1630: If it weren't for you, Jin Yan wouldn't have ended up in a dead end

If it weren't for you, Jin Yan wouldn't have ended up in a dead end

The person who had clearly appeared in front of her just last week had suddenly died one day! Xia Ning didn't know how to convince herself to accept this fact.2

She did hate him for doing all those meaningless things, for hurting his own child, and for letting down her friendship with him, but from the beginning to the end, she had never thought of letting him die.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have let him do as he pleased since she had such a big handle on him.

For the entire afternoon, Xia Ning stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and did not speak to anyone. Her mind was filled with the memories she shared with Jin Yan.

The first time they met at the welfare home, she had watched him get close to her. At first, she had been afraid, but now she was happy. He was like an older brother, protecting her and not letting other children hurt her.

Later, in United Kingdom, he was the one who saved her from the brink of death. No matter how much he used her, he was her benefactor, and she was truly happy during that period of time.

If those things had not happened, she would have been good friends with him for life. They would not be family, but they would be closer than family.

She could not understand why he would commit suicide. He was at the peak of his career and everything was going smoothly. He did not need to rely on anyone else. He could stand at the top of the entertainment industry just by relying on the name Jin Yan.

Perhaps, he had his own troubles in his heart, but she had never known about them.

Was she considered Jin Yan's friend?

Behind her, Qiao Yu walked over and looked at her,""I cooked some tangyuans. Have a bite."

Xia Ning looked at Qiao Yu's tensed face and felt a little guilty. She knew he was worried about her. She held his hand and said,"I'm fine, don't worry."

"En!" Qiao Yu nodded and led her to the dining table.

The tangyuan was her favorite black sesame-filled one. Xia Ning sat down and took a bite. She immediately praised,""It's delicious. " Then, she continued eating.

She didn't have much of an appetite to begin with, and now that she was suddenly eating something sweet, her stomach was churning.

"Blargh ..." She finally couldn't take it anymore. She got up and rushed to the bathroom.

Qiao Yu followed her and patted her back,""If you don't want to eat, then don 't."

After Xia Ning finished vomiting and gargled, she turned back to look at Qiao Yu."No, I wanted to eat, but I ate too quickly."

Seeing her like this, Qiao Yu's heart ached. He held her hand and led her out of the bathroom.

Gao Wanhua walked over and saw that Xia Ning's expression was dark. She said,""Why don't you sleep for a while? we'll have dinner after you wake up."

"Mom, I'm fine." Xia Ning smiled and said,"I'm going to sleep later. I might not want to sleep at night."

"Alright," he said. Gao Wanhua glanced at her son, signaling for him to take good care of Xia Ning.

Xia Ning returned to the dining table. Because she had just vomited, she could barely eat two tangyuans.

Sitting on the sofa, Xia Ning did not know what to do. She watched TV, afraid to see the news again. She played with her phone, even more afraid to do so. There was no need to look at it, there were things related to Jin Yan everywhere.

After a moment of silence, she took out her phone and dialed du Yi's number.

There were some things that he had to face, so he had to be more direct.

The call went through quickly, but Xia Ning did not say anything.

"You still have the face to call me?" du Yi roared."If it weren't for you, Jin Yan wouldn't have been in such a desperate situation." I was just about to look for you. I want to ask, is your conscience not at ease?"

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