Chapter 51: He's lying to me, and I' m lying to myself
I took a look at her face that was completely different. No, it wasn't just her mother who was completely different. Her eyes darkened as she turned around and ran away. If I wanted to find Tang Jianye and Zhang Wen Shan, they must have done it! 2
The doctor shouted behind me," Miss Tang, Miss Tang?"
There was the sound of me running barefoot in the corridor. Luyang was still waiting for me outside, but I didn't go to his side. Instead, I was going to get around him.
Anyway, I've already seen my mom. Even if I' m going to look for Tang Jianye and Zhang Wen Shan, I'm not in such a rush anymore. I can slowly walk over to look for those b*tches. They' ll definitely be enjoying themselves at home! Perhaps, she was still celebrating that her mother was gone.
Luyang saw me bypassing him, she took a few steps and grabbed my wrist." You didn't even wear your shoes. Where are you going?" !"
"Don't worry!" I wanted to shake off his hand and continue walking, but he pulled me back.
He glared at me." It's been two days since I' ve been bold, right?"
I really don't have anything left. What else am I afraid of? Did he think that he could threaten me?
I still tried my best to break free from Luyang hand and shouted at him," Let me go. My mother is gone now. Do you know that she is gone? "There's nothing you can use to threaten me anymore, and there's no need to keep me by your side anymore. Aren't you getting along well with Su Man? Then why are you looking for her? Why are you bothering me? I' m just Tang Qing You. I'm not Su You, I' m not anyone!"
After I finished speaking, Luyang didn't let go of me. Instead, he grabbed my other hand." What did Su Man tell you?"
I sneered," Don't care what Su Man said to me. I' ll tell you Luyang I'm no one. I' m just Tang Qing You. No matter how you think about me, I'm just a Tang Qing You. I' ve never played any tricks. I've always given 100% of my heart to you. I thought that there was always a reward for giving. I thought that what you did to me was the best way to hug me. Ha, ha...
I'm such a fool. How could there be such a stupid person like me in this world? At least I thought you were angry that I had dealings with Jiang Wen Tao and cared about me. That was why I reacted so strongly. But I still thought too much. I' m so ridiculous to think of myself. Divorce, really, you can't leave now. Su Man have your child, do you still want to delay her? "I'm just someone you' ve never taken seriously before. Let me go, right?"
Luyang pretty brows furrowed together, making people want to reach out to help him smooth things out. I didn't want to see him frown, and I did n' t want to see him unhappy. However, from now on, it had nothing to do with me. I was nothing more than an unnecessary person to him.
In the end, it was a funny performance.
He didn't say anything. Instead, he dragged me into the car. I struggled to get out of the car, but he tied up his seat belt and locked the car door. With a foot on the accelerator, he took me away.
"Luyang, what else do you want? Let me go and let yourself go. Su You's dead. You' re sad. You missed her. That's your business. Why did you implicate me as a substitute for me for three years? You made me dream for three years! Over the past three years, I haven't been thinking about giving you a child or a happy and complete family. But from beginning to end, I was only dreaming alone. Hahahaha ……"
I started to wail like a drunken madman. I curled up there, and the seat belt that tied to me became the only thing I could rely on. I held it tightly and cried endlessly.
Luyang took me home and went back to the home that I didn't feel like home anymore. I thought that it did n' t look like a home after something went wrong between Luyang and me. I didn't expect that it was n' t the home that Luyang prepared for me from the beginning.
The wedding dress was even more eye-catching. My smile was still so bright and moving, with a trace of shyness and restraint. Now, I could finally understand the emotions in Luyang eyes.
Every single one of his pictures that looked at me looked through me at another woman and at that woman called Su You.
As for me, I was the person who had been blinded by love. I thought that all of this was true. I thought that all of this was the blessing of the heavens. I thought that he was the happiest person in my life.
In the end, it was all because he was lying to me, and I was lying to myself.
He pushed me onto the sofa and I immediately wanted to get up. I didn't want to stay here for a moment.
However, Luyang pressed on," Luyang, you bastard, let me go!"
"Let's do it for the last time. After we' re done, we'll get divorced!" Luyang only said these words. I was quiet. I had been waiting for the divorce for so long and he finally agreed.
However, I didn't expect my heart would n' t have been so sad if it had been before. Now that I knew that everything was going to get divorced, I felt like my breath was hurting.
But, in the end, she could still get divorced. It would be great if she left...
I lay there numbly. Luyang took off my clothes and covered my face. At that moment, my heart seemed to have sunk deep into the ocean. Now, everything was clear, so even if he wanted to do it, he wouldn't even want to look at me.
However, this was better than watching me and imagining me as a Su You. Although he could still imagine me as a Su You, it was better than seeing me as someone else.
This was the last time he had indulged himself. After that, Luyang and I became strangers.
He was frantically trying to get it out of my body and was panting loudly. I was silent like a dead fish. He didn't care and only focused on venting.
In the end, he released everything.
I still didn't move. It was n' t until he got down from me and heard the sound of the door opening that I took off the clothes on my face. The clothes were a little wet. It was because he had shed a lot of sweat or because I had unknowingly cried.
Heh, I should change my dilemma.
When I put on my clothes, I saw Luyang walking out of the room wearing sunglasses and holding my marriage certificate.
He walked straight out of the main door and I quickly followed him. This was the last part of the journey that I had to take with him.
He was someone with a good reputation. He was wearing sunglasses because he was afraid that someone would recognize him. Even if he was recognized, wearing sunglasses would help him hide his embarrassment.
So, from beginning to end, what he cared about was the face of his Lu family, and I, just his missing lover, found a substitute. I said, when Tang Jianye came to find him, how could a person like him, who was so high and mighty, agree to marry me...
However, now that he had woken up, it was time to disperse.
When I got out of the car, I raised my head and looked at the place where I had obtained the certificate. I came...
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