34. Let's get married
Chu Lin gritted her teeth and her mouth was filled with the smell of blood. She wanted Xu Qingyan to live and live with her, but she couldn't bear to see her suffer this kind of torture in this world.After a long time, he touched Xu Qingyan's sweaty hair and said with a surprisingly gentle tone," I wo n' t allow you to die. No matter how much it hurts, you have to endure it. No matter how much it hurts, you have to live."1
He closed his eyes. Qingyan, you should treat me as selfish. For me and for yourself, please, you must live.
Xu Qingyan rubbed her face against his chest and said in an uninterest," But I heard your conversation with Lou Yue. It's like a Jia Er of flowers. Even he said he ca n' t save me. How can I survive?"You can kill me. This way, I can save two days of pain. I don't want to..."I don't want to die in pain."
Chu Lin body trembled as she spoke. He hugged Xu Qingyan tightly and buried his face in her neck." I won't let you die. I wo n' t let you die. You won't die!""Believe me, I will not let you die. I will not let you die."
Xu Qingyan cried," But I can't live anymore."She leaned against Chu Lin shoulder and said after a long while," I'm sorry..."Jia Er I'm sorry about this. You saved him. I thought you wanted to harm him."
Ever since she knew that she had been poisoned by the Hundred Flowers Powder, she realized that she had misunderstood Chu Lin so deeply.
Chu Lin raised his head to look at her. Seeing that there were tears in her eyes, he wiped them with his fingers and leaned over to kiss her lips. It had been a long time since he had spoken so calmly to Xu Qingyan. It was as if they had returned to the days when love and affection were inseparable.
Xu Qingyan's tears fell on the back of Chu Lin's hand. His eyes were filled with tenderness." Can Qingyan marry me again?"This time, I will definitely prepare the best grand ceremony to marry you!Okay?"We'll be together forever."
Xu Qingyan stared blankly at him and shook her head. She paused for a moment and thought for a while before shaking her head vigorously." You've already announced to the world that the Empress of the Chu Kingdom has died of an evil disease. What's the matter with my appearance now?"I don't want to marry you. I ca n' t marry you again ……"
Chu Lin covered her mouth and said softly," I don't care about anything else. I just want you to be my Chu Lin wife. Can you forgive me?"Forget about my past, okay?"Can you marry me?"
Regardless of how Xu Qingyan refused, Chu Lin began to prepare for the wedding because Xu Qingyan was no longer able to endure any fatigue. She was left to this servant to do everything. Even at the ceremony, she was carried by Chu Lin and walked step by step onto the high terrace to accept the worship of the officials.
In the evening, Chu Lin carried Xu Qingyan into the pepper Fang Dian. was dressed up again. It was red and festive.Chu Lin took off the cover and the red candlelight shone on Xu Qingyan's face, making her look more energetic.
Chu Lin poured two cups of wine and handed one to Xu Qingyan. She said gently," You're not in good health. Just drink a little."
Xu Qingyan's mood was mixed. She felt uncomfortable and lowered her head after drinking.Chu Lin eyes were filled with tenderness, almost drowning her to death in his sweet eyes. He personally took off her hair, hugged her and leaned against the bed. His body was covered in a blanket, and he recalled many fun things from before." Qingyan, when you get up, we'll be together forever and never be apart."
Xu Qingyan knew that it was impossible for her to get better, so she nodded subconsciously. Her lips curled uncontrollably. Seeing that Xu Qingyan had finally smiled for so many days, Chu Lin heart finally became less anxious.
"In the future, we will have many children."Chu Lin kissed her on the forehead, and her fingers wrapped around her hair.Xu Qingyan couldn't control herself from thinking about the future, but she could n' t control herself from remembering the past. When she heard Chu Lin mention of the child, she thought that her Jia Er had lost her life at such a young age. She thought that the murderer who had harmed Jia Er hadn't been found and her entire body trembled uncontrollably.
Chu Lin thought she was in pain again and hugged her tightly Zhang." What's wrong?""Is it uncomfortable again?"
Xu Qingyan's eyes were filled with tears as she pursed her lips.Jia Er was still alive.I miss him so much. I miss my Jia Er ……"
Chu Lin hugged Xu Qingyan tightly and remained silent for a long time." Qingyan, I know you still hate me, so no matter how painful it is, you have to persevere. You haven't avenged Xu Jia yet. You have n' t found the real killer who hurt Jia Er. You can't leave me alone."
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