35: Are you going to die?

Are you going to die?

I watched as my pale red blood was melted by the rain. I leaned against the tombstone and slowly closed my eyes.1

I wanted to die, but when I saw the Nan Ren rushing over from the rain curtain, I knew that I had failed again.

Mom and Dad, why is it so difficult to die?I can't avenge you. I ca n' t even accompany you.

He was wearing a black suit and quickly rushed in front of me, pressing my wrist.

There was a trace of panic and fatigue on Na Zhang rain-covered face.

"Shen Qing Luo, what do you want?"Are you sure you want to die!"

I smiled at him and couldn't say a word.

He picked me up and rushed into the rain curtain, sending me back to the hospital.

In the ward, the doctor helped me bandage my wound and found that I was burning. He quickly helped me with the water.

I let them do whatever they wanted, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, my head blank.

"Mr. Zhan, can I trouble you to come over?"

After the doctor had finished treating my wound, he shouted Zhan Yu his body was soaked. He walked to the side. Their voices were deliberately lowered, but I could still hear them clearly.

"Mrs. Zhan must be depressed."

"Depression?"Zhan Yu's tone suddenly Ling Li. He turned to look at me and whispered," How could this be?"

"She must have suffered too many blows recently. She can't bear it in her heart, so that's why she's doing this.I saw that she wanted to die, so Mr. Zhan had to pay more attention."Do whatever she wants. If she has anyone she wants, you'd better satisfy her wishes."

The doctor sighed and turned to leave. Zhan Yu stood where he was and did not move.

After a long while, he walked to my side and raised my bandaged wrist.

"Shen Qing Luo, tell me how you won't seek death."

Hearing his words, my eyes moved, but I didn't say anything.

"Do you want to see Nan Li Chuan?"

When he mentioned Nan Li Chuan, my eyes became focused.I slowly turned my head and my gaze landed on his Na Zhang haggard face.

Seeing my reaction, he smiled bitterly." Do you like him so much?"

I pursed my lips and moved my throat.

"I want to see him."

This was the first time I had spoken in a few days. His voice was extremely hoarse. He was a little excited, but a dark light flashed through his eyes.

"I won't let you see him!Don't even think about seeing him again!Shen Qing Luo, since you care so much about Nan Li Chuan, then don't think about committing suicide. Otherwise, I' ll let him bury you with me!"

He shook off my hand and turned around to leave.

I slowly closed my eyes, feeling that something was blocking my heart. I felt very uncomfortable.

During my illness, I rarely spoke and never spoke to Zhan Yu.

He was extremely irritated. Every time he came to see me, he would lose his temper if he couldn't say a few words and then leave in a rage.

Ten days later, my body was much better. Zhan Yu brought me back to the villa.

Winter had arrived and the temperature began to decrease.

Zhan Yu ordered someone to buy me a lot of new clothes. Those clothes were filled with a whole wardrobe, but I never wore them.

After returning from the hospital, I never left the villa.

For some reason, my mood had been very low. No matter who spoke to me, I didn't want to speak.

Perhaps as the doctor said, I'm already depressed.

He hated himself, the world, everything.

One day, I heard Fang Muya and Zhan Yu arguing in the hall.

I slowly walked to the stairs and coldly watched their noise.

"Why?""Ah Yu, you actually want me to move out?"

Fang Muya stood in front of the sofa downstairs and looked at Zhan Yu in disbelief.

"Qing Luo need to properly recuperate. I hope she has a good environment."

Zhan Yu sat on the sofa with a cold expression.

"What do you mean?"You're saying that if I' m here, I'll delay Shen Qing recovery, right?"

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