2881: Guilt-stricken!

Guilt-stricken!

Yun Shishi persisted, "Where's Xingze? I want to see him. I want to see him…"1

"See him?"

Even the doctor could not take it anymore. "Miss Yun, your eyes are not functioning normally now. You'll need to at least wait for your eyes to recover before seeing anyone!"

"The condition of my eyes is not important! What's important is…"

Sensing that she wasn't getting through to them, she made an attempt to get up.

Hua Jin immediately held her down.

"Shishi, listen to me! Don't mess around! You can't get out of bed in your current condition!"

"Why aren't you telling me about Xingze's situation?"

She turned her head towards him. Her lips were trembling and extremely pale, as if they were coated with a layer of powder. "Is he… Is he…"

Suddenly, she reached out and grabbed Hua Jin's wrist tightly. A teardrop, lightly tinged with blood, rolled down her cheek at once.

"Is he alright?! Please, please tell me!"

Hua Jin could not bear to tell her the truth.

From the side, Youyou mustered up his courage and said, "Mommy, don't ask anymore! I just heard that Uncle Xingze has already fallen into deep sleep forever!"

The child had sensitive emotions and was not adept at using harsh and cruel words like "death."

To him, "deep sleep" was a more acceptable term.

Yun Shishi was stunned when she heard this. Her entire body stiffened and she did not move an inch.

All of a sudden, she smiled and said nonchalantly, "Impossible! He can't be dead… You're lying to me…"

Seeing her like this, Youyou's heart ached to the point of suffocation!

He would rather be the one suffering such pain than see his mommy trapped in such a cruel hell.

"It's impossible… It's impossible that he has died so easily…"

Yun Shishi suddenly broke into a smile. The expression on her face was blank, as if it would give way any moment.

Everyone noticed her abnormal reaction, it was probably from her inability to accept such a sudden change.

Feeling heartbroken on her behalf, Hua Jin took her arm and consoled her, "Shishi, don't be sad. The most important thing now is for you to think about how to take care of yourself!"

"How could I not be sad?!" Without warning, she started crying hysterically. "It's all my fault! It's all my fault! No… I want to see him, I want to see him…"

Even if it was for the last time…

Yun Shishi stood up abruptly, but the operating table was still moving. Without thinking, she jumped off the bed and fell to the ground.

The venous retention needle in her hand shifted from the impact and fresh blood splattered all over the ground.

Ignoring the pain of the fall, she scrambled to her feet and struggled to get up, fumbling around with her hands.

Hua Jin immediately rushed forward and grabbed her shoulders.

"Shishi, calm down! Calm down, okay?! Don't be like this; don't punish yourself like this!"

Youyou and Little Yichen rushed over as well, each hugging one of her arms.

"Mommy… don't scare Youyou! Don't force yourself, okay?"

"If Uncle Xingze were still alive, he definitely wouldn't want to see you like this!"

"I'm guessing that Uncle Xingze was protecting Mommy! Uncle Xingze will be glad that Mommy is safe and sound! So, Mommy, don't let Uncle Xingze down!"

She gradually calmed down. Gritting her teeth, she found it impossible to forgive herself.

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