Chapter 85: Dead Duck
At that moment, I really didn't know what to do. 2
Looking at Lil Pea, who was crying nonstop, my heart felt extremely uncomfortable.
However, she couldn' t let Lil Pea cry here, so I bent down and hugged him, intending to carry him away.
Although Lil Pea was crying for her father, he didn' t say anything when I carried him away like this. He just lay on my shoulder and was still crying.
After leaving the amusement park, Lil Pea's emotions gradually calmed down. I wiped his tears and helplessly looked at him." Lil Pea, I' m sorry."
Lil Pea raised her head and looked at me. Her large watery eyes made her heart ache." Mommy, I' m sorry."
I held him in my arms. My Lil Pea was so small and sensible.
Usually, a child as old as him only knew how to play. How could he be so sentimental? As a mother, I was too incompetent. The guilt in my heart never disappeared.
But now, what could I do? Could it be that I wanted him to meet Luyang? It was impossible.
However, I can't recognize Luyang. Then I can find another person to be Lil Pea's father. I'll try to find someone who is really good to Lil Pea.
However, I wouldn't like anyone else. It was just for Lil Pea. Was n' t this unfair to that person?
"Mommy, I apologized for crying just now. Can you not be angry?"
"Mommy isn't mad at you."
"Then if Mommy isn't angry, can you take me to see Daddy?"
"……" I was stunned. Lil Pea's apology was because she wanted me to bring him to see Luyang.
I hugged him and sat on a bench on the road. Looking at the traffic, my heart was in a mess.
I didn't know how to answer Lil Pea's question. Lil Pea kept her head up, waiting for my answer.
"Lil Pea, it's not that Mommy does n' t want to take you to find Daddy. There are many things that Mommy can't explain clearly to you right now. When you get older, Mommy will tell you again. You will definitely understand Mommy, but it's not right now. Now, you're following Mommy. Mommy will work hard to love you. Although Mommy ca n' t replace Daddy's love, Mommy will work hard to let you have Mommy's love and have the world, okay?"
I knew that my words were absurd. My mother's love could never replace my father's love. Even if I loved him, even if he really felt that there was a world with my mother's love, there would still be something missing in his heart because there was no father's love.
However, I couldn' t use my silence to deal with Lil Pea. He was looking at me eagerly and needed an answer from me.
I don't know if he can understand my words, but that's all I can say.
Lil Pea lowered her head. I couldn't see his expression anymore. I only heard him say," Mommy, I love you."
I didn't know what was going on in this little brain, but the words "Mommy, I love you" were enough to make me understand that he had chosen to forgive me.
I couldn't help but cry. My Lil Pea was too sensible.
However, when I shed my first tear, I quickly wiped it away. I didn't want Lil Pea to see me cry.
After that, I took him to find a place to eat.
After playing for a whole day, he returned home and took a bath for Lil Pea. Not long after, he fell asleep and could still hear him talking in a dream, but there were only those two words—Dad.
I sighed and walked out. I sat alone in the living room. Although I turned on the TV, I stared blankly at the TV screen and didn't look inside.
At this moment, the door was knocked. I came back to my senses and walked to the door. I looked through Cat Eyes. It was actually Luyang. What was he doing?
I panicked when I thought about what happened during the day. He wouldn't ask about Lil Pea.
He could not open the door!
These were a few words that popped up in my mind.
However, he thought for a moment. If he didn't open the door, what would he do if he patted Lil Pea and woke her up.
Just as I was hesitating, Luyang knocked on the door again.
There was nothing I could do. I could only bite the bullet and open the door.
After opening the door, Luyang glanced at me and walked in. After he walked in, he looked around and sat down on the sofa.
As a guest, I poured him a glass of water. He took the glass and asked," Aren't you going to explain what happened today?"
My body stiffened. I knew that he had come here for this matter. I thought that I could hide for a long time, but God knows that I had only been back for a week. In the end, I could even bring Doudou to the amusement park to meet him.
"Explain what?" I could only laugh at him.
"Do I have to be so clear?"
"I really don't understand what you' re talking about."
"Alright, then I'll make it clear. What's going on with the child?"
"Child?" What's wrong with the child? Chief Lu This question is a little funny. The child is my child. Chief Lu Do you want to ask this too?"
Luyang stood up with a frown and stared at me." Tang Qing You, can you stop pretending to be stupid?"
"I'm not playing dumb. I really do n' t know why Chief Lu came to ask about my child this evening."
"Who's your child!" Luyang was probably provoked by me, but this angry voice was not very loud. Could it be that he guessed that the child was asleep and was afraid of arguing with the child?
"This seems to have nothing to do with Chief Lu, right?" I took a step back and wanted to distance myself from him.
"Such a young child wouldn't lie. He said that you watched me on TV every day and even secretly shed tears. Since you ca n' t let me go, why did you have to divorce me back then?"
Luyang saw that I didn't answer the question before, she turned around and asked another question.
"He doesn't know how to lie, but because he's young, he doesn't have the ability to distinguish between things. I' m just watching TV shows and crying when I see the place where people are tortured. Isn't that normal?"
"Heh." He sneered," That's a coincidence. That male lead looks so similar to me. Even a child is mistaken."
"Adults will always mistake someone for the wrong person, let alone a child. How could he know so much? Therefore, Chief Lu don't let your imagination run wild. This matter has nothing to do with you." I refused to admit it.
Luyang snorted." Tang Qing You, it's been a few years since I last saw you. You' re still so stubborn."
"It's not that I' m stubborn, but that I haven't seen you for years. Chief Lu's still so narcissistic!" I retorted.
"Really?" Luyang took a few steps forward and the distance I had just pulled away instantly ceased to exist. He forced himself straight in front of me and his deep gaze seemed to be trying to see through me. It made me feel like I was standing in front of him naked...
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