C1285 I Can't Promise You
Qiao Yi was stunned and did not move for a long time. Yeh Jingxuan just held her hand and did not let go.
His eyes were glued to her face and did not move away at all.
Qiao Yi cried but she randomly wiped her tears. She pushed Yeh Jingxuan's hand away and sat back on the chair again.
She did not dodge anymore and looked at Yeh Jingxuan closely.
His face was still a little pale, but his eyes were burning, making her heart ache.
Such a good Yeh Jingxuan, she felt that she, Qiao Yi, was not worthy!
She said in a hoarse voice, "Yeh Jingxuan, I am really happy. What you said made me really happy! Because, when I was at my worst, when I was still lost in the darkness, To have a dazzling and handsome man like you confess to me... Enough! I will be proud of myself for the rest of my life... "
She sobbed silently as her thin shoulders trembled.
Yeh Jingxuan did not say anything. He just reached out and took out a tissue and handed it to her.
He knew that she needed to tell him.
She had always been very strong. Even Jiang Nanxi thought that Qiao Yi had already struggled to get up from the wedding, but Yeh Jingxuan felt that Qiao Yi was not as strong as others thought.
He also did not know why he had this kind of feeling. He just felt that he understood her!
Qiao Yi took the tissue and wiped away her tears. She looked at Yeh Jingxuan frankly and said, "But, Yeh Jingxuan, I can't promise you..."
Yeh Jingxuan's heart trembled, but he smiled. This was within his expectations.
He smiled. "What's the reason?"
Qiao Yi's eyes were somewhat absent-minded. That calm and gentle smile of his was like a calm and deep pool of water. It was suddenly illuminated by a ray of sunlight and the darkness that was suppressed at the bottom of the pool instantly collapsed!
Qiao Yi's heart trembled slightly as she tried her best to maintain her calm. However, she lowered her head and said, "Yeh Jingxuan, I admit that I am actually a very useless woman. I still can't let go of the past. I am still filled with jealousy and hatred towards Hsu Wenchang. I haven't completely walked out of my resentment and love!
Although I told myself time and time again to be strong, I'm just an ordinary woman. I can't do it... "
Tears fell on her knees, and her skirt was dyed in an irregular shadow.
Yeh Jingxuan did not interrupt her, and handed her another piece of paper.
Qiao Yi wiped her tears and continued, "I can't let go, so I can't accept another person. Otherwise, it would be irresponsible to two people and unfair to you..."
"You don't need to let go, just heal yourself. You make yourself better, so you naturally let go. This is a process of letting nature take its course!"
Yeh Jingxuan said in a low voice. His very philosophical words stunned Qiao Yi.
Qiao Yi looked at him in shock. "I have been making myself better..."
She tried her best to empty herself and put all her energy on work, working hard to create wealth, working hard to give Hsu Qiaoqiao a beautiful future. She had always been working hard!
Yeh Jingxuan smiled. "You are not working hard. You are just competing with yourself. The more you compete, the more painful it will be!"
Qiao Yi was a little silly. Yeh Jingxuan's words had touched her heart. "You, how do you know me so well?"
Yeh Jingxuan's eyes dimmed for a moment, then brightened up again. "Back then, when I was stuck between my mother and brother, I tried my best to maintain a balance. I wanted both mother and brother's love. However, the one who was hurt in the end was me! After that, I understood. Rather than bitterly begging, Why don't I be myself?
I love my mother, but I won't do as she wishes to snatch the Yeh's's property.
I love my brother, and I won't make things difficult for him! I will stay far away from the Yeh's and find another way! But I will also protect my mother, and not let him hurt her!
It is because of this that my big brother did not attack my mother. He also kept a brotherly relationship with me...0
So, Yi, since you cannot change the world, you should first change yourself!"
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