him and his grandfather's face appeared in his mind. His heart sank into grief.
The most pitiful thing in their lives was that we would never cherish it.
When we had such happiness, we wanted glory and wealth, and power and fame. Just like Shenshimo and Li Xiaotong, they would do anything for money.
And when we really had money, were we happy?
All day long, we were worried that the wealth we got would disappear, thinking about how to be a miser.
Looking at the end of Li Xiaotong's life, the vows she and Shenshimo had made to live together for the rest of their lives, and the love she had said to them that she would never die, were all fake.
Life was just so laughable...
An si Ning couldn't help but sigh. She reached out her hand and placed it on one of the children's heads, gently caressing it.
Sometimes, she often thought that if she was just a child, it would be great.
It would be great if she returned with her parents and grandfather...
An si Ning thought back to more than ten years ago.
She could count on one hand for days and nights. Her dearest mother hugged her and told her bedtime stories every day until she fell asleep.
However, she was still young and didn't know what to do. She would n' t let her mother leave and would deliberately cause trouble with her.
At the end of the week, she was still making a fuss about going out.
If... If the heavens allowed her to do so... She would not be so ungrateful anymore. She would definitely cherish the time she spent with her parents and grandfather...
It was unpredictable. In the year she was twelve, her parents died in a car accident.
They were going to have a picnic in the park that day.
They prepared a lot of food, toys, and barbecue.
However, all of this was destroyed by the accident...
At the most critical moment, her mother and father still tried their best to use her body as a barrier to protect her, so she survived.
But when she was carried out from her parents' embrace, she saw everything.
She saw the blood flowing on the ground. It was the first time she had seen so much blood.
Her father and mother were covered in blood, and she couldn't even see their faces.
The medical staff kindly covered her eyes with their hands and did not want her to see her parents' tragic condition after the accident.
But she had to watch.
She forcefully removed the rough hands of the medical staff and tried her best to look at the blood flowing from afar.
The bright red blood was still flowing out of her beloved parents' bodies. Some of the blood left outside had already condensed and turned into ugly dark red.
The dark red color was especially terrifying. It was like a rusty metal that grew firmly on the ground and could no longer flow.
By the side of the car, the food they had prepared was overturned.
The large chunks of raw meat, the sandwiches her mother had worked hard to make, and even the blanket she loved the most were all filled with red liquid.
It was either bright red or dark red, all of which fell into her eyes. It was as if the data had been entered into the computer hard disk, and it could no longer be erased.
Moreover, it was still a hard disk that could not be formatted.
The blood-red color quickly appeared in An si Ning mind. She felt disgusted and almost vomited.
Leng jingchu saw An si Ning strange behavior and quickly left the child who was playing with him. He took a step in An si Ning direction to help her.
An si Ning thoughts were still rolling.
For some reason, her mind was filled with red blood. How could she not erase it?
Ever since her parents died in an accident, only her grandfather was left in her life.
It was Grandfather who had to take care of her in the hospital while handling the business of the An family Group.
Because Grandfather was worried that the people in the hospital would not take good care of her.
Then... She left the courtyard... Then they arrived at the Hwaseong...
No, no.
There seemed to be something missing...
Grandfather took her out of the hospital... Then...
Why... Her memory immediately jumped to Hwaseong...
There must be something wrong with this...
In the middle, there seemed to be something missing. However, no matter how hard An si Ning thought about it, she couldn't recall that missing memory.
Her brain was forced to run at a high speed by her, trying to retrieve the dusty memory fragments and put them back to their original positions.
But where exactly was that memory fragment... Where on earth... !
An si Ning couldn't help but feel the pain. Finally, she felt a sharp pain in her brain.
"Ah, my head, my head ……"
An si Ning held his head in pain and slowly squatted down.
At this moment, Leng jingchu had already walked to her side and reached out to give An si Ning some support.
Leng jingchu couldn't stop his concerned expression. He asked with concern," Tong Ning, what's wrong with you?" How could you be uncomfortable? Just now, it was fine. How could it suddenly be like this? !"
An si Ning kept holding her head. Her voice was very subtle, and her frail appearance made one's heart ache.
Leng jingchu pressed my ears close to her lips to hear her say," Jing Chu, my head hurts so much... It was so painful... My head ……"
An si Ning kept muttering, the expression on his face was very painful.
Aunt Tang had just gone to the kitchen and poured two cups of warm water. When she saw the painful An si Ning, she was frightened and quickly walked over to help her.
Aunt Tang asked," Jing Chu, alright, what's going on?" "Are you alright?" 0
Leng jingchu was also very anxious. He said," Aunt Tang, I don't know. Su Ning is suddenly like this. She said she has a headache!"
"A headache?" Aunt Tang thought about it.
She knew that it must be because they were talking about the past outside the house, but An si Ning couldn't remember anything. So, she tried to recall the time when she said she had forgotten.
But memory was a memory after all. How could one forget it and remember it when they remembered it?
She must have been too anxious and hurt her nerves.
After Aunt Tang thought about it, she quickly picked up the An si Ning and fed her a cup of warm water.
After An si Ning rested for a while, she finally felt better and slowly returned to normal.
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