Chapter 46 You're just a substitute
Boom! 1
It was as if there was a flash of lightning across my brain.
"I'm pregnant." The word" I' m pregnant "was like a curse and couldn't be used in my mind for a long time.
Especially when I saw Su Man proud face, I felt my eyes hurt.
Su Man was pregnant. Who was the father of the child? I just felt like I was an unnecessary person. After three years with Luyang, I couldn't conceive a child.
I think this is one of the reasons why Xu Yuan Di don't like me. How could a mother-in-law like a daughter-in-law who ca n' t have a child for three years?
However, it wasn't my decision to do this. I was also looking forward to it every day. Yue Yue Yue was looking forward to it, but her stomach did n' t move. What could I do?
It wasn't that I had n' t been to the clinic before. The doctor said that my body was fine, so I couldn't say if there was something wrong with Luyang body. Now that I saw that Su Man could even conceive a Luyang child, would be fine.
So, in the end, it was because Luyang and I were so predestined that I couldn't conceive.
No wonder Su Man was so proud. She had watched me and Luyang together for three years, but she hadn't been able to have a child. Now that she was pregnant with Luyang child, she was naturally so proud.
As if she had seen through what I was thinking, she raised her eyebrows and smiled," Tang Qing You, there's something I have n' t told you. I'm afraid you still do n' t know why you didn't have a child after three years of marriage with Chief Lu, right?"
I stopped breathing. From what she said, could it be that I couldn't conceive a child. It had something to do with her, but she had done something behind her back?
I grabbed her wrist and asked," It's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it'
She snorted and shook off my hand." I do want to do something. It's a pity that Chief Lu did n' t give me this chance. He came by himself. What else do you need me to do?"
I frowned as if I wanted to know some shocking secret." What are you trying to say!"
Su Man crossed his arms in front of his chest, squeezing his already well-developed chest out." You can't have a child because... Chief Lu You don't want him to have a child because you do n' t want him to have a child. You're just a substitute."
"Nonsense!" "Luyang and I are already like this. Why are you still trying to sow discord here?" I don't believe it, I do n' t believe it!
Su Man snorted again." Yeah, you know that you and Chief Lu are already like this. What's the point of me trying to sow discord?" "That's why I' m just telling the truth. Do you think it's fate that you ca n' t conceive? Heh, wrong, that's all human-made. It's because Chief Lu don't want you to have his child, so I secretly took the pill for you!"
"No, you're talking nonsense! You' re talking nonsense!" Luyang didn't want me to have his child. If it was right now, I believe Luyang do n' t want me to have his child now. But before, when Luyang and I were still so affectionate, why didn't he want me to have a child for him? From the looks of it, he liked it very much. Why did n' t he want me to have a child?
I don't believe it. All of this must be Su Man nonsense. It's for the sake of breaking Luyang and me apart.
I don't believe it. I wo n' t believe anything I say. No, no!
However, I was already excited. If I didn't believe it, would I be so excited?
Su Man looked at me as if he was looking at a pitiful person. He clicked his tongue and laughed," To be honest, I sympathize with you quite a bit. Tang Qing You, really, there's probably no way I can find a pitiful woman like you in this world. Do you think you and Chief Lu have been very happy for the past three years? "Do you think these happy memories can be used for your whole life?"
I had to admit that Su Man was right. I wanted to keep this beautiful three years for the rest of my life to remember.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, she continued," Do you still remember that every once in a while, Chief Lu will give you medicine? What did he tell you?"
When I heard this, I felt my heart slowly turn cold. At that time, Luyang said that this was a medicine to recuperate my body. After eating, it could help me get pregnant earlier. Every time, he would twist a medicine in his hand and walk to my side with a glass of water to watch me drink it.
I've never doubted what he said, and I' ve moved him to take care of me for my body and for wanting to have a child with me.
But now that he heard Su Man's words, could it be that the medicine was n' t a medicine to regulate his body, but... Long-acting contraceptives...
No, how could it be? How could it be... No, no...
"What? Why aren't you talking?" "Do you understand?"
Why, why did Luyang do this? Since he felt that I didn't want him to give birth to a child, then why did he willingly marry me back then treat me so well after that?
Could it be that all those good things were fake? At that time, I had no enmity with him. Why did he do this? If he didn't like me, he could refuse Tang Jianye request.
It was Tang Jianye begging him, not him begging Tang Jianye.
What did I do wrong? Did he want to treat me like this and create such an illusion of happiness from the beginning?
At that moment, my heart broke and my breathing became chaotic.
From beginning to end, I was the one who foolishly gave my heart away. In the end, I still foolishly refused to take it back. There was probably no one more stupid than me in the world.
Su Man looked at me, as if the blow wasn't enough." Oh, there's something else. I think we should tell you together. The reason why Chief Lu made up such a beautiful dream for you is entirely because he treats you as a substitute for someone. Do you really think he's talking and calling you "yoyou "? Do you really think he's calling you?"
This was undoubtedly another blow to me. I was a substitute, my substitute...
I thought back to the past. Every time Luyang called me "yoyo ", I could feel the strong love. At that time, I was blinded by love. But now that I thought about it, the way he looked at me was like looking at another person through me.
"As for me, I'm just a graduate student. I do n' t have any work experience, but I was chosen by Chief Lu to be a secretary. What's the reason for that?" Do you really think it's because of my beauty and figure? "That's wrong. With my sister calling Su You!"
Su You...
At that moment, I finally found out about this name. Therefore, the "yoyo" that Luyang kept shouting was actually calling Su You, not me...
I thought of the night before last, when Luyang was on the balcony, she seemed to have shouted "yoyo ". At that time, I was still secretly happy, thinking that he was actually in love with me.
There was also the time when I was drunk, when I entered the door, I shouted "YoYo" and pressed me against the wall...
In the past three years, every "yoyo" he uttered wasn't calling me, but this woman called Su You...
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