75: Chapter 75 I want to go back Jiang family

Chapter 75 I want to go back Jiang family

I went to the cemetery to see her for the last time before I left. I wanted to leave this place. This place wasn't suitable for an idiot like me. However, it was n' t that I didn't come back after I left. 1

Instead, I wanted to enrich myself and make myself stronger.

Everything I've received will be returned one by one.

However, I didn't expect that this trip would last for five years. Over the past five years, I had been studying every day, learning enterprise management, business knowledge, and everything I could use.

Regardless of day and night, I used all the time I could. These five years were the most fulfilling five years I had ever lived, but it was also the most empty five years I had ever lived.

Because I was always thinking about someone.

I endured it for five years and thought about it for five years. During these five years, I could only see him on TV. No matter how tired and busy I was, I had to take a look to let me know that he was fine.

After all, when I left back then, I didn't even see him last time. At that time, I was always feeling uneasy and worried because he was unconscious, but I still left ruthlessly.

Every time I saw him on TV, even though he didn't have a smile on his face, at least I knew that he was fine.

The one I wanted to see the most was him.

Sitting on the plane, I looked out of the window. There were clouds in front of me, just like my heart.

"Mom, why are we moving?" Suddenly, a milky voice sounded.

I turned around and looked at the little boy sitting next to me. I reached out to touch his head and said," Because the place we are going to is our home."

"Mommy... "Are we going home to find Daddy?"

The boy's words made my hand that touched his head stop.

His name was Tang Dou Dou. He was over four years old. His father...

Back then, after I left, I found out that I was pregnant with this child when I went abroad. I had thought about not wanting him, but I really couldn't be ruthless. Moreover, that was... Luyang.

The reason I wanted to see her but didn't dare to see her Luyang was because I was afraid that he would discover Lil Pea's existence. Right now, he and I were nothing. This child's existence had never been right.

Perhaps I was selfish because I couldn't bear to kill him and give birth to him. However, I forgot that his existence would probably be the same as mine. I was the' bastard' everyone called me. As for Lil Pea, she was someone who could n' t even know who her father was.

After all, I, a' wild bastard', had been with this so-called' father'since I was young. However, Lil Pea didn' t. From birth until now, only I was by his side.

Now that I had returned, perhaps I would have less time to accompany him. Suddenly, I felt that it was wrong for me to choose to return.

However, when he left, he had already secretly vowed in his heart that he would definitely come back and give those people a good look. Resentment had blinded my eyes and my heart. It was like the clouds outside the window, like my heart. I couldn't see the road clearly. All I knew was to keep my promise.

"Lil Pea, be good. We're not going to find Daddy. We' re just going home." Looking at this pure and flawless face, my heart felt like it was being held tightly by someone, unable to breathe.

I didn't want to deprive him of the right to come to this world, but I did n' t want him to suffer the pain of a single parent.

I could see his big bright eyes dim for a moment. Then, I lowered my head and said," Oh ……"

I held him in my arms. He didn't say anything, and I did n' t say anything. When the plane landed, I held him asleep and stayed at the hotel.

The next day, I set off again. I dragged my luggage with one hand and Lil Pea with the other. I found a suitable place to rent. Next, I wanted to find a good kindergarten for Lil Pea.

Lil Pea looked at me." Mommy, are you still here to pick me up every weekend?"

I nodded. Lil Pea had been in the kindergarten for a year in a foreign country. I picked him up on the weekends for two days and then sent him over on Monday.

Therefore, he had finally gotten used to this mode. When I found him a kindergarten, he didn't resist.

But I knew that his heart must be sad. However, he couldn't express it. I kissed his forehead and held back my tears as I said to him," Yes, Mommy will come to pick you up on the weekend. Have n' t you been to this place's amusement park? It's especially fun. On the weekend, will Mommy bring you to play?"

"Okay." Lil Pea nodded. After looking at me a few times, she was taken away by her teacher.

Only after I couldn' t see him did my tears begin to flow out. Lil Pea, I' m sorry...

After wiping away my tears, I took a deep breath and left with an ice-cold expression.

After leaving, I went to the cemetery to see my mother. It's been five years, and I have n' t come to see her for five years. When I came to my mother's tombstone, I apologized to her," Mom, I' m sorry my daughter is unfilial. I came to see you now. But don't worry, my daughter came back to avenge her. Back then, I would n' t let a single one of those sluts go!"

After seeing my mother, I left the cemetery. Then, I made a phone call. The person on the other end of the phone was very excited when he heard my voice." You are... Long? !"

"Shall we meet?" My tone was very calm.

"Alright!"

In the restaurant, I saw a Jiang Lan that I hadn't seen for a long time. He was still the same as before. He did n' t change at all. He still looked so gentle and reliable.

"Yo-Yo, where did you go? Why did you suddenly leave? Why did you leave for five years?" Jiang Lan couldn't wait to ask me.

I smiled." If I didn't leave the situation back then, I would probably die here."

Jiang Lan looked at me." I'm sorry, either as a friend or... "As my brother, I couldn't protect you properly."

"I don't blame you. Back then, after you found out about me, you could n' t even accept it. How could you be in the mood to care about anything else?"

Jiang Lan still had a guilty look on his face." Then what are your plans when you come back?"

"I..." I looked at him and hesitated for a moment before saying," I want to return to Jiang family."

Jiang Lan was slightly startled." You, you're going back to Jiang family?"

"Back then, I didn't want to acknowledge Jiang Yan because I was angry that he hated him. If it were n' t for him, my mother and I wouldn't have ended up like this. Although Tang Jianye was a bastard, even if he did n' t have Jiang Yan, he was a complete bastard. However, if it weren't for Jiang Yan, my mother would n' t have been in pain for the rest of her life. In the end, she"

Thinking of this, my heart began to ache. Five years had passed, and I thought that time would heal this matter. But my mother was my closest friend. Her departure had caused me too much pain.

"But... "I've been wandering for five years without a family. It's really too lonely and my heart is cold. I've had enough of living without temperature, so I came back. I figured it out. No matter how much I blame Jiang Yan, he's also my father. This fact can't be changed, and he did n' t do it on purpose."

Indeed, in five years, I didn't blame Jiang Yan anymore. Jiang Yan was a good man. Back then, he had only drunk too much. If he had mistaken someone for someone else, he should have hated Tang Jianye!

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