99: Chapter 99 I'm really a sinner

Chapter 99 I'm really a sinner

When I thought about what happened last night, my heart felt like I had poured a Five Flavor Bottle. 1

I didn't expect Luyang to know that Su You's death had something to do with Su Man, but he still remained indifferent. Should he say that he had already let go of Su You or that he had moved his true feelings towards Su Man?

Or maybe he didn't believe me at all.

I really didn't know what he treated me as. Five years ago, he had treated me as a substitute. Five years later, it was the same. He did n' t care about my feelings. Even if our identities were different, he still didn't care about the relationship with me. Did he really not consider my feelings all?

In his heart, what am I?

It was a substitute five years ago. What about five years later? What?

There was also the matter with the document. Anyway, I had shown the photo to Luyang. It was also his business if I didn't care about it. I had done everything I should and should n' t do. I couldn't care about that anymore.

I habitually looked at the balcony. I thought this was the home of the Luyang back then. At that time, I sat on the sofa and turned to look at the Luyang on the balcony. I watched him smoke and drink...

But when I looked over, there was nothing but a dark patch, just like my current heart. It was pitch-black and could not find a way out.

The weekend was always short. In the blink of an eye, Lil Pea looked at me with great reluctance. She didn't want to go to kindergarten. If it were n' t for me, I would have asked my uncle to come and pick him up on Friday. He wouldn't even go in.

After leaving the kindergarten, I didn't go to Jiang Wen Tao company. Instead, I took a leave and went to the cemetery to visit my mother. Today was her sacrificial day...

I bought a lot of things to see her. In the past five years, I haven't come to see her. Now that I' m back, I naturally have to come to see her often.

But when I arrived, I saw someone there.

This person was not someone else, but Jiang Yan.

I didn't expect him to come to visit my mother. In fact, apart from the mistake that night back then, there was n' t any interaction between the two of them. Jiang Yan didn't come to visit my mother, no one would say anything.

I walked over and Jiang Yan turned to see me." You're here."

I nodded." Why are you here ……"

"Today is your mother's day of sacrifice. All I can do is come and see her. Over the past few years, I' ve come here every year to see her. It can be considered my own salvation."

I put down my things and looked at the pictures on the tombstone. My heart felt uncomfortable. I said that time could heal the wound, but I couldn't. Every time I saw my mother, my heart would still feel terrible. Time could only make people feel less heart-wrenching than before, but the wound would still be there, and there would be a faint pain. The pain would never disappear.

After the worship ceremony, Jiang Yan invited me for a walk. I agreed and followed him to the river.

Jiang Yan told me about what happened back then.

It turned out that back then, Jiang Yan and Lu Zhi Qing were originally a pair, and they were like childhood sweethearts. They had originally thought that this kind of relationship could last for the rest of their lives.

They hadn't known when they started to have a grudge. Now that they thought about it, it seemed that after Ye Shu Zhen appeared, Lu Zhi Qing made Ye Shu Zhen friend. The two of them were very close. Every time Lu Zhi Qing met with Jiang Yan, they would bring their Ye Shu Zhen with them.

So it turned out that it wasn't just now that they wanted to protect their best friends from fire and theft. In the Jiang Yan era, they had already wanted to protect their best friends from fire and theft. Ye Shu Zhen always secretly gave Jiang Yan a sneak peek, but Jiang Yan only had one Lu Zhi Qing in his eyes. Of course, he did n' t care about Ye Shu Zhen.

However, there were more and more misunderstandings between him and Lu Zhi Qing. By the time he thought of explaining, it was already too late. Jiang Yan had already had a relationship with Ye Shu Zhen and had been personally witnessed by Lu Zhi Qing.

Lu Zhi Qing heartbroken, he split up with Jiang Yan and went abroad. Jiang Yan wanted to chase her back, but at this moment Ye Shu Zhen he was pregnant with his child. He knew that the relationship between him and Lu Zhi Qing was completely over.

He couldn't help but take responsibility. Even if he did n' t like Ye Shu Zhen, Ye Shu Zhen was pregnant with his child. Even if he had a relationship with Ye Shu Zhen, it was only an accident. However, he couldn't be held responsible for Ye Shu Zhen just because it was an accident.

In that era, it wasn't like this one. People like to see each other right now. So what if they slept one night? Even if they did n' t know each other, they couldn't sleep one night.

Jiang Yan could only marry her for Ye Shu Zhen reputation. Not long after, Jiang Lan was born.

But in his heart, he had been thinking about Lu Zhi Qing, so he ignored Ye Shu Zhen. However, Ye Shu Zhen didn't care about that. She had said that as long as he could be with Jiang Yan, even if it was just a nominal couple.

I never thought that Ye Shu Zhen would say that. She only wanted to be with Jiang Yan. Even if she was a husband and wife, she was willing to do it.

It seemed like she really liked Jiang Yan too much.

However, when it came to being willing, how much would she be willing? It wasn't like she could n' t do anything about it. She could either split up or be together, but she was just a couple. If she wanted to choose, she could only choose the latter.

She couldn't really be willing to do it. Otherwise, that time, when I said I was going to return to Jiang family, she was so emotional. After saying so much to Jiang Yan, it seemed that she had accumulated a lot of emotions for many years. That time, she found a breakthrough and exploded.

What she said was angry and unwilling, but I could tell how envious she was Lu Zhi Qing. Although she had obtained the Jiang Yan, she had only obtained Jiang Yan people, and Jiang Yan heart had been taken away by that foreign Lu Zhi Qing.

So, in the end, Ye Shu Zhen was pathetic.

Fortunately, after that time, Jiang Yan might have realized that since they were already married, they had been through so many years. Since it was impossible for them to be with Lu Zhi Qing, why not treat them better?

"It's been so many years. I' m already old. Shu is really old, so is Zhi Qing? "I think I'm really a sinner. I hurt Zhi Qing and Shu Zhen. I even hurt your innocent mother. For so many years, I' ve been suffering from mental torture. This can be considered a punishment from the heavens. That's why I finally felt that the heavens were willing to give me a chance to do something to make up for the guilt in my heart."

I looked at Jiang Yan and the guilt on his face was obvious. Although I couldn't feel his feelings, I could feel his sincerity. He really wanted to change everything and make up for everything, whether it was Lu Zhi Qing, Ye Shu Zhen, my mother, or me...

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