C1344 She Hopes That His World Is Bright
But how was she going to leave Lu Hanzhi?2
How about showing off the mountain or not revealing the dew, or... But, she didn't want to leave at all!
The moment she thought of leaving, she was filled with sadness. Sigh.
But Lu Hanzhi was so good to her, and it was even better for her. It was just that she was too busy at work, and it was too stressful to be her girlfriend. She was ignorant and incompetent.
To be honest, she didn't want to become a well-educated and gentle lady, but Lu Hanzhi needed such a wife!
This was absolutely undeniable, even though Lu Hanzhi had always emphasized that she did not need to change. She was her, and he would support her. He had opened up all the rumors and rumors, but it made it so difficult for him. Did it make his heart feel better after being criticized so much?
She also wanted to become a well-respected lady that everyone praised for him, but she... also felt that it was very difficult. She also liked herself who was carefree and unrestrained. This kind of life was unrestrained.
To be honest, she felt that she was inferior to Xiang, although Xiang was not a well-educated lady, even though Xiang was born poor, and even had a burden at home.
However, Xiang herself was a traditional kind of virtuous and virtuous woman. She did not do much in all aspects and took care of the house very well. It seemed that she could not even take care of the internal affairs of the house. She was lazy and playful.
She could also change some of these things. At most, she would work a little harder. She was willing to bear some for Lu Hanzhi, but this was not the most important thing. The most important thing was that she was sick...
This was the main point of separating!
She did not know what illness she was suffering from. In short, she felt very uncomfortable when she was intimate with Lu Hanzhi. So now, she instinctively resisted getting intimate with him, but she didn't dare let him notice. So she really felt very, very tired!
She also couldn't bear to part with him, but what could she do? She was sick, she was a patient!
The key was that it was still difficult to say, and she could not go and see a doctor. She did go online to investigate, but she could not investigate in detail. There were all kinds of opinions on the Internet.
Some said it was anorexia, some said it was allergic to intimate contact, and some even said it was even more exaggerated to say that she had a problem with her sexual orientation. She probably didn't really like men in her heart.
The opinions on the Internet were all in a mess and it was also very serious. It made Miao Qi even more panicked. She did not know where her problem was at all, but this kind of problem was even more so she did not dare to seek treatment.
What if it was the Internet saying that there was a problem with sexual orientation? What should she do?
Miao Qi curled up under the blanket and used her phone to cover her face. Her thoughts were very chaotic.
So after thinking about it, the only way was to leave Lu Hanzhi. Lu Hanzhi was so good, how could she bear to implicate him?
If he knew that he kissed her and had some intimate contact with her, it would make her very uncomfortable. She really did not know what he would think. She really did not know how his inner world would collapse!
Thinking of this, Miao Qi's nose started to ache. She could not bear to part with him. She did not want to hurt Lu Hanzhi at all.
She liked the way he smiled with fine lines at the corners of his eyes. She also liked to see him as gentle as jade. She hoped that his world was bright and did not want to be covered with dust because of her. She did not want him to feel sad because of her.
If she really had a sexual orientation problem but she didn't know about it, then it would be a great harm to him!
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