358: 7.48 Going Insane [M]

7.48 Going Insane [M]

cw: oh gosh forgot to put on the dubious consent warning because LYZ is literally drugged rn. Well not that he will refuse even if he's sober anyway heheh~0

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Moshe swallowed, his heart thumping such intensity that his chest trembled along with it. He deliberately used his other hand to grip the base of his own cock tightly, willing himself not to come through sheer willpower. 

The sight in front of him was too alluring… too ethereal to be true. Moshe wished he had a camera with him right now so he could take a picture for keepsake. His pet's first anal orgasm — no, today was the first for both of them. Certainly, this called for some celebrations. 

Moshe slowly pulled his fingers out because he knew how sensitive Lu Yizhou must be right now. Hell, he might even be more sensitive than Moshe! 

Moshe counted to ten and when Lu Yizhou didn't look like he was calming down anytime soon, Moshe slowly climbed up and lay beside him. He shifted Lu Yizhou's body so the man was laying on his side too, pulled him into an embrace and slipped one thigh between his so their legs were tangled together underneath. 

He held Lu Yizhou tight, caressing his trembling back and conveniently pressed his lips on the man's forehead, letting them stay there as he murmured, "Good boy. You're doing so good. It's okay, take your time. First thing first, take a deep breath. Follow me…" Moshe took an exaggerated breath that downright sounded like a wheezing beast on its last breath, but it was calming Lu Yizhou down so… whatever. "Good, you're doing so well. Can you feel my breathing? Let's breathe together, okay?" 

Lu Yizhou's trembling gradually subsided and he snuggled his face deeper into Moshe's throat. At first Moshe thought it was Lu Yizhou's breaths that were tickling his skin but it turned out… the man was mumbling something incoherent with a voice so quiet that Moshe couldn't quite catch it. He leaned down to offer his ear. 

"...so perfect. I love you… love you so much…" The last two sentences were repeated again and again as if that was the only thing left in his mind; to praise and offer his love to Moshe. 

The effect of the drug seemed to rear its head again, making those silver eyes all soft and glazed now that he had had his release. He looked so defenseless… so vulnerable… The insides of his mind should be blank right now. Alas, to have repeated such a sentence again and again, how deep had it been ingrained to his subconsciousness…?

Moshe caught his breath sharply and it was as if the thin string that was holding his patience together, the one that he forcefully string together through sheer willpower, snapped. He chuckled, wry and helpless. "You see, I think you're still not ready to accept the dildo inside your ass yet. How about we… start with the easier one?" He couldn't even bring himself to care whether Lu Yizhou was lucid enough to understand him. Frantic, Moshe fumbled around the bed to find the bottle of lube, poured a generous amount down his own dick, slick it up and then… 

Lifting one of Lu Yizhou's hips with one strong grip, he lined himself up to Lu Yizhou's entrance and pushed in with one violent thrust. 

"!!!" Lu Yizhou's eyes snapped open, the rims still tinged with red, half sober due to the sudden intrusion. Moshe smirked. He knew exactly what his dick piercings could do inside someone; he had had too much prior experience to compare. Lu Yizhou scrambled to hold onto Moshe's hips for purchase, nails digging in harder than before and in exchange, his walls were engulfing Moshe even more tightly.

"Fuck…" Moshe groaned deep in his throat, breathless as he leaned forward to gnaw on Lu Yizhou's neck. "Fuck fuck fuck, Lu Yizhou, you're killing me…!" With the desperation of a dying man, Moshe rolled them over and pinned Lu Yizhou underneath him, grabbing Lu Yizhou's toned thighs before he snapped his hips forward sharply. Lu Yizhou let out a harsh grunt, his head falling back to bare his neck that was collared. 

Mine, Moshe thought frenziedly, he is mine, nobody shall see him like this except me, nobody shall fuck into this heavenly body of his except me. I will kill everyone that dares to eye him with even a drop of desire. Mine mine mine. He is mine to keep, mine to own, mine to play with. Mine to fuck. 

He was going insane, Moshe was certain of it. The sensation of Lu Yizhou tight walls around him was nothing short of bliss. Moshe's head was blank as he fucked Lu Yizhou roughly, desperately, intensely… With every jerk of Lu Yizhou's body, every gasp that fell upon those luscious lips, Moshe found his inhibition rapidly came undone, unraveling the growling beast within; starving and crazy for more. 

"Moshe… Moshe…!" Lu Yizhou uttered nothing but his name and oh, it was the most beautiful melody Moshe had ever heard. 

He wanted… no, he had a visceral need, a desperate urgency to be close to Lu Yizhou, to stick with him skin to skin, until he could no longer ascertain where he ended and where Lu Yizhou began. Moshe clawed at his silk dress shirt and tore the last two buttons off, shrugging it off with more force than necessary. 

Lu Yizhou's eyes, that were half-lidded with delirium, suddenly widened as he took in Moshe's upper naked body for the very first time. Moshe smirked roguishly, sweat dripping down his face. "Like what you see, baby?" 

Across Moshe's right shoulder down to his left torso, was a single stem of fiery red rose that was held by a vicious string of chains. The head of the chain was peeking out through his collar, circling around the vibrant petals and encasing the thin stem before disappearing into Moshe's back.

The combination of black and crimson was a sharp contrast against Moshe's fair skin. The rose was made alive by the clutter of scars, small and big, all around it as if that was the single crimson rose's desperation to break through the cage. It told the tale of sharp thorns hidden beneath all that softness and beauty; so heart-wrenching and beautiful at the same time. Moshe's body was a glorious canvas, painted with permanent ink and scars that relayed his life in this world.

And the star-shaped birthmark that was on his lover's body in every world, was floating above the rose's blooming petals like a tiara.

For some reason, both of them had the same rose tattoo on their bodies. One blue, the other crimson. Lu Yizhou was so engrossed in taking in the breathtaking artwork on Moshe's body until his eyes grazed past Moshe's pink right nipple, the one that was hidden expertly by the rose petal of the same color  — pierced by a small, straight barbell. 

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