C1865 I Won't Give up
Only now did Xu Yunan understand Pei Zhan's agreement. She couldn't help but blame herself.2
It was because she was too weak, and wasn't firm enough, that she was led astray by Qi Yan.
If she knew what Pei Zhan was thinking, she would have rejected Qi Yan a long time ago! Perhaps Pei Zhan wouldn't be injured, and he wouldn't walk around the gates of hell.
She said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I don't know. I don't want to divorce either, but I also don't want to affect your future because of me."
"Bullsh * t!"
Pei Zhan actually cursed, "Xu Yunan, can you use your brain? You know, I came here voluntarily, and it was approved by the higher-ups. How could it be changed so easily? Yes, Old Man Qi might have the ability, but they kidnapped me through marriage. I, Pei Zhan, have to be the slave of the Qi family for the rest of my life. Then what use do I have to have that high position?
I, Pei Zhan, am an upright man. I have made a name for myself. I have risked my life for it. No matter what fate it is... I accept it. This is my life, I can't do anything about it. But I can't accept what other people force on me, that's not what I want! If that's the case, what's the point of living?"
Xu Yunan felt even more ashamed. She felt that her foolish actions had tarnished Pei Zhan's noble character.
"Brother Pei, I... I'm sorry..."
Pei Zhan snorted coldly. "En, I'll call you Brother Pei again. I won't call you husband anymore. Are you still holding back and wanting to leave me? That's good too. It was a mistake to let you come to this lousy place. Go and print out a divorce agreement. I'll sign it immediately!"
Xu Yunan panicked and said with tears in her eyes," No, no, I don't want a divorce. I've never thought about a divorce. I'm just afraid that you'll regret it and blame me for dragging you down. I'm also afraid that you'll regret it and miss such a good opportunity... "
Pei Zhan looked at her tears and his heart immediately softened.
He knew that Xu Yunan had a sense of inferiority in her bones, and that she wasn't confident in herself in front of him. If he didn't wake her up this time, she might make such a stupid mistake next time.
He held her hand tightly and said, "Xiao Nan, I'm a man. I can think clearly about everything I do, whether it's coming here or marrying you.
If I come here, I won't leave again, which means that I gave up the future that they talked about. In my heart, I do not hold any position, so there is no such thing as regret.
And our marriage, I've also seriously considered it. I've given you the chance to go back on your word, but I won't give myself the chance to go back on my word. As long as you don't abandon me and leave, you will be my only wife in this life. I will protect you for the rest of your life, and I will never have second thoughts!"
Xu Yunan suddenly laid on Pei Zhan's shoulder and cried, "Hubby, I'm sorry. It was my fault. I was too weak. It was my fault that you were hurt..."
She regretted it so much. If she had been determined enough, would he not have suffered such a disaster?
Pei Zhan stroked her back with his big hand and said with a smile, "Are you stupid again? How is this your fault? I can only say that you are too Holy Mother and think too highly of me! How can you be useless? If you really don't have it, I'm probably underground right now. Fighting with those little ghosts..."
Xu Yunan was amused by his words. "Don't you blame me?"
"Blame you for what? Maybe this is my fate! However, it might also be a good thing. Now that my heart is injured, those people who want me to leave this place should stop... "
Ever since he came to this place, there were many people who wanted to poach him. Now that he was almost half a cripple, those people would probably give up.
"Xu Yunan, we might have to spend the rest of our lives here. You can still regret it now!"
"Pei Zhan, it's my honor to be able to accompany you for the rest of your life. I won't regret it!"
Both of his hands were tightly clenched!
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