I want to try it with you!
Heavens sent his cookie back to him, but what if it wanted to take her back?
What should he do?
What should he use to stop it?
The moment Qin Yan opened her eyes, she realized that she had revived.
Then what if she opened her eyes again and she vanished?
Then what should he do?
Xi Ting felt anxious and utterly paranoid.
It was all because he was unable to control it, so he could only worry like this, feeling that everything was beyond his control.
As he thought about that, Xi Ting hugged Qin Yan even more tightly.
His arms tightly locking her.
Qin Yan felt as if her ribs were right against his, being squeezed so much by him until it hurt.
Her right hand placed on the side of his waist while left hand protected by the side, clutching onto his clothes.
"I'm scared, scared that one day when I open my eyes, you will be gone. And then someone beside me would tell me that this was all a dream." Xi Ting's voice shook a little. "They will tell me that I am still alone, and that you are no more. I'm scared that this will happen, scared that I will never be with you again."
After learning of Qin Yan's situation, Xi Ting could not help having wild thoughts.
All his thoughts had no good ending.
It was because he cared, that was why he would have wild thoughts and think of the worst.
He felt so nervous that he hugged her tighter and tighter.
Qin Yan said in a gentle voice, "Actually, I thought about it before too. Ever since I woke up that day, I've had this worry. My soul entered Qin Yan's body and I started anew. Then would the heavens suddenly transfer me back to my body? Will I suddenly leave again? Will there come a day when I won't wake up from my sleep? I died in my previous life. If I realized that this life was all just an illusion, even if I go back, I can't return again."
If she disappeared here, then she would really have disappeared completely.
"It's fine whenever I am busy, I don't think about all this nonsense," Qin Yan said. "But the moment I am free, I will think about all sorts of things, afraid that everything that I have now is all an illusion."
"No!" Xi Ting hugged her tightly. "Since the heavens gave you this chance to start all over again and gave me this chance to meet you again, why would they take it away?"
"Don't worry, no matter what happens, we will face it together," Xi Ting patted Qin Yan's back.
Qin Yan nodded, pressing herself tightly to his chest.
"I don't want to leave you," Qin Yan said in a low voice.
What the two of them were worrying about now were probably groundless fears.
Previously, it was just Qin Yan worrying about this matter on her own.
Although she never mentioned it, the stress had always been around.
It was only after she told Xi Ting that her heart really relaxed.
Xi Ting sharing this burden with her, the two of them working hard together, this really made her feel much more relaxed.
"You won't leave me," Xi Ting said firmly.
He hugged her tightly. The hug was tinged with the sense of unease about the future, along with heartache.
This time Qin Yan patted his back to calm him down. To ease the tension of this topic, she hurriedly changed the topic.
"By the way, why did you lie to me in my previous life?" she asked Xi Ting with a face full of anger.
Xi Ting looked at her scrunched up face which looked like a cute angry hamster, "What did I lie to you about?" he feigned ignorance.
"Don't try to act innocent. You didn't inform me about your identity. Nor did you tell me that you have a son. You never had me meet him. Otherwise, I would have met my darling a few years ago," Qin Yan pouted her mouth.
"If you knew my identity, would you become my friend?" Xi Ting asked her in return.
Qin Yan thought for a while over Xi Ting's statement and realised that he was right. At start when she met him, she had realised that he was not a simple man. But as they interacted further, she understood that he was worth making a friend. This identity thing did not matter to her. But this was only because she didn't think that he was such an important person. The identity of richest man in the country was hard to accept for her.
She always had a perception that the rich people could not mingle up with her. She had mostly seen the second generation heirs and their image in front of her was that they were just rich spoilt brats.
She admired those who made a name for themselves and hated those who squandered their parents money and still behaved like big shots.
So although Xi Ting was not like a second generation heir, if she had known his identity, she would have stayed far away from him. She would not even have given him the chance to interact with her.
Realising all this, Qin Yan could not say anything and thus she lowered her head and did not speak.
Xi Ting flicked her forehead, "Stupid, I knew how you thought. Obviously I would have revealed my identity in front of you later, but that time hadn't come. So you were kept in the dark. I apologise for that, okay?"
He coaxed her, "Forgive me, please?"
Qin Yan glanced at Xi Ting and couldn't help but laugh inside her head when she saw that he was saying all these cheesy things with a straight face. It was a funny contrast.
She did not laugh however and just smiled at him, "Okay, I forgive you!"
Xi Ting gazed at the girl in front of him lovingly and held her face with both his hands, "So do you know how I feel for you?"
Qin Yan glanced into Xi Ting's eyes filled with love for her and her heart started racing and she could even hear her heartbeat. Other than that, she couldn't hear anything from the outside world. She blushed furiously, "I do know," she mumbled without looking at Xi Ting again.
"Then can you give me a chance? I promise, I won't disappoint you. Cookie, I have waited long enough for you. Can you give me a chance to shower my love on you?" Xi Ting smiled helplessly. He knew that he was madly in love with her. Only she could make him get to this level. Only she could make him go nuts.
"You don't have to feel embarrassed or feel any pressure because this is me pursuing you." Xi Ting looked at Qin Yan seriously, his eyes were filled with warmth.
Qin Yan's heart seemed to have been struck by something. "Xi Ting.." Qin Yan raised her head. Her fair face seemed to be suffused with faint light in the room.
She looked into Xi Ting's eyes. Her face was reflected in his brown pupils and she was focused on nothing else.
"i've never been in a relationship before, and i don't know how to do it." it was rare for Qin Yan to be nervous, and her heavy breathing was all over the place.
In her previous life, she only thought about her career. She didn't have the mood or mindset to talk about these romantic affairs.
In this life, she was still working hard to live, but she wanted to try more ways to live.
"But I want to try it with you." As Qin Yan was speaking, she saw that Xi Ting's eyes seemed to glow with starlight.
When she finished speaking,Xi Ting's eyes became exceptionally bright.
His eyes revealed an almost childish joy and excitement.
"You said it." Xi Ting stared at Qin Yan tightly, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly run away.
"Of course." Qin Yan nodded. "I'm a person who keeps her word!"
Once she said something, she would never go back on her word!
Xi Ting suddenly picked Qin Yan up.0
Qin Yan felt the scenery around her turn.
In the next second, she was held against the wall by Xi Ting and her feet were kept off the ground. He did all this keeping her fractured hand safe.
Qin Yan's right hand subconsciously held onto Xi Ting's shoulders.
When her hand touched his shoulders, Xi Ting's body stiffened and he lowered his head to grab her lips.
The air in the room was humid and cold, but at this moment, Qin Yan felt extremely hot.
Her body was burning like a flame, wanting to burn her and Xi Ting together.
Her ears were buzzing, and they were so hot that they seemed to be burning red and were almost transparent.
Xi Ting let go of her lips, but his gaze was still burning.
There seemed to be flames burning in his dark eyes.
Just by being stared at like that, her toes couldn't help but curl up, and her entire body was burning.
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