Shen Youlin's Grief
0Mo Roulan was cooking inside the kitchen when a pair of arms suddenly surrounded her waist.
She stilled for a moment before she relaxed.
The familiar scent made her nervous and she felt a different kind of anticipation as well.
"Why are you here? I asked you to rest for some time. It is almost ready."
She whispered, not realizing how her sentences didn't even connect at all.
He Jian smiled because he realized that she was nervous. He snuggled against her neck and cheek as he said
"I wanted to spend some time with my precious girlfriend but she just doesn't listen to me and have to cook."
Mo Roulan didn't say anything but she felt happy to hear him.
He Jian continued in a helpless voice
"Chu Feng could also have bring me the meal."
The words made Mo Roulan frown this time. She just realized today that after she left with her family to Chi Mansion, He Jian had been eating outside food.
She needs to talk to Chu Feng and arranged somehow homemade food for him.
After the meal was ready, she patted his arm that was around her waist and said
"Go and set the bowls. I will bring the dishes."
He Jian sighed as he left her reluctantly which made Mo Roulan chuckle.
She would have never imagined that He Jian could also be so clingy. He was so different from the cold and aloof man from her past life.
He Jian returned soon and helped her in bringing the dishes to the dining room from the kitchen.
But he didn't want to eat alone so he served the meal in one plate and made Mo Roulan eat with his own hand.
After they had finished, they realized that the one hour they had was about to finish so they hurriedly set off for the theatre.
Fortunately, the movie had not started yet.
It was only when it started that Mo Roulan realized that it was the same movie she had watched with Mo Chen in the morning.
She still tried to pretend as if she was interested but she couldn't do so for long…especially when He Jian's hand suddenly found hers and he entwined their fingers together.
She found her heart beating fast against the ribcage at the small gesture and looked at him only to find that he was also looking at her with an amused smile on his lips.
"You don't want to watch it?"
He asked in a whisper but he looked certain that he was right.
Mo Roulan had not wanted to hurt him but she couldn't lie at this moment and nodded her head honestly.
He Jian smiled and silently led her out of the theatre room.
"What kind of movies do you like?"
He asked her as soon as they stepped outside the theatre. He wanted to know so that he would choose a good movie the next time.
He thought that the kind of movie they have been watching, Mo Roulan doesn't like such movies.
However, Mo Roulan shook her head and told him
"I just watched the same movie in the morning with Chenchen."
He Jian stopped walking when he heard this and asked with a frown on his forehead.
"Then why did you not tell me in the beginning itself?"
The question made Mo Roulan silent before she said in a low voice.
"I didn't want you to feel that all your arrangements went waste. I thought that you would feel hurt."
Mo Roulan didn't know why but she felt slightly shy to accept that. Her head was lower so she couldn't see He Jian's intense blue eyes on herself.
It was only when her hand was suddenly held by He Jian firmly and she realized that he was dragging her somewhere, she raised her head.
"Mr. He…"
She almosted shouted but He Jian just continued walking.
A few moments later, Mo Roulan found herself in an empty corridor. Then she was suddenly pushed against the wall by He Jian gently and before she even realized what was going on, his lips sealed hers.
The kiss came all of a sudden.
A gasp of surprise left her lips which was swallowed by him.
He Jian kissed her as if there was no tomorrow. He suddenly opened his eyes and saw her face that was red with shame.
But it only made him hold her closer to him.
It was also then that his eyes suddenly fell on a figure that was looking in their direction closely.
He saw the pair of eyes that were wide with shock, pain and grief.
He stared at the girl whose face was pale for a moment before he kissed Mo Roulan more intensely than before. The moan that came from the girl in his arms made his heartbeat fast.
He held her waist firmly, holding her face as he kissed her deeply.
No one else should think about her.
She loved him and he would never let that change. She would always be his.
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Shen Youlin walked inside the theatre with a pale face and sat on her seat.
Song Xinyi who was seated beside her, immediately turned to look at her. In the light of the projector, she saw that Shen Youlin looked slightly abnormal.
"Linlin, are you alright?"
Shen Youlin didn't respond. She was just staring ahead with red eyes that were filled with tears.
She had come here with Song Xinyi who was constantly insisting her to come along. But then she suddenly felt as if a figure leaving the theatre was familiar to Mo Roulan so she made an excuse of going to the bathroom and followed Mo Roulan without thinking anything else.
But she had never expected to see what she saw.
He Jian was all over Mo Roulan….and Mo Roulan was even responding to him. She even moaned in pleasure.
'You always knew that it was going to happen.'
A part of her reminded her.
And she realised that she knew. She knew that Mo Roulan was not like her yet she harboured wishes that couldn't be fulfilled.
It was just…it came all of a sudden and it was too difficult to accept.
Tear after tear slid down Shen Youlin's eyes and Song Xinyi was immediately worried.
"Linlin!"
She almost shouted making the person by her side and some others look at her with a frown.
Yet, Song Xinyi didn't care. Her sole concern was Shen Youlin right now.
"I want to leave."
Shen Youlin whispered in a choked voice and Song Xinyi obliged immediately.
A few moments later, they were seated inside Song Xinyi's car and Shen Youlin was constantly crying.
It made Song Xinyi angry and helpless because she didn't know what she could do to comfort her.
In the end, she hesitantly leaned forward and embraced Shen Youlin in her arms.
She sighed in relief when she was not pushed away.
So she raised her hand and patted Shen Youlin's back gently.
Till the time Shen Youlin cried, she never left her and continued to say from time to time.
"Everything is alright.
"Linlin, I am here with you…"
"I would never leave you alone."
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