Chapter 82 Softheartedness
I looked at Jiang Lan again, but Jiang Lan didn't know what Ye Shu Zhen was talking about. 2
However, I knew that this answer would come out soon. I looked at Jiang Yan again and saw that he slightly nodded, somewhat avoiding.
At this moment, Ye Shu Zhen continued," Jiang Yan, outsiders can only see how steady and good you are, but you are asking yourself, is this really the case?" "Back then, I was desperate to marry you in exchange for your disgust. You felt that my appearance had ruined your relationship with Lu Zhiqin and caused Lu Zhiqin to break up with you. That's why even if I' ve already married you, you've never really looked at me. Even if you gave birth to Jiang Lan with me, you' ve only been pressured by your father and your mother."
Hearing this, I was stunned. Lu Zhiqin, this name is so familiar. I remember... Luyang aunt seemed to be called Lu Zhiqin right?
So... So Jiang Yan really liked Luyang aunt Lu Zhiqin?
But I've heard Luyang say before that his aunt, that is, Lu Zhiqin, had never seen her before. Even when I was a child, I had no impression of her. I just heard his father mention that he had an aunt. Before he was born, he had gone to live abroad alone and never got married.
Then, when Luyang father died, I noticed that a very gentle and beautiful woman had come to pay tribute to him. I didn't say a word from beginning to end, but the sadness on my face was obvious.
At that time, everyone was immersed in their sorrow. I wouldn't be so ignorant. At that time, I even went to gossip about who that woman was.
He only knew that Xu Yuan Di had chatted with that woman alone for a while before that woman left. Now that he thought about it, that woman should be Luyang aunt.
It was only now that he knew why his aunt lived abroad alone. She hadn't gotten married yet. It turned out that she had been hurt by love.
This was really a "big news ".
Jiang Yan's head lowered. He clenched his fists as if he was holding back something. Ye Shu Zhen continued," From beginning to end, you' ve never had any feelings for me. There's only one Lu Zhiqin in your heart. I know that you bought a necklace and wanted to give it back to her. Unfortunately, she only came back to look at her nephew and did n' t pay any attention to you. You're sad. You' re in pain. You went to drink, but what I didn't expect was that you could drink so much. Too many people could n' t recognize her. Do you think she's Lu Zhiqin?"
I finally understood now. It turned out that back then, Jiang Yan had not only been drunk and disorderly, but also drunk and muddled. He had treated my mother as a Lu Zhiqin in his heart.
As for the necklace, Jiang Yan wanted to give it to Lu Zhiqin.
My mom was just a substitute for someone. Suddenly, I felt a little ridiculous. It was like I had been a substitute for Luyang for three years.
However, my mother had only been a substitute for one night, and I had been a substitute for three years. However, in the end, it was all sad.
Jiang Yan was silent for so long before he said," Ye Shu Zhen, it's been so many years. Is it meaningful to say this?"
Ye Shu Zhen eyes had already turned red." Yes, of course it makes sense. I'd rather you treat me as a substitute for Lu Zhiqin. At least I' ve been able to live for so many years. But no, in everyone's eyes, we' ve always treated each other with respect, but you've always been cold and indifferent to me. Every time you look at me, I feel cold and have never felt a trace of warmth."
She must have said that she was sad. Ye Shu Zhen was crying. I could tell that she was really sad. There were some emotions in her eyes that could not be covered up. Besides, she had no intention of covering up now.
Having said that, she burst into tears." In the eyes of outsiders, I have a good husband with a stable Gu family, but who would have thought that I've never felt the slightest bit of love from my husband. You and I are like two familiar strangers."
I looked at Jiang Lan. Jiang Lan probably didn't know about this either. Ever since Ye Shu Zhen was about to talk about Lu Zhiqin, his face had been filled with astonishment. Even now, when the tears Ye Shu Zhen down, his eyes had turned red.
After all, it was his mother. She knew that her mother had not felt her husband's love for so many years. It was such a miserable thing.
I even saw a trace of resentment in his eyes.
I remembered that Ye Shu Zhen had just said that even the existence of Jiang Lan was only Jiang Yan to deal with his parents.
If the couple were to be together, it would really be a painful thing if they didn't have any feelings for each other. Moreover, Jiang Yan and Ye Shu Zhen had been together for so many years, but Jiang Yan still did n' t care about her.
At that moment, my heart suddenly softened.
This Ye Shu Zhen was really a pitiful and pathetic woman. I think she really loved Jiang Yan.
Otherwise, with all she had said just now, as an audience, we should have called for her to leave such a man who didn't have any feelings for her. However, she did n' t say anything like that. If it wasn't for her deep love, she would n' t have had the courage and strength to last until now.
What's more, they already had a child. Even if this child was n' t a crystallization of love, and was only one-sided in order to deal with it, I knew that Ye Shu Zhen must have treated Jiang Lan as a crystallization of their love.
I think in Ye Shu Zhen heart, because of her husband's indifference, she placed all her hopes on the child. Unfortunately, the child did not care what she thought. She wanted the child to continue the family business while the child only wanted to do what she wanted to do.
And now, I had to go back to Jiang family. No wonder she couldn't bear it and wanted to be forced to die.
Because once I went back, she couldn't see her head and head. The moment she saw me, she thought of Jiang Yan mistakes. When she thought of Jiang Yan mistakes, she would think of Jiang Yan mistakes because of Lu Zhiqin. When she thought of Lu Zhiqin, she would think of her loneliness and coldness over the years.
This was the reason why she refused me to return to Jiang family.
Then, now... Should I not do this? Should I not return to Jiang family?
I was about to start to struggle again.
I also wanted to be ruthless, but I realized that even after five years had passed, my heart still could not be so ruthless. Only those who didn't have a heart could do those hateful things, like Tang Jianye.
I walked towards Ye Shu Zhen. When she saw me walking over, she couldn't help but retreat, but she did n' t put down the pen in her hand.
I walked over and walked to her. She looked at me, her eyes full of disrespect." What do you want to do?" !"
Jiang Lan probably thought I was going to do something bad to his mother, so she quickly came over and grabbed my hand." You <unk3
I broke free from his hand and grabbed Ye Shu Zhen wrist...
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