433: C433 It's My Fault That I'm Sorry

C433 It's My Fault That I'm Sorry

"Yeah." Shaang Yuexuan nodded. "Daddy, I know Mommy won't agree, so I want you to help me convince Mommy, okay?"

Shaang Weiyuan raised his eyebrows. "Tell me first, why do you have to go?"

Shaang Yuexuan lowered his head. "Didn't I just say that?"

Shaang Weiyuan's eyes widened. "You are lying."

"Alright then." Shaang Yuexuan took a deep breath. "I... believe Nola will not die. When the two of us were in A Country, she told me that there was a place called Past Life Island. The scenery there was very beautiful."

"So?" Shaang Weiyuan interrupted him and said, "Is this why you want to go?"

"Yes." Shaang Yuexuan looked into his dark eyes. "I am not afraid of any training. I just want to make up for Nola's sacrifice for me. Daddy, you may never be able to imagine that every night, I dream of Nola jumping down from my sight. "

Shaang Weiyuan said in a deep voice, "I can feel it."

"Because during the four years that your mommy disappeared, I was like this."

Every day, he would have a dream that repeated itself. Every time he woke up, he would be drenched in cold sweat.

"So." Shaang Yuexuan's eyes suddenly became pleading. "Daddy, I will be in great pain here right now. Just let me go. Help me convince Mommy, okay? I beg you..."

Shaang Weiyuan suddenly frowned and became angry. "Shaang Yuexuan, I am the father. You are the son of Shaang Weiyuan. You may not ask anyone, got it?"

His son must be the most unyielding one.

Shaang Yuexuan nodded. "Alright, daddy."

"You sit here first. I will discuss with your mommy."

In the room, Ruan Mizheng was sitting on the bed, looking at the moon outside the window.

When Shaang Weiyuan walked in, Ruan Mizheng did not look back. She was obviously angry.

"Still angry?"

Shaang Weiyuan walked over and hugged her from behind. He put his chin on her shoulder.

Ruan Mizheng was unmoved.

"My son is going. Don't stop him."

Ruan Mizheng said coldly, "You will be like this. Do you think your son will be like you? I just want my son to be an ordinary person."

"But he is not an ordinary person." Shaang Weiyuan said in a deep voice, "Didn't you know? Our son was destined not to be an ordinary person since he was born. The death of that girl was just a fuse."

"He lives with guilt and guilt on his shoulders every day. He will not be happy."

Shaang Weiyuan said, "Before that girl died, she told him that there is a place called Past Life Island that is very beautiful. That's why he went there."

"Ruan Mizheng, if our son wants to bear the guilt and live by our side for the rest of his life, do you think you will be happy? But if he went to the island with his conviction to live for eleven years, it might not be a bad thing."

Hearing this, Ruan Mizheng fell silent.

She always knew that ever since the little girl named Nola died, her son was like a doll that had lost his soul. Even his smile was perfunctory.

She also did not want this to happen.

But...

"I'm afraid..." Ruan Mizheng lowered her head and said with a trembling voice, "Shaang Weiyuan, three years ago, our son almost left us because he was sick. I really don't want to lose him again..."

Shaang Weiyuan held her in his arms and said in a hoarse voice, "As long as I am here, nothing will happen to our son. He will never, never."

Ruan Mizheng sniffed, "Then... Is that island dangerous?"

"It is not dangerous, but the devil training will make him unable to bear it."

"Can he come back?"

"No, but we can go and see him."

"How many times can we see him?"

"Five times a year"

Ruan Mizheng lowered her head and touched her flat belly. Her heart was sour. "But our son will miss the birth of his sister."

"It's okay. We will record it for him to see."

Ruan Mizheng closed her eyes and thought for a few seconds. "Shaang Weiyuan, you have to promise me that nothing will happen to our son."

"I promise you." Shaang Weiyuan placed her hand on his heart and spoke righteously.

When Shaang Weiyuan held Ruan Mizheng and went downstairs, Shaang Yuexuan was in a daze.

Hearing the footsteps, he looked up and hurriedly ran over to hold Ruan Mizheng's hand.

"Mommy..."

He was a little worried and Ruan Mizheng would not agree.

"Son."

Ruan Mizheng sighed, "I can promise you to go, but you... if you can't hold on, tell us not to be too cruel to yourself. Otherwise, Mommy will really be worried about you. Also, if others bully you... You must tell your daddy... "

The more Ruan Mizheng spoke, the more she broke down. She cried, "If you are going to be gone for so long, why didn't you call Mommy to worry about you!"

Shaang Yuexuan's eyes were also red. "Mommy..."

"Xuan, you promised me that you would take good care of yourself, got it?"

The more Ruan Mizheng spoke, the more uncomfortable she felt. With her back facing Shaang Yuexuan, she started crying.

Shaang Weiyuan was worried that her emotions would affect the child. He went into the study and chatted with Shaang Yuexuan for a long time.

No one knew what the father and son were talking about.

The time had been set. One week later.

Shaang Weiyuan and the instructor from Past Life Island had already contacted each other.

That instructor was Bo Ling's younger brother. He would take good care of Shaang Yuexuan for Bo Ling's sake.

However, Ruan Mizheng was still worried.

As parents, no one wanted to send their child to such a faraway place.

Furthermore, a seven-year-old child had to undergo devilish training.

In this one week, Ruan Mizheng had played almost all the things she should play with Shaang Yuexuan.1

Shaang Yuexuan's mood seemed to have returned to the weird moment three years ago.

But what he did not know was that Ruan Mizheng would cry every night.

A week passed quickly.

Shaang Yuexuan's private jet was at eight o'clock in the morning.

When Ruan Mizheng woke up, it was seven o'clock.

She did not even change her clothes. She quickly went downstairs but found no one.

"Mrs Soong, where's Xuan?"

Ruan Mizheng looked around but did not find him. She was a little panicked.

"Madam, the young master has already boarded the plane."

Ruan Mizheng was rooted to the spot at that time and did not dare to move.

Didn't we agree that it would be eight o'clock in the morning? Why... Why did he leave so early?

Ruan Mizheng finally knew that it was Shaang Weiyuan and Shaang Yuexuan who were lying to her. In order to prevent her from getting up early, they had made up a lie to pay attention to her health.

When she thought about how her son would be gone for eleven years, her heart felt like it was being stabbed by a knife.

Shaang Weiyuan had just gotten off the plane when he received a call from Mrs Soong.

Ruan Mizheng fainted.

The family doctor was already examining her.

When Shaang Weiyuan came in with a panicked expression, the family doctor had just finished checking.

"How is it?"

"Director Shaang, Madam only fainted because she was too sad. She's fine."

"Got it." Shaang Weiyuan furrowed his brows. "Let's go out."

On the bed, Ruan Mizheng was breathing in oxygen and sleeping soundly. Her face was somewhat pale.

Shaang Weiyuan sat beside the bed and held her hand in his palm. He said hoarsely, "I'm sorry..."

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