Chapter 47 I really want you to die
This was simply ridiculous... 2
I am the biggest joke in the world...
Su Man walked around the office in high heels like a proud peacock. When she saw that I had lost my soul, the corners of her mouth curled up proudly." Tang Qing You, do you understand now? Even if you had anything to do with Jiang Wen Tao, Chief Lu wouldn't care. Even if you did, it was only because you had lost the face of the Lu family. "Otherwise, do you really think you're in gold?"
Hot tears spilled out of my eyes. It was as if my heart had been thrown into an oil pan. It was fried and fried, and it no longer existed.
What's left of me? I' m afraid I'm only left with jokes...
"As for you, don't think that there will be any good results with Chief Lu. The only reason he did n' t want to divorce you was because he thought about my sister. He had a big face and thought that Chief Lu couldn't bear to part with you. He was laughing to death. Tang Qing You, I' ve never seen a woman as laughable as you in my life. Hahaha ……"
Su Man laughed mercilessly, as if he had thrown my heart that had been rolled by the oil into the icehouse. My heart was no longer mine, my soul was no longer mine, and all my fantasies and expectations collapsed in an instant.
"If I were you, I would have killed myself. What's the point of living like this?"
Death?
At that moment, I wanted to die, but I couldn't die. My mother was still in the Mad Men's Hospital. If I died, what would she do?
If I really wanted to die, I would have killed myself when Luyang thought Jiang Wen Tao had something to do with me. Would I have waited until now?
So, I couldn't imagine what would happen to me if I did n' t have my mother's reason to live.
"You don't have to say these words here to provoke me. Do n' t you just want me to leave Luyang? "Do you still have to force me to die?" After Su Man said so much, I finally said that.
Su Man glanced at me with disdain." If I can, I really want you to die. Unfortunately, killing someone will pay your life. It's best if you die yourself."
Her words were quite vicious, but it could be seen how much she hated me.
Now that she had Luyang child, what hope could I have?
Luyang wouldn't let Su Man give birth to him without a name, right? So, very soon, Luyang should be going to divorce me.
With this child, Xu Yuan Di was even more satisfied.
When the time came, they would be happy and happy families. I was nothing.
However, even so, I didn't want Su Man to continue watching my jokes. I adjusted my heart. Even if it was a mess, it could n' t be seen.
I smiled." Unfortunately, I'm afraid I ca n' t do as you wish. I won't die, but I wish you and Luyang well. "He can't put your sister down in his heart. He's just using me as a substitute. Then why do you think he's also using you as a substitute? You should look more like your sister. In any case, I' m just like her, but you're different."
Su Man won't let me have an easy time, and I wo n' t let her have an easy time." I don't even know. When Luyang were with you, did you miss your name? What would you feel if she yelled at you?"
As expected, because of my words, Su Man originally proud face instantly turned green." Hmph, you're just trying to talk too fast!"
After she finished speaking, she angrily slammed the door. The moment she left, my tears fell down again. I raised my hand and forcefully wiped them, but I couldn't wipe them clean.
However, I still had to continue with my work. I took a deep breath and wiped two more times. Finally, I wiped away my tears. I walked out and Gao Ting was standing at the door, looking at me meaningfully. I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at anyone. I walked back to my seat and Tang Yan asked," Why did Gao Group leader Gao come to you for so long?"
I tried my best to calm down and said," It's nothing. It's not about design. She asked me to quickly think about the design inspiration."
Tang Yan looked at me doubtfully." Is it because of this that I need to call you to the office for so long?"
"Don't you know what kind of person she is? What's so strange about this? Oh right, Yan Yan, can I stay at your house tonight?" I don't want to go back and see Luyang. Although I ca n' t stay home in Tang Yan, I'll talk about staying for one night. I need time to relax.
The words Su Man said had already dug a huge bloody hole in my heart. I couldn't face Luyang anymore.
"Huh?"
"Ah, what? If you don't welcome me, I wo n' t go."
"No, I didn't mean it that way. I just wanted to say why I suddenly wanted to stay at my house?"
"I... "I've never lived in a friend's house since I was young. To be honest, you're my first friend. I want to stay at your house for one night."
Although I wanted to live at Tang Yan house because of Luyang, what I said was true. I had never lived at a friend's house because I had no friends...
It was different now. I knew Tang Yan.
Tang Yan still looked at me suspiciously. However, he nodded." That's fine. Do n' t talk about staying overnight." "You can stay at my place every day. I'm just afraid that you' re arguing with your husband, so I want to stay at my place."
Unexpectedly, Tang Yan was still worried about Luyang and me at this time. I shook my head and said," No, you're overthinking it. I really just wanted to stay at your house for a night. It was also an idea that came all of a sudden, so it's normal for you to be weird."
Tang Yan she was so worried about me, I couldn't let her worry.
"That's right, but I' ll be at ease if you're fine. Why do n' t we go to the supermarket to buy some dishes when we get off work?"
I nodded." Okay, thank you, Yan Yan."
"Look at you. You're being polite again!"
After a long day of work, I went to the supermarket with Tang Yan. He bought some dishes. After going to Tang Yan house, she was busy in the kitchen. I said I would help her. She said she didn't need to. She said she did n' t have many dishes today. She rushed over and didn't need my help.
I couldn't help but go to the living room. Her brother was sitting in the living room watching TV just like last time. I smiled at him and walked over. I was a little embarrassed because I did n' t know what I could talk to him about. How could I not sit so stupid?
I looked at the television. He was watching the financial news, and the financial news happened to be replaying Luyang interview. When I saw the confident Luyang on the television, my heart started to ache again...
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