851: Tied and jaded

Tied and jaded

As he spoke, Shen Li's eyes filled with tears as he wiped his eyes and then said, " You always do this, make me feel bad for liking something different, all I want is for you to make love to me why is it so hard for you to love me? Is it because my interests are a bit awkward —— now that you have made me cry, are you happy?" He asked with a glare which made Yu Dong speechless though he said those words there was a slight tremor in his voice which was not unnoticed by Yu Dong.2

" I never said that I don't love you——" Yu Dong began who understood why Shen Li was being so eager to do something like that but no sooner did she take a step back, than she saw the tears vanishing from Shen Li's eyes as they sparkled and he took a step closer to her as he said with a gleeful voice, " Then do it, do it to me …use that same voice which you used earlier! I wish that you will use that voice on me such that I will not be scared of that tone of yours ever again."

He did not want to tremble upon hearing that voice on instinct nor did he wish to see the image of the previous Yu Dong when he heard the voice of his wife.

This was his wife, not the one who hit him and scolded him, he did not wish to disrespect her by trembling just because she used a different tone on him. 

" Ah Li…" Yu Dong wanted to say something but then she saw Shen Li narrow his eyes as he took a step closer to her and then said, " You just said that you love me, did you not? If you do then do it as I like, I wish to see you use that voice on me. Only then will I stop getting scared of you like that —— I …you have no idea what I thought when you used that voice on me," his eyes dimmed as he spoke, though this was his plan from the start. When he heard Yu Dong's voice which collided with the one that the original owner used, he could not help but tremble as memories from the past came knocking. 

To change the topic, he paused and added, " You are only allowed to use that voice on me when we are alone, don't use it on others. You looked really dashing with those sharp eyes and authoritative voice." As he spoke he gushed while looking at Yu Dong with his cheeks covered in red blush. 

' Maybe I should have retrained myself a bit, just what kind of door have I opened! Where was my gentle husband!'  Yu Dong was helpless in front of Shen Li's desires she wished she could say something to stop him but the mer was too excited, maybe it was the pregnancy hormones messing with him but he was much more heated these past few days.

" You really want it like that?" She stopped thinking about everything and then threw her worries in the back of her head as she looked at the mer in front of her. Before her gaze fell on the silk ropes that were hanging low from the ceiling and then turned to look at Shen Li. 

" Yes, Yes!" Shen Li nodded like a chicken pecking on rice as heat rushed to all his extremities when he imagined Yu Dong using her dominating voice on him. He knew that what he wanted was a bit perverted but what could he do, he liked it when his wife dominated him what was more, he wanted to push himself to his limits. He wished that he could trust Yu Dong more than anyone with his body and heart—— he wanted to train his mind in such a way that no matter how Yu Dong looked at him or what kind of voice she used on him, he will not be scared of her.

If Yu Dong had such a harsh voice on him when they were alone, he will remember the good thing instead of the bad ones.  This way, all of his bad memories will be covered up with the good ones and he will never get scared of his wife —— not even when she was upset with him, as he will be able to trust her without a doubt.

" I see," seeing that Shen Li had already thought it through, Yu Dong could only sigh, in fact, she too did not like seeing him cry just because she used a manner of speech which was similar to that of the original owner. It has been so long that they should no longer be thinking of the original owner but today she only mimicked a bit of the original owner's tone and Shen Li started to tremble in fright. 

If this was how he wished to overcome his terror then she will use it on him. 

" Then …" she deepened her voice as her gaze sharpened as she pointed to the shirt which Shen Li was wearing and said, " Remove that." 

Shen Li stared at her with a trembling body, who knows what he remembered from the past but he was shivering with all his might, seeing this Yu Dong wanted to stop but when she remembered that he was still seeing the original owner in her, she softened her voice and added, " please, Ah Li." 

Though her gaze was merciless, her voice was soft which broke whatever trance the latter was in as Shen Li started undoing the strings which were linked with one another and then took off his shirt before throwing it on the bed as he held his hands on his side and looked at her. 

Yu Dong smiled at him as she pushed herself off the bed as he placed her hand on his shoulder and praised, " You look really pretty." 

It was the same voice which once called him useless and ugly because he was tall and more muscular than the rest and his skin was not as pale as the other mers. But now that same harsh voice was praising him, though Shen Li's eyes burned with tears, he willed them away —— no matter how careless he acted in front of Yu Dong, he was still a bit scared of the past which seem to haunt him most peculiarly. 

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