72: Chapter 72: This is reality

Chapter 72: This is reality

Her words made my entire body tremble. I couldn't refute it even if I wanted to. My mouth opened and closed several times. I wanted to deny it, but I could n' t say it against my heart. 0

Because Xu Yanhuo was right, I also changed, and I also became different from myself.

Seeing that I didn't say anything more, Xu Yanhuo continued," Cheng Cheng, in fact, I' ve seen everything you've done to avenge Gu Meng. I also feel that you should avenge her. You ca n' t let her continue to harm you."

"You know?" Hearing Xu Yanhuo's words, I was a little surprised." Then why do n' t you tear me apart?" "Why didn't you say it?"

Xu Yanhuo smiled faintly and faintly, but her smile disappeared in an instant. She said," I'm not a fool, I' m not blind. I'm more or less able to guess what you' ve done to avenge Gu Meng. It's not obvious, it's just to maintain our relationship."

"So you're always playing dumb?" I was a little angry." So you acted like an outsider and treated me like a fool, allowing me to do all of this without batting an eyelid?"

"Yeah." Xu Yanhuo's casual admission made my anger go out. It was as if she was hitting cotton, soft and powerless.

"Very good, very good." I couldn't help but nod and gnash my teeth. I could n' t accept this." Xu Yanhuo, you're really great!"

"That's right, we' ve all changed. You've done so much to get revenge on Gu Meng, and I just watched you do everything without saying anything. We' re all good actors."

"Why didn't you say it?" After being angry, I felt very tired. I didn't want to pursue these questions anymore, but I still wanted to ask the truth.

"To not destroy your relationship with me!" Xu Yanhuo smiled with tears in her eyes." In order not to destroy your relationship with me, you chose to pretend to be stupid and pretend to be invisible. Are you satisfied with such an answer?"

Her words shocked me a little. I felt that she didn't look like the Xu Yanhuo I knew in the past. She became different and mature.

I smiled bitterly. My index finger rubbed my temples that were slightly swollen. I no longer wanted to lose my temper, nor did I want to continue asking questions. I just felt very tired.

In fact, Xu Yanhuo was right. I've always said that she had changed. In fact, was n' t I the same? I changed too, didn't I? It was just that I didn't realize it.

Therefore, after being exposed by Xu Yanhuo today, I found it hard to accept it. I felt that this wasn't my real self, and I did n' t dare or want to face up to my already unbearable self.

That's right. I do n' t know when it started. We've all become smooth and terrifying. We' ve all become scheming. We've even lost ourselves in the pleasure of revenge.

How laughable. When I felt that Xu Yanhuo had changed, I had also changed unconsciously.

Xu Yanhuo didn't look like the Xu Yanhuo in my memory. She was completely different, someone I did n' t know.

When I thought of this, I suddenly laughed. I've known Xu Yanhuo for so many years. It seems that I have n' t really understood Xu Yanhuo.

Seeing me smiling, Xu Yanhuo was a little surprised." What are you laughing at?"

I shrugged and the smile on my face became even more obvious. I didn't answer her question.

Her hot face stuck to her cold butt, and Xu Yanhuo wasn't annoyed. At this moment, she and I had already Calm down down. She stretched out her hand to wipe off the tears on her face and smiled at me." Cheng Cheng, are we "We're still good friends, okay?"

She spoke softly like before, but I couldn't think of her as Xu Yanhuo, who did n' t know the world in the past. I could only look at her coldly without any expression.

She took a step forward and took the initiative to hold my hand. She looked at me sincerely." Cheng Cheng, I really think of you as my friend. I know that you can not accept it now, but I can give you time to Calm down. You will always be my best friend."

I thought it was ridiculous. The person who had betrayed me back then was that she had told me so sincerely that I was her forever friend and that she was also her. This kind of drama really made people feel disgusted.

I forcefully pulled my hand out of her palm. I still didn't want to pay attention to her, but I still could n' t forgive her.

If she had any difficulties, if I could understand it, I would definitely forgive her. But if she didn't say the reason, I could n' t accept it or forgive her.

Seeing that I was still ignoring her, Xu Yanhuo felt a little disappointed, but she still forced a smile at me." It's alright. I know you ca n' t digest it now. I'll wait for you to forgive me. If you' re angry, call me, okay?"

She had a look of anticipation on her face, but I couldn't respond. I just automatically blocked these words and left Xu Yanhuo alone.

There was no way to stay with her, nor could there be any way to Calm down and forgive her. He could only stay as far away from her as possible.

On the way home, I kept thinking about what Xu Yanhuo had said. My heart was filled with sadness, and I couldn't find a way to vent my anger.

Back then Gu Meng I had done a lot of things to get revenge, but the ultimate goal was not to destroy her. Ji Xiao was just a demon. Xu Yanhuo and he stayed together. There was no good result.

I patted my head and was annoyed that I was worried about Xu Yanhuo's safety. She was the one who sold me without hesitation!

However, apart from Xu Yanhuo, there was still a bigger problem waiting for me. That was Gu Li Sheng. I didn't go home overnight. If he found out about it, I would probably be finished.

The most important question was if he asked me what he had done last night, how should I answer him?

After thinking about it for a while, he realized that his mind was in a mess. He couldn't find any thoughts, so he gave up. After all, Gu Li Sheng should have gone to work by now.

Even if Gu Li Sheng wanted to question why I didn't go back last night, it was only after I got off work that I had time. I could n' t be bothered to think too much.

Everything that had happened in the past two days had exhausted my body and mind. I didn't want to experience any ups and downs anymore. What I wanted to do the most was lie in bed and sleep for three days and three nights.

Because I always lied to myself that if I woke up after a nap, things would get better. This kind of childishness from time to time made me feel at ease.

I dragged my tired body back to the so-called home. After I took out the key and opened the door, I saw the Gu Li Sheng sitting on the sofa eating breakfast quietly. My heart skipped a beat.

Why was he still at home? Didn't he already go to work?

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