752: 752: It's All My Fault

752: It's All My Fault

"So, you shouldn't be too biased. Qianqian may be married to Zhan Lichuan, but she doesn't love him."0

With that, Du Yanzheng nodded towards Di Jingxuan and Xie Qingyan before walking out of the hall.

As the banquet came to an end, Jinqian went to the washroom, and just as she was washing her hands, she noticed the gap between the door and its frame was missing, which meant that someone had locked the door.

The doors in the washroom in these 7-star hotels might be closed at all times, but there would be people walking in and out. A door that wasn't locked would leave a small gap, and she remembered clearly that there was a cleaner here when she came in.

So, this meant that the cleaner was no longer inside the female washroom.

Jinqian washed her hands calmly, took out a piece of tissue, and dried them.

That's when she saw another person walking towards her.

This was none other than Du Yanzheng who had been staring at her for the entire evening.

The man had a deep facial features, and he was wearing the same type of suit as Zhan Lichuan. He had a calm, domineering aura that resembled a king.

At that moment, his eyes were fixed on Jinqian. The look in his eyes was deep, and she couldn't understand them. After experiencing thousands of bloodbaths, every time she looked at him, it reminded her of the flower – Saka.

This was also why she named herself Saka when she was younger.

However, she had enough of this flower, and Saka was already dead as well.

Now, the aura coming from this man was a little different than she remembered.

It was still the same bright, deadly flower, but this time, it was one that had been touched by a gentle breeze.

He had a sense of warmth and looked extremely gentle.

Before she could say anything, the man spoke.

"It was all my fault. I know I have done things that made you afraid and caused you to run away from me. You even hated me in the end. I deserved it. I even deserve to die. I knew that something was wrong with me, but I couldn't control it.

"I cannot bear the thought of you looking at another man, even if it was just one look! When I see it, I feel like destroying everything. I wanted to destroy the other men, you, and even myself. I wanted to destroy the entire world!!

"I knew that something wasn't right, which was why I left you to get treated. Just like when you had depression, I have trouble controlling my impulses. This has something to do with the mutated RNA inside my body.

"I may not have fully recovered by now, but I can control myself from hurting you and everyone else around you."

Jinqian continued staring at the mirror. She was looking at him through the reflection and was listening to what he was saying.

Previously, she had run research on this peculiar mutated gene. She noticed that her medications before could trigger the impulses in him that made him uncontrollably mad.

She finally understood why Du Yanzheng would lock her up in a small, dark room when she rejected him.

She could also understand why he could be so cruel and violent as he interrogated her with a whip.

This was all because he couldn't control his actions.

But…..

So what?

He had already done it.

The things that he had done to her had caused trauma to Jinqian. It wouldn't just disappear just because she knew that he had a disease.

It was a nightmare that had been imprinted on her, and she couldn't get rid of it.

"Young Master Du, what are you saying? I don't understand at all. If you would like to be treated in the Lawrence Institute, I would welcome you, but for you to lock me in this toilet, it would ruin my reputation if anyone else were to see us."

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