Chapter 10: Hearts with Pains
Luyang used a lot of force. I felt that as long as he used a little more force, my chin would be crushed. 1
Why, I can't understand what he was saying?
Didn't he think that Jiang Wen Tao and I were connected? Then why did he say that I wanted his heart?
But I wanted his heart to be real. It was fake to be connected to Jiang Wen Tao.
"You're not worthy" meant that he had rejected all the feelings between him and me for the past three years. So straightforward, so direct, and without any hesitation.
It turned out that in the past three years, I had worked so hard to love him, but this was the result.
It was so cold. The flame of love in my heart was extinguished, and the chill spread throughout my entire body. I shivered, and my heart was like dead water. Then, I pressed my throat and replied with difficulty," That's right, how am I worthy of you? Would n' t that Chief Lu still force me to stay by your side?"
"What's wrong with you? I just treat you as a plaything. Do you understand? "It's just a plaything. How could I lose my status?" Luyang raised her eyebrows and looked at me.
My words were unpleasant to hear. Luyang was even worse than my words. I wanted to use such words to hurt Luyang heart, but in the end, I was hurt by his words.
I figured it out. He had no intention of treating me, so how could he be hurt by my words? On the contrary, my heart had been given to him. He could do whatever he wanted.
If this was the result of falling in love for three years, then I would rather that everything never started, but... If it was really like this, I wouldn't give up. Three years, one thousand and ninety-five days. The little bits and pieces that I was with Luyang, from the marriage of purpose at the beginning to the love of each other in the end, it was n' t a dream, it was a real existence, it really happened.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, Luyang let go of me and I collapsed to the ground. I only heard him snort coldly and leave without looking back.
I didn't even have the courage to stop him. I could only watch his back disappear in front of me. Then, I heard a bang and the door closed. I started to cry again, hysterically.
Since then, I, a dignified "Mrs. Lu ", was more like a Luyang's lover. On the other hand, I was more like a" Mrs. Lu "than I was. I' ve never seen a junior act so upright.
However, Luyang still wanted to embolden her, treat her well and criticize me.
One had to know that there was no lack of interest in this world. Even the people in the Luyang company were all trying to curry favor with Su Man. They had already treated her as their mistress, and I was just... Heh, in Luyang words, I'm just a plaything.
However, no matter where Luyang went, he would always bring me along. But I knew that it wasn't that he could n' t leave me, but that he wanted to embarrass me. When he came to the company, those snobbish eyes would curry favor with Su Man, but they were cold-faced towards me. When they went to socialize, the bosses all thought that Su Man was Luyang wife, and I was just a small secretary.
He wanted my heart to be riddled with holes. Only then would he be willing.
Although Luyang and Su Man had gotten better, it seemed that ever since I burned the torchbed, he had never brought Su Man home. Therefore, every time I got home, I would only have a slight chance to catch my breath. However, it was just a tiny bit. After returning home, Luyang would start torturing me with actions...
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