C1896 What Do You Want Me to Say
So he knew everything. He knew everything she had been through!1
Yung Dai'er felt that she was like a clown jumping around in front of Jiang Nanchen, begging for his love, and even saying that she wanted to report him. He must have been laughing at her in his heart, right?
Why was it like this? She had always been in that mud-like past, unable to extricate herself. She had been painstakingly washing herself in front of him, making herself look so innocent. However, he actually knew everything, but he had never interrupted her performance!
Yung Dai'er's tears were like a flood breaking through a dam. They flowed continuously, with an imposing manner.
Her body was trembling, her hands were trembling, and her eyes and lips were trembling!
She cried until she almost had no breath!
Jiang Nanchen sighed and wanted to hold her in his arms. "Alright, it's all in the past. I don't blame you anymore. Don't cry. If you cry again, your eyes will be blind..."
"Don't touch me..."
Yung Dai'er suddenly roared and pushed Jiang Nanchen away. She hid in the corner of the bed. She looked at him helplessly and stubbornly. "Jiang Nanchen, from the beginning, you knew everything about me. So you have always ignored me and even mocked me. Am I right?"
Jiang Nanchen looked at his empty hand and felt depressed.
He said in a deep voice, "I didn't! I know that everything that happened to you has something to do with me, so I never meant to laugh at you! I only hate myself. At that time, I wasn't strong enough and didn't protect you!
I just feel that since that matter has already happened, you telling me yourself is much better than me knowing it from other people!
But what did you do? You kept it a secret from me, yet you were undercover by my side! I almost died for you, but I still didn't get a single truth from you!"
" Chen, I'm sorry... "
Yung Dai'er thought about how she almost killed Jiang Nanchen earlier. She still felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife.
She also did not expect that it would be like that. She had never thought of letting him die!
"I'm sorry? If you're saying this to me, I don't need it! Because the one you are most sorry for is yourself!
For so many years, you've suffered so much, but you've never dared to take a step out of that quagmire!
I have given you so many chances, but you just gritted your teeth and didn't say anything. Could it be that you want to force yourself to death before that matter ends?"
" But, what do you want me to say? "
Yung Dai'er cried so hard that she almost lost her breath.
She choked and said in a long voice, "Do you want me to tell you that my parents are gambling? Lose me to an old man? Do you want me to tell you, when that old man was trying to force me to sleep, die! On me? Am I going to tell you that I was forced by that old man's gay son... I signed a contract to sell myself, and I want to be his slave for the rest of my life..."
She finally spoke. Such an embarrassing past was like a shackle that shackled her life, causing her to be able to breathe freely for more than ten years!
All of the strength in her body had been drained. She lay limply on the bed like a pile of mud, but miraculously, there were no tears. It was as if her tear ducts had dried up in an instant.
Her originally lively eyes lost their luster as she stared blankly at the ceiling.
She was like a rag doll, without any life.
Jiang Nanchen looked at Yung Dai'er who was like this. His heart ached so much that he could not breathe.
He knelt on the bed and held Yung Dai'er, who seemed to be weightless, in his arms. Tears fell on her face.
His face was pressed close to hers, and the muscles on his face were also twitching. "Sorry, Yao Yao, I don't know. I don't know what kind of person your parents are! I went to look for you. They told me that you married a rich man. They said that you lived a very happy life... "
That was why after so many years, he had been very unwilling. The woman he liked turned around and married someone else just like that...
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