632: The Truths Of Past Life (2)

The Truths Of Past Life (2)

Mo Roulan didn't say anything. She was still going through whatever Song Xinyi just said

"The child in Shen Yiling's stomach…it also didn't belong to him….he knew it then why did he…"

There were so many questions but there was no one to answer them.

Not even Song Xinyi knew the answers to those questions.

Hence, Mo Roulan could only conclude on her own.

"Did he hate me that much?"

That he could create such a net of lies and do all that pretense to keep her away from him.

Mo Roulan felt as if she was having a difficulty in breathing until Song Xinyi spoke up again.

"I don't think so. Miss Mo doesn't know what kind of situation he was in after Miss Mo died."

"What kind of situation he was in?"

Mo Roulan asked with red eyes. Song Xinyi had still not told her about that.

Song Xinyi shrugged.

"Not good. I am sure that he didn't hate you. We don't give our family business to the brother of person whom we hate, do we Miss Mo?"

Mo Roulan looked at Song Xinyi in confusion when she heard these words.

"What are you saying?"

"Mo Chen is your brother right?"

Song Xinyi actually looked slightly bored now. She didn't have any interest in Mo Roulan's life. But she wanted to ensure that Mo Roulan stays with He Jian.

She didn't express but she still considered Mo Roulan as a threat to her and Shen Youlin's relationship.

"Yes"

Mo Roulan said softly and continued after swallowing down the lump in her throat.

"But my brother died before I died, Miss Song."

Song Xinyi frowned in confusion when she heard Mo Roulan.

"I think you have some misunderstanding because your brother handled the entire He family business after He Jian."

Mo Roulan was shocked when she heard that.

In fact, she never saw Mo Chen's body in her past life.

It was something which her investigator had told her. So was that a wrong news?

Mo Roulan didn't know if she should feel happy.

"What about He Jian's children…"

She suddenly asked in a daze only to get shocked by the answer.

"He didn't have any. He never married in past life."

Mo Roulan felt dizzy with all the information.

He Jian never married …Shen Yiling's child was not his…Mo Chen was still alive when she died….there were so many things she never knew.

"That…how long did he live?"

She asked subconsciously.

Did he live single for all his life? But why would he do so?

Although she knew that he hated women's touch, did his family not force him to have an heir?

"He died at the age of thirty five."

"That young…"

Mo Roulan whispered again.

She was feeling as if all the energy had left her body after hearing so much. The emotions she was feeling made her feel tired somewhat.

But this was not enough because what Song Xinyi said next shocked her more.

"He committed suicide."

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Mo Roulan left the restaurant somehow.

Song Xinyi sent her in her car and asked the driver to drop her at her hotel after asking dazed Mo Roulan.

Mo Roulan's face was pale when she stepped inside the hotel room.

She could feel her phone ringing continuously inside her purse. She took it out.

Tears started to fall from her eyes continuously when she saw the name He Jian flashing on the screen.

Why did you commit suicide, Jian?

She wanted to ask but she knew her questions would only confuse him.

She didn't want to talk with anyone for now.

So she left a message for He Jian.

"I am feeling tired. I will rest and call you later."

"Alright, take a rest."

The reply came immediately and Mo Roulan put the phone on the bedside table.

She lay down on the bed and stared at the ceiling of her room.

She felt as if her chest was completely pressed under many emotions. She felt exhausted as well as confused.

In the end, she closed her eyes.

She needed sleep.1

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When Mo Roulan woke up, she felt slightly less burdened with her own emotions.

She ordered something to eat and then unlocked her phone.

There were three messages from He Jian asking her if she was awake, whether she had her lunch and then calling him when she gets time. 

Another message was from Song Xinyi.

Song Xinyi had asked her to have dinner at her mansion tomorrow where she was staying with Shen Youlin.

Mo Roulan thought for a moment before she replied with an okay.

She sighed as she lay down on the bed again.

Shen Youlin was lucky. Regardless of what her past had been, she now had a partner in her life who loved and care for her immensely.

Mo Roulan came out of her trance when she heard the knock on her door.

Perhaps the meal was there.

She opened the door and took the package.

When she had her dinner, she looked at He Jian's number but she could never gather her courage to call him.

Why was it so difficult after knowing what happened to him in his last life?

Did she feel guilty because she blamed all this while? But what was her fault?

She never knew anything.

In the end, she couldn't really avoid him forever. Fifteen minutes later, He Jian called her on his own. Mo Roulan stared at the screen before she sighed and slid the screen to answer the call.

"Lanlan…"

His voice made her feel slightly empty today and she didn't know the reason.

"Did you have dinner?"

"I am having it right now."

Mo Roulan replied calmly.

He Jian was silent for a few moments before he asked again

"Are you alright? You sound upset."

Mo Roulan stilled and looked at the phone. Was she so easy to be found out?

"I am just tired."

She said before he could think anything else.

They had a small conversation. 

Though He Jian tried to talk, Mo Roulan continued giving him a small response. Therefore, He Jian really thought that Mo Roulan was tired.

"You should rest then. Don't tire out yourself. I don't want you to get sick."

Mo Roulan merely hummed and cut the call after some time.

After finishing dinner, she went to bed to sleep.

It was not surprising for her that she still could sleep.

She always felt very sleepy whenever her emotions and thoughts were too much for her.

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