1313: Don't Want To Let Go Of Her Son

Don't Want To Let Go Of Her Son

Lu Jinhai stepped towards his wife and sat next to her, "He will not go anywhere. You worry too much."2

She looked at him, "I am selfish if I want my son. Yuyan is my daughter and I want her too but Lu Lijun…he…he never got any attention from me. It's like I am not his mother. I want to make up for it all and I was trying but now this…I…I don't want all this…Let me be a selfish mother now…"

"You are not selfish. I can understand you. It was the same with me. I could never be his father. But at this moment he needs our support. This is what we can do for him as a parent."

"Even if we do, it will only break his heart. Yuyan will never agree to it."

"You should trust our son."

She looked at her husband, "You were aware of it, weren't you?"

"He is my son. How can I not know what is in his heart and mind," Lu Jinhai replied. 

"Why didn't you do something to stop him?"

"Do you think we can control someone's feelings? And it's our son who always does what he wants. Looking at him, I can tell he won't give up on Yuyan ever."

"Don't say it. I also know Yuyan. She will never accept him. They will end up hurting each other."

"Let's just wait for him. I am sure he will find a way."

She again looked at her husband so silently, "Do you agree to what he wants?"

"Is there any issue with it?" Lu Jinhai countered. 

"I…it's just hard to accept the two together. She is his brother's wife."

"Did you forget my mother was also married to my elder uncle but he died soon after the wedding so they got my mother married to his younger brother, my father?"

"I know. But it was different at that time. Moreover, Lu Lijun is so young…younger than her."

"It doesn't matter to me and you should not let it bother you. I will be happy if Yuyan stays with us. We can never find any other girl like her. We are fortunate to have her and we should treasure her."

"For now I don't want to think about it. All I want is for him to be here with me," Ning Jiahui said. 

Lu Jinhai could understand her as she was a mother who never got the chance to show her love and affection towards her son. Situations arose that she had to sacrifice her motherly love again and again. 

"Don't worry. He will be fine and will be with us."

"Yuyan…I am worried for her. Ask someone about her whereabouts," Ning Jiahui instructed. 

"I'll look into it. You should rest,"  Lu Jinhai assured. 

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Su Hui and Lu Chen were silent as the two knew what was happening today, Su Hui was the root of it. Su Hui was sitting silently on the bed while resting at the headrest. 

"Blaming yourself won't change anything, Su Hui," Lu Chen said as he sat at the edge of the bed. 

"I feel like my mistakes will again ruin the peace of this family. Everything was going fine and suddenly this happened," she replied, her voice full of regrets. 

Just then there was a knock on the door and Lu Feng entered the room. Su Hui could not dare look at him. Lu Chen stood up and signaled Lu Feng to take his place. Lu Feng sat next to his mother and held her hand.

"Mother, everything will be fine. Even if not for that wedding incident, things would have been the same. It's not that wedding which triggered Lu Lijun, so don't blame yourself," Lu Feng tried to console his mother.

"What do you mean?" she asked. 

"Just remember that it was not your fault. So stop being sad and blaming yourself. All that happened is in the past now."

Su hui could only nod to what her son said. For her, whatever Lu Feng said was the only right thing. 

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In Lu Lian's room. Two sisters Lu Lian and Lu Bao were just like other family members, feeling worried about what would happen. 

"Lian, why are you not saying anything?" Lu Bao asked. 

"It was nothing surprising. I just didn't expect it to come out like this," Lu Lian replied as she made herself comfortable on her bed. 

"That means you were aware of it," Lu Bao concluded. 

"I think it was not just me."

"Then who else knows it and how come I never noticed it?"

Since the moment you have laid your eyes on your husband you have turned blind to others," Lu Lian replied. 

"It's not the truth. I could guess what was in your and your man's heart, though both of you kept denying it. It's just that Lijun and Yuyan…the thought didn't cross my mind. I thought he was just being the same old stubborn Lu Lijun with her and wanted to trouble her and others for sending him away though, in the end, it was his own decision."

"Behind unusual hate, there is always love hidden deep inside one's heart."

"Seeing how all you are going from hate to love, I agree with this," Lu Bao replied. "Now what?"

"I will support him. I can see his love for her is just like how brother Lu Qiang used to love her. Yuyan will be happy with him."

"What if she doesn't want it?"

"Then we can't do anything. But I trust our little brother as much as I trusted brother Lu Qiang."

"Hmm, let's hope for the best."

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Jiang residence

Jiang Peizhi and Mo Ruolan reached home after the silent journey from Lu Mansion to their home. In the car, both stayed quiet as no one knew what to say about anything. 

Jiang Peizhi was about to unlock the door, it was opened and Jiang Yang was there to welcome his parents. Jiang Yang already had an idea of what happened at Lu Mansion so he was there to handle his shocked parents. 

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