612: C612 Guilt

C612 Guilt

"Siyu, calm down."

"I'm sorry, Jiang Feifan. Don't be angry with me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Han Siyu did not seem to hear what Jiang Feifan said. She just kept apologizing to him.

"You did not apologize to me."

"You were sorry to yourself and your friends."

Jiang Feifan threw these words out when she was so excited.

Han Siyu suddenly stopped and opened her mouth, but she could not say anything.

"I know you just did not think it through, but after this incident, I hope you can understand that life is not easy to come by. You should not not cherish your own life."

"Me."

"You are right about what happened this time. It was my fault. "

"How can I blame you? This was clearly my fault. I was too selfish and often didn't consider your feelings. You mustn't put the blame on yourself, Jiang Feifan. This is my fault. It's my fault."

Han Siyu cried as she spoke.

She had never wanted to use suicide to request anything from Jiang Feifan, nor did she want to blame him.

From start to finish, it was her own business. She could not blame Jiang Feifan at all.

But now, Jiang Feifan said that it was his fault, and she felt extremely apologetic in her heart.

"You are not wrong. If you really want to say that you are wrong, then you are wrong because you don't cherish your own life."

Jiang Feifan said again.

Han Siyu looked at Jiang Feifan and suddenly lowered her head and did not say anything.

Jiang Feifan knew that Han Siyu's current problems were all psychological problems.

However, it was really hard to say how to solve these mental problems.

"Siyu, I think I really need to apologize to you properly."

Jiang Feifan suddenly said solemnly.

Han Siyu stared at him with a pair of red eyes, her eyes full of confusion.

"Last time I said something very serious to you. Don't take it to heart. This time, I didn't leave because I was angry with you, but because I have something to deal with."

As if she didn't expect Jiang Feifan to explain to her, Han Siyu felt a little awkward, but at the same time, she had a strange feeling in her heart.

"I did not expect you to care about me so much. Thank you."

Han Siyu looked at Jiang Feifan in shock.

She really didn't expect Jiang Feifan to say such things to her.

Didn't he hate her?

Now that she had committed suicide, it was as if she was forcing Jiang Feifan to do something.

Although she didn't have the intention to force Jiang Feifan to do anything, her current behavior was.

Even Han Siyu could not deny that her actions contained such intentions.

"I thought that you would hate me."

Han Siyu sobbed as she said those words.

"How could that be? In my heart, you have always been the perfect existence. How could I hate you?"

"But I am so selfish."

Jiang Feifan did not answer these questions.

He just looked at Han Siyu quietly.

Han Siyu did not seem to mind that he did not get a response. She continued, "If I had realized my question earlier, perhaps we would not have quarreled."

Han Siyu cried again.

Jiang Feifan did not say anything to comfort him this time. He could see that Han Siyu needed an outlet to vent.

If he told her all those things, she should be in a better mood, so he did not say those words to comfort her.

"Jiang Feifan, I'm sorry. I was too self-centered in the past. You are so good, but I did not do anything wrong."

Han Siyu probably really wanted to say all the things in her heart.

Jiang Feifan thought of this, so when she spoke, he did not interrupt her. Instead, he quietly said it to her.

Han Siyu really said what she wanted to say.

After saying everything, although she was still sad, it seemed to be a little better.

"Jiang Feifan, I'm sorry."

Han Siyu said again.

"Silly girl, I said you don't need to apologize to me."

"Then, can we still be like before in the future?"

When Han Siyu mentioned this, Jiang Feifan felt relieved.

The fact that she could say this meant that she wanted to continue living. She could not help but think about it.

"Of course, you can. Did you do anything that would harm the heavens?"

"Really?" Han Siyu's calm eyes lit up.

When Jiang Feifan saw this, he could not help but sigh in his heart. It seemed that Han Siyu really liked him.

No matter what, the current Han Siyu was the most important.

"It's true. I won't be going back to Q City for now."

Han Siyu felt that she had been dragged out of hell.

She thought that since Jiang Feifan left alone, they would not be able to meet again in the future. She had completely lost Jiang Feifan.

That was why she was in despair. That was why she set foot on that path.0

After listening to Jiang Feifan's words, she felt that there was hope in her life once again.

It turned out that she wasn't that desperate either.

"Thank you."

She was used to relying on Jiang Feifan. When she thought about the days without him by her side, she felt that there was no hope in life.

When Han Siyu was thinking about these things, Jiang Feifan also saw it.

He thought about it in his heart and made a decision.

"I will take you to a place tomorrow night. Do you want to go?"

Han Siyu's eyes lit up again.

"Really? Do you really want to take me to a place?"

"Of course, I won't lie to you."

Han Siyu nodded excitedly, "I want to. I want to go. I really want to go!"

At this moment, Han Siyu completely understood that her suicidal actions were foolish and ignorant. She did not cherish the proof of her actions and went too far.

"Sorry." She apologized again.

Jiang Feifan knew she had thought it through. He could not help but look at her with relief.

"Be good, as long as you can think it through."

"Thank you, Jiang Feifan."

It was Jiang Feifan who made her think it through. If it wasn't for Jiang Feifan, she would probably still be lying on the bed, lifeless.

"You don't have to be so polite with me."

Han Siyu smiled when she heard him.

"Do you want to go downstairs for a walk? Hee Tingting was very worried. Moreover, it would not be good for your body if you lie on the bed all the time."

Han Siyu's body was completely fine, and now her psychological problems were much better. It was indeed very suitable to go out for a walk, so her mood should be better this way.

Thinking of Hee Tingting, Han Siyu revealed a guilty expression.

In fact, regarding Han Siyu committing suicide, the one who was most sorry was her family and friends.

"Follow me down to apologize to Hee Tingting and let her know that you are alright, okay?"

Han Siyu nodded.

Jiang Feifan got up and stretched out his hand to her.

Han Siyu looked at his hand and was stunned for a moment. Then she quickly placed her hand on his hand.

The moment she was stopped by Jiang Feifan, her heart felt warm.

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