8.87 You Rogue! [M]*
Ellen's entire body was as red as a boiled lobster now. The warm light overhead just made him all the more delectable and captivating, encasing his slender lithe body in an almost divine glow.1
Ever since Lu Yizhou started to pump his hand, Ellen had been stubbornly tucking his face in the crook of Lu Yizhou's neck, gasping and muffling his moans into Lu Yizhou's skin. The arms that held onto Lu Yizhou's shoulders were trembling, almost desperate, as the blunt end of the nails dug into his skin hard enough to draw blood.
"Ah… no! Stop, wait a—mmh!" was what his mouth said, even though his hips had begun to respond to Lu Yizhou's advances, twitching and grinding in an attempt to seek higher stimulation.
Lu Yizhou couldn't help but chuckle as he pressed his lips to the side of Ellen's neck, his own breathing scorching and laboured.
Such dishonest lips this man had. He was clearly enjoying himself very much, his body had told Lu Yizhou all the words that were left unsaid, yet he just had to keep saying no, denying and rejecting everything Lu Yizhou had done. What could Lu Yizhou do except to take this as a personal challenge? Tonight, he would like to hear 'yes' from that sweet little mouth of his.
Without any warning, he slowed his pace and wrapped his hand around the base of Ellen's cock instead, his long fingers teasing the head, smearing and smudging the precum that oozed out of it. The reaction he received was immediate. Ellen's nails sunk deeper into his back as he chomped down on the hard muscles on Lu Yizhou's shoulder, keening. "Lu—mmm…!"
"What's wrong, sweetheart?" Lu Yizhou responded with a beguiling tone as though he wasn't steadily pushing Ellen's limit bit by bit.
A strangled sound escaped Ellen's throat when he heard Lu Yizhou sentence. He pressed himself closer to Lu Yizhou, his hips quivering like he could force the other to move faster this way. He rasped, barely coherent. "You're… your hand…"
Lu Yizhou rubbed the head of Ellen's cock affectionately. "What about my hand?"
Perhaps he could endure it no longer, Ellen abruptly drew back and shot him a teary glare. Gone was his aloof and haughty aura. As of now, he looked absolutely wrecked, like a flower whose petals were forcefully ravaged until they were torn to bits, so lovely yet pitiful at the same time. He seethed, trembling due to the stimulation and shame. "You're doing it on purpose!"
Lu Yizhou let out a rough chuckle, his eyes hooded and intense in their desire. "So what if I am?" he retorted with ease.
"You…!"
He watched as Ellen's pupils shook in speechlessness and knew that the man was going to hide like a snail into the crook of his neck again. Before Ellen could do that, Lu Yizhou's hand that was splayed behind his back firmly caught him on the back of his neck, forcibly holding him in place. Despite his expression that hardly changed, he exuded an ambiguous, teasing aura. "You're not allowing me to see your gorgeous face, how can I be reconciled?"
He could practically hear the sound of Ellen's teeth grinding in anger. "You rogue!" He spat out with feeling.
"Mn," Lu Yizhou readily admitted. "Only for you."
With nowhere to escape to, Ellen could only hang his head low and pawed on Lu Yizhou's chest, keening sharply as Lu Yizhou flicked the tip of his cock again. "Stop it…! I can't… I have never— mmm!" He bit down on his lips to contain the moan, hard enough that his lips turned pale. A fresh wave of tears gathered on the corner of his eyes, and he looked truly at a loss. Helpless and wanting to escape.
Lu Yizhou's hand abruptly stalled as surprise flashed through his features. He had always thought that Ellen was just a bit more timid and dishonest, but what did he just say? He had never…? All of a sudden, he recalled Ellen's reaction when he first saw Lu Yizhou's manhood. He had said — "You don't have that… when you're doing it with Ellie." Lu Yizhou had been too surprised that Ellen would suddenly bring Ellie up that he had not pondered too deeply on the meaning behind his sentence.
Now, looking at his lover's wretchedly bullied visage… Lu Yizhou had an ominous foreboding. He croaked out, "You have never…?"
Ellen shot him a vicious glare as he gritted out, "Of course, I have never! Who do you think I will do this kind of thing to?! Not to mention… not to mention that…" He cut off and huffed angrily.
Every man, no matter what, would develop a physical reaction when they matured, especially when they woke up in the morning. Their nightly activity might be dreary, but they couldn't not be unfamiliar with their hands. Take Lu Yizhou for example. Before he met his lover inside the simulator, he was a pure virgin who had never thought of having a partner, let alone having a relationship with anyone, but it did not mean he couldn't jack off when he needed a stress release once in a while.
Ellen was more or less the same age as him in reality, but his situation had been totally different. For starters, he was born due to Ella and Ellie's fear and insecurity. He had to become their protector, to shield them from the force that threatened to harm them. Every single day was a battle of survival, where would he have the time to take care of his own body?
The image of him being bound by thick chains and hung midair surfaced in Lu Yizhou's mind, followed by a jolt of sharp pain piercing through his gut. Lu Yizhou pursed his lips, upset at how careless he was. How could he have forgotten this important detail? Even if Ellen were to retain a small percentage of their memory together, it did not mean that he could act like the previous versions of himself did.
Memory, that's all it was. Not experience.
Not felt, but seen.
"Oh, sweetheart…" Lu Yizhou released him only to hug him closer, cradling the man protectively in his arms. He peppered kisses on Ellen's forehead, temple and ears, any spot his lips could reach. "I'm sorry, it's very inconsiderate of me…" He lapped the tears away from Ellen's eyes before pecking him softly on the lips. "It's okay to feel the way you do. It might be scary, but I am here to catch you when you fall." He pulled away slightly and cupped Ellen's face with an earnest look. "Do you trust me?"
Ellen had been keeping himself tense all this while. Now that Lu Yizhou had stopped teasing him, tension rolled out of his body and he couldn't help but feel limp with the flood of relief that coursing through him, sprawling all over Lu Yizhou's chest like a limpet. Lu Yizhou saw his eyelids flutter shut and knew that he was feeling sleepy again. Of course, after everything he had gone through, what he needed was a complete rest.
"En…" He gave a little nod, almost unnoticeable if not for how close they were.
As soon as Lu Yizhou received the stamp of approval, he guided Ellen's arms around his neck and told him, "Hang on tight." Ellen subconsciously held onto him but before he could react, Lu Yizhou had stood up, forcing a surprised gasp out of his lips.
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