37: Chapter 37

Chapter 37

Ruan Shiqing forgot how she had calmed down. She didn't believe that Li Siyuan had left just like that. It was like she did n' t believe that this nightmare for the past half a year was all Li Siyuan effort to protect her.2

But she couldn' t accept it.

Dong Xin was the most capable inner prison by his side. If he had not left, Dong Xin would never have left the palace.

She could not forget the last time they met. He held her in his arms and told her to protect her even if he risked his life. He made her forget him.

But how could he forget it!

How could she forget him?

She asked Dong Xin," What else did he say to me in the end?"

"Don't hate me."Dong Xin replied.

She bit her lips tightly, not letting herself cry out, but her tears fell.

Li Siyuan, how could you be so cruel, so selfish, and bear everything on your own?

In the end, Heaven and Earth left her alone to face the endless pain.

What was the point of living like this...However, she could not die because she did not have the qualifications.

What was the price for her life? Life after life, the entire Daning, and his own life.

Cousin said that Li Siyuan loved her miserably.

To Li Siyuan, there was no more important thing in this world than Ruan Shiqing.

On that day Ruan Shiqing he was unconscious. He entrusted Ruan Shiqing to Dong Xin and Shi Luanchuan," Take her away right away. It's too late to walk!"

Dong Xin was reluctant to part. He had taken care of Li Siyuan for many years. Even if he died, he would still die with Li Siyuan.

But Li Siyuan trusted him, so Dong Xin couldn't die. He had to take care of Ruan Shiqing for Li Siyuan.

"Dong Xin, take good care of her."With you here, I can rest assured.With you..."It's like I' m taking care of her."

Dong Xin agreed with tears in his eyes.

Li Siyuan stood stiffly watching them carry Ruan Shiqing and disappear from the secret passageway. He knew he could not leave.

As the ruler of a country, if he disappeared and dug three feet into the ground, Qin Shen would find him.He could not send her into danger.

It could be said that his death was the last part of saving Ruan Shiqing.

Qing Qing, I'm sorry I ca n' t live and die with you because I can't bear to part with you.

Please forgive my selfishness.

Daning's empress should have been with Daning. Even if it was the end of the day, Daning's empress would have to hold on to the last bit of dignity in this land with the last bit of backbone to resist.

But in the end, he had hidden his selfish motives. He could not take this position, he could not take his life, he could not take this river and mountain, all he wanted was the word' live'——he wanted his Qing Qing to live.

As long as she was alive, she would do everything she could to become a sinner of Daning.

His Qing Qing had no idea. Even if he became a sinner, he was still alone.

His Imperial Father had exhausted his national strength.

He had once thought doing something, but in the end, he was not a qualified ruler because of his love and affection.

However, that person was Ruan Shiqing.

As long as that person was Ruan Shiqing, he would have no regrets.As long as that person was Ruan Shiqing, his death was worth it.

Qing Qing, his Qing Qing...

It was as if he turned around that year and saw her looking at him with her head tilted to the side. Then, he smiled gently at him:" When the crown prince stood under my peach tree, my peach trees were shining brightly."

He tightly closed the door of the secret passageway and leaned against the entrance.

The bell rang in the distance. This was the bell of the city breaking. The poison had already increased. He slowly picked up his sword and stabbed it into his chest.

This was his final dignity as the ruler and he could not die at the hands of a thief.

He slowly closed his eyes and seemed to have the fragrance of her earlier.

"Dear..." He called her name with a smile on his face." I didn' t blame you."

So Qing Qing, don't hate me.

Prosperity was gone, one could never forget each other.

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