Chapter 11 Don't make me hate you
She didn't want to quibble. At that moment, it was as if the heavens and the earth were collapsing, but she managed to survive.1
She told herself that as long as a person was still alive, it was no big deal.
In the middle of the night, there were often children crying. Every time they woke up, they felt indescribable pain.
She hadn't finished sewing the clothes she had personally made for him yet, so she had even specially asked Xunniang to find different patterns.
Unfortunately, everything was in vain.
He did not want her or their children.
Ruan Shiqing sighed. She had sighed a lot in the past half month.She told herself that if she didn't love him, she would n' t love him. If she told herself that she had no fate, she would have thought of this day from the moment she chose Li Siyuan.
It was normal for a beauty to be broken before she grew old, especially in the imperial family.
She told herself over and over again that she was numb. She carefully put the things that her child had prepared into the small box and buried them in Feng Luan palace.
There was snow outside the house. Ruan Shiqing took off the cormorant from his body and covered the small mound. He muttered to himself," He's afraid of the cold."
Ying'er's heart ached. Just as she was about to step forward, Xunniang grabbed Ying'er's arm and said," Let her cry for a while. It'll be better if she cries."
But Ruan Shiqing didn't cry. She just remained silent. She lay on the hill with a Wei Wei smile," Do n' t hate him. He doesn't know ……"
If he knew...Ruan Shiqing closed his eyes and knew what was going on. He still wouldn't love this child.
She was still immersed in her thoughts. Suddenly, a palace official ran in from outside." Your Highness, it's bad ……"
She did not raise her head and did not have much interest.She glanced at Ruan Shiqing and didn' t mind. The little servant knelt on the ground with a' plop'," Ruan Fu, something happened!"
"What?"Ruan Shiqing snapped back to her senses. She stood up trembling, her gaze following closely behind the maidservant." What's wrong with Ruan Fu?"!"
Xunniang was afraid that she would be anxious, so she said to the maidservant," Speak slowly. You and the Empress understand."
The maidservant replied," Today, someone is playing, saying that Master is corrupt and accepting bribes."His Majesty had sent people to the Ruan Manor to take over his family. He had actually taken out five million taels of silver, as well as various precious treasures.His Majesty..."I've taken the position of master and exiled all of Ruan Manor."The maidservant couldn' t help but become anxious as she said this:" Master is a person, the Empress can' t be more clear about it."I'm determined to punish Yuan Fu. Anyone who asks for mercy for your master will be punished."
Ruan Shiqing felt dizzy wave of dizziness, as if he could not stand still.She calmed herself down and said," Where is His Majesty now?"
The little servant buried her head very low," Sleeping Palace, it's a place where people are virtuous ……"
She did about the pain in her heart, she loosened her grip on the corner of her clothes and said in a dry and hoarse voice," I'll go find him."
Ruan Shiqing was crippled and heavily guarded Feng Luan the palace. She placed her sword on her neck and the blood flowed down her delicate neck. It was a shocking sight to behold.
The guard did not dare to stop her, so she ran all the way to the Sleeping Palace. More and more blood was found on the wound, and her hair was in a messy bun. The big bang was still thrown on the small mound of the Feng Luan Palace.She was dressed in a single robe, messy in the cold wind.
There was still snow on the road, so she stopped in a hurry and stumbled in front of the door of the Sleeping Palace.
The bone-chilling coldness pierced through her clothes and landed on her knees. She trembled and trembled as she cried out in a hoarse and pleading voice," I beg Your Majesty for mercy!"
Her forehead was heavily kowtowed to the icy cold. She curled up and her voice was already vague." I beg Your Majesty for your kindness. The Minister of Revenue's assistant, Ruan Qi, is a clean and honest official. He has been helping Your Majesty for many years, so it's impossible for him to do anything that is corrupt and illegal. Please investigate this matter thoroughly."
No one answered in the palace for a long time.
Her lips bit with traces of blood. She kept kowtowing, hoping to see him.
After an unknown amount of time, the palace door opened with a creak. She saw Li Siyuan leave the Sleeping Palace and walked towards her step by step.
How long had she not seen her?Ruan Shiqing thought.
She softly said," Your Majesty..." Tears wet her clothes.
He was as if he had not heard her. He stared straight at her, but his gaze did not fall on her. It was as if he could not see her and did not know that she was kneeling here.
She looked up at him. He was getting closer and closer, but they were getting further and further away.
His face was cold and stern. Only when he passed by her side did he say indifferently," Who let her out? I will punish her with my staff."
Ruan Shiqing didn't care what he said at this moment. He just tightly tugged at Li Siyuan clothes and said," Your Majesty, Fu Qin will never do such a thing."
Li Siyuan just looked at her with disgust and ordered," Take her down. Don't disturb the beloved's rest."
Tears filled her dreamy eyes. This was the first time she had cried so loudly and hoarsely. In the end, there was only one thing she could say to herself:" Please don't let me hate you n' t."
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