Chapter 54 Empty
I opened the envelope and looked at the page full of words. 2
Yo-Yo, it was Mommy. Mommy wanted to see you, but when Mommy saw you, she would remember what happened back then. Back then, Jianye wanted to start a business, and there wasn't enough money. I could n' t bear to see him frown because of money. So, I secretly did two jobs, one job that was light and one job that was not light.
The job that I couldn't afford to see was to go to the nightclub to be a liquor lady after I left the class during the day. Although I was n' t that kind of young lady, no one would believe that you were a proper person when I worked there.
However, I had been holding on to it all the time, so I was fine. I had managed to escape several times and was not bullied.
Until that time, I went to a private room to sell wine. After pushing the door open, I found that there was only one man in the private room. He seemed to have drunk too much. He said he didn't want wine. As long as he was a woman, I could n' t escape that time. I was so scared that I didn't dare to tell anyone.
However, later on, I found out that I was pregnant and Jianye was very happy. However, I knew that the child wasn't his. It was the man who was drunk and forced to take me.
At that time, his career had also improved. He felt that my pregnant child had brought him good luck. He was extremely happy, but I did not dare to tell him the truth. I quit my job at the nightclub and went home to have a baby.
Finally, I gave birth to you, so I always felt guilty about Jianye. Every day, I had nightmares. I was afraid that Jianye would discover the truth. I didn't want me anymore. In my dreams, I kept searching for Jianye and begged him not to leave me behind.
However, who would have known that when a man had money, he would go bad. Jianye was no longer the same Jianye he used to be.
However... I'm not his Chen Qing anymore. Who can I blame? I don't blame anyone. I do n' t hate anyone, but this matter has been pressing down on me for too long. I don't have a good night's sleep. Perhaps, the time I've gone crazy is the easiest day for me...
But the heavens still woke me up. After waking up, it was too painful...
Forgive Mother's selfishness. Mother could n' t face her, nor could she face you. This necklace belonged to your biological father. I didn't know who he was, so I could n' t tell you who he was.
If you want to look for him, wear the necklace. Maybe... In the vast sea of people, he could still recognize that necklace...
Yo-Yo, Mommy wasn't a strong person. Mommy thought that as she watched you grow up, her heart would be able to pass through. However, it was too easy for Mommy to think about it. She agreed to be stronger than Mommy. No matter what happened, she should n' t be as brave as Mommy.
Mom, stay.
After reading this letter, I had already become a tearful person. My mother just left me and chose to be free. However, I still could not know who that bastard man who bullied my mother was. My mother was pitiful and the men I met were all such bastards.
I finally understood why my mother would always look for Tang Jianye in the house when she was crazy. At that time, I didn't understand why she could n' t let go of a man like Tang Jianye. She remembered him when she was crazy. Only now did I know that it was because of me that she felt guilty about Tang Jianye because of that nightmare that she would have every night...
After reading this letter, she didn't need to go to the police anymore. She had to properly bury her.
The money that Luyang had said had arrived. After I completed the procedures with the hospital, I sent my mother to the cemetery for burial. I sat in front of my mother's tombstone for a long time. I did n' t know what I had thought after sitting for so long. I only knew that my heart was like being pressed down by a huge rock, so I couldn't breathe.
It wasn't until it was dark that I slowly got up and put the necklace around my neck. I said goodbye to my mother and left.
If it wasn't for the money Luyang gave me, my mother would n' t have been able to settle down and live.
I rented a small single room near the Huanji Company. It was enough for me to live in. It was so close to work.
If he didn't want to die, he had to live well, so he had to continue his work.
The next day, I went to the supervisor's office to apologize and thank him. Ever since I applied for work, I had n' t worked hard for a few days. There was always something going on here, but the supervisor didn't say that he had expelled me.
The supervisor didn't say anything. He just told me to continue working properly. When I returned to my post, I glanced at the seat next to me. Tang Yan was no longer there, so I should have resigned.
My heart suddenly became empty. I thought I would make a good friend, but I never thought I would still be dreaming.
Now that all my dreams had been awakened, it was time for me to face reality.
Gao Ting had also returned to her original appearance and looked like she didn't like me. Heh, this was what I remembered. Perhaps Su Man had already told her about my divorce from Luyang, so she did n' t need to fawn on me anymore. Naturally, she returned to her former appearance and brought over a pile of documents." Look at how comfortable you are at work. Seeing that the deadline for Di Yang's offer is almost up, do n' t you hurry up and design the manuscript to let me lose?"
I took the pile of documents and placed them on the table." I'm sorry, I' ll come and prepare them now."
"Hmph." Gao Ting snorted and left with his high heels.
I looked at the high-heeled shoes that were about to crush the floor tiles. Did this kind of woman like to wear these stony high-heeled shoes? Thinking about it, Su Man was also like this. Was this the representative of a strong woman?
Heh, does a real strong woman need to decorate her with this?
I smiled bitterly and began to work.
After a week of hard work, he finally designed a satisfactory artwork. Gao Ting took it away and said it was for the supervisor to see. Although I knew that she would definitely take the credit for herself, I didn't care that this design was for Luyang to see anyway. I did n' t want to have any more connections with him, although I thanked him for giving him the breakup fee.
After about half an hour, Gao Ting walked back with the design manuscript in an unhappy manner. I couldn't help but be stunned. Was the design director dissatisfied?
It seemed that my level was still a little lower. I had to work hard.
Gao Ting walked over and placed my artwork on my desk." The supervisor asked you to personally send Di Yang to Chief Lu for a look."
"What?" !" I was shocked. Why did I send it to Luyang personally? Only then did I say that I didn't want to have anything to do with Luyang. I turned around and was about to meet him." This, should n' t this be Gao Group leader Gao You or the supervisor? Why would you let me, a mere employee, go?"
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