Chapter 20: I'm not interested in you
Xia Ning went all the way to the highway, completely contradicting the hotel. She didn't want to go back now. She just wanted to indulge herself. 1
There were so many things in her heart that it made her feel uncomfortable and her body seemed to explode.
The breeze on the road gave her a refreshing feeling, and the pain in her brain faded. She even wanted to step on the accelerator to the end to experience the extreme pleasure and freedom.
The last strand of rational thought pulled Xia Ning back from the edge of madness. She finally listened to the car near a park with a high bridge beside it. She decided to go for a walk.
Hopefully, wind energy would take away her worries.
During the university period, Zhao Qinghen was like a prince on campus. She had overestimated her ability to pursue him.
He played basketball very well, so she tried to be the first person to deliver water to him every time he played the ball. She squeezed her head and rushed in front of everyone. But at that time, Zhao Qinghen didn't even glance at him and walked forward without looking at him.
A mouthful of hot blood condensed into ice. After Xia Ning little disappointment, he gathered his spirits and continued to curry favor with Zhao Qinghen.
Love was easy and the library confessed. Xia Ning could be said to have gone through great pains. At that time, Zhao Qingheng didn't agree or refuse. He had no girlfriend by his side. She stubbornly believed that as long as she persisted, she would have a chance.
He persisted for four years.
Xia Ning still remembered that a few days before graduation, her roommate had dragged her out for dinner. She was drunk and complained with a bottle of wine in her arms." I've been chasing for four years, and I' ve almost covered an iceberg. The Zhao family didn't even make a sound, and it's been four years."
A roommate who was engaged to give birth to a child patted her shoulder and comforted her," If you want to open something up, there's no herb in the world. Why do you need to love a single flower?"
"But I really want that flower." Thinking of his deep feelings for the past four years Xia Ning he couldn't help but choke. Why was Zhao Qinghen not interested in her?
In the end, her roommates couldn't bear to see her in such pain. They took turns to teach her," It's hard to find a toad with three legs. Men with two legs run everywhere."
At that time, her love for Zhao Qinghen was strong. How could she hear such words? As a result, she pretended to be crazy and went downstairs to the boys' dormitory to block Zhao Qing Hen." I like you. If you do n' t agree today, you have to agree."
She had thought it through. If he didn't agree, she would take the liberty of forcing him to take responsibility. However Xia Ning before he could find a chance, Zhao Qinghen had already bypassed her and ruthlessly rejected her.
"I'm not interested in you. Do n' t be sentimental."
Xia Ning woke up from her drunken stupor. In Zhao Qinghen's eyes, all she did was act on her own. Under that cold gaze, she felt her heart crack.
Crack! Crack! Crack!
With such a sound, the cracks grew bigger and bigger. Her heart was dripping with blood, shattering to the ground.
After being rejected mercilessly, no matter how thick-skinned Xia Ning was, she was too embarrassed to pester him. After knowing that all these years of her secret love was doomed to fail, she left before graduation.
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The scenes at the graduation party surfaced in his mind. Even now, he still felt a dull pain in his heart.
The cold wind blew past, and his mind Xia Ning stirred. He pulled himself out of his sorrow. Now that he thought about what had happened at that time, all he could do was sigh with admiration.
She admired her courage when she was young and ignorant. Now, she didn't dare to cling to Zhao Qing Hen like before. She had truly praised him and trampled on him once more. Once again, she was truly afraid.
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