1069: How Much Do You Love Him (2)

How Much Do You Love Him (2)

Mu Xiaoxiao said, "… Isn't that called 'trying to piss me off?'"1

Han Qiqing didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. "Isn't that a different thing?"

Mu Xiaoxiao waved a hand as though she were swatting a fly and said, "Aiyoh, let's not talk about this anymore. It's all in the past now."

"Yeah, what's important is the present. So…" Han Qiqing's eyes darted around and she looked at her curiously. "What did Yin Shaojie do this time to make you so angry?"

Mu Xiaoxiao's original purpose in looking for her was to find someone who could help her analyze the situation.

Thus, she told her thoughts and what Yin Shaojie had done to her.

After listening to her, Han Qiqing's eyes looked at her dazedly. She then replied, not knowing whether to laugh or to cry, "So… you're jealous at yourself? My goodness, Xiaoxiao, your brain is really… I really don't know what to tell you. People with memory loss usually don't behave the way you do after they regain their memories! Even if you've lost your memories, you're still you! How could you think that you're someone else…"

"I'm just… Aiyoh, how do I say this…" Mu Xiaoxiao was feeling really troubled too. "I just feel like I'm… But I just can't control it. The moment I think of the things that Yin Shaojie did to me when I had memory loss, I just feel… so angry."

Han Qiqing rubbed her chin as she thought. Suddenly, she looked at her meaningfully.

"What?" Mu Xiaoxiao asked, puzzled.

"Mu Xiaoxiao, how could you not realize this problem when you're already jealous of yourself?" Han Qiqing smiled mysteriously, as though she had discovered something huge.

"What problem?" Mu Xiaoxiao was surprised.

Han Qiqing leaned towards her and spoke into her ear, "You just love Yin Shaojie too much! That's why you can't tolerate it and even get jealous at yourself."

Mu Xiaoxiao paused and looked a little bashful. "What are you talking about! I'm not like that."

"Really?" Han Qiqing looked at her amusedly and asked on purpose, "So do you not love Yin Shaojie, or do you love Yon Shaojie?"

"I…"

Mu Xiaoxiao was about to open her mouth to speak before Han Qiqing interrupted her.

Han Qiqing's gaze was earnest as she looked at her and asked, "Seriously, Xiaoxiao, we can all see how much Yin Shaojie loves you. What about you? How much do you love Yin Shaojie? Or… are your feelings towards him just out of habit?"

"Of course not!" Mu Xiaoxiao retorted hastily after hearing this. Her face looked serious and even looked a little angry.

Was her display of affection towards Yin Shaojie that unsatisfactory?

Mu Xiaoxiao felt a little downcast.

Han Qiqing smiled and said, "So my analysis is correct. The reason why you're so hung up about the things that happened with Yin Shaojie during your memory loss is because you love him too much, to the extent that you're even jealous at yourself."

"Xiaoxiao, you're still you, no matter whether you have memory loss or not! How is anything different? Even though it's a little wrong for Yin Shaojie to lie to you like that, he's only doing it because he loves you."

"The things that both of you have experienced are ultimately still your memories, right?"

As Mu Xiaoxiao listened to Qiqing's analysis, her eyes became dazed and she sank into deep thought.

She had to admit that Qiqing was really making a lot of sense. The little knot in her heart had loosened.

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