C225 I Can't Go Back
"Yueyue, I want to talk to you!" Duan Jue walked over.
Qin Yue smiled faintly and said to Che Chiwei softly, "Wei! I need to talk to him. You can go back first! Remember to come and pick me up for work tomorrow!"
Che Chiwei reached out and touched Qin Yue's chin. He said gently, "Okay! I'll be there on time tomorrow! Rest early! "
At this moment, Duan Jue's face turned pale.
Che Chiwei didn't look at Duan Jue, but the corner of his mouth drew an arc. Seems to be mocking him. He knew that he should thank Duan Jue. If it wasn't for him not taking good care of Qin Yue, he wouldn't have had the chance. At the same time, he also hated Duan Jue. He was the one who hurt Qin Yue. He had made her sad!
He drove away.
Qin Yue watched the car drive away and then said, "Duan Jue, I don't know what's there to talk about between us. We are finished!"
"You are with him?" Duan Jue took a long time to ask.
"Yes, I only decided tonight. From tonight onwards, I am Che Chiwei's girlfriend. I want to start my life anew! Don't look for me in the future! " For the first time, Qin Yue told Duan Jue so calmly that there was no resentment or emotions. She just said calmly.
"Yueyue, the only person I love is you. I will not marry Liu Jingjing!"
"Duan Jue, do you still remember? You have said this countless times! I have seen this saying before. I have also told you this sentence. Don't you remember? There are only two types of love in the world. One is mutual love. The other is to forget each other in the Pugilistic World! We must strive to nurture each other with the person we love the most and forget each other in the Pugilistic World with the person we don't love. It might not be that we are not moved, but that we are fated to be together. When you can hold hands, please stand shoulder to shoulder; when you can hug, please don't hold hands; when you can love, don't talk about being separated; when you have love, please don't touch the ambiguous. "
When we were together, I warned you, but you were still in love with Liu Jingjing. In the end, you told me that it was a trap! Duan Jue, how could there be so many traps in this world? It was clearly you who still had feelings for her, and you would never forget your old feelings. Otherwise, why would you touch her? It was clearly a trap you dug for yourself, wasn't it? If you didn't touch her, would you be the one being drugged? Our relationship has come to this point, and I also have a responsibility that I cannot shirk. I am not gentle enough, but my personality is like this... I want to let myself go. You can go back! "
"Yueyue!" Duan Jue looked at Qin Yue in pain. "You are not willing to forgive me because Che Chiwei came back. You will never forget his old relationship. It must be like this!"
Qin Yue looked at Duan Jue calmly and took a deep breath. Her voice became lighter. "Do you think this is it? Duan Jue, to be honest, our relationship has come to this point. He did not blame Liu Jingjing, nor did he blame Che Chiwei! We don't blame anyone! It's us who don't cherish each other. After every fight, it was me who waited for you to coax me. I never lowered my head to give you a call and took the initiative to look for you. And you always turn around and leave. If you're unhappy, go look for someone else. Do you know what I did when I was unhappy? I've never looked for anyone! To be honest, I can't sleep at home. Take sleeping pills, from two to five!
"Duan Jue, you keep saying that you love me the most. But do you know about me taking sleeping pills? Our child did not develop well. When I knocked him out, don't I feel sad? After coming out of the hospital, I got angry at you the other day, and I didn't feel good either. Do you understand me? I want to cry, but you know I'm not a girl who can easily shed tears. You know me, don't you?"
"Yueyue..." Duan Jue took a step forward, his face pale. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I really don't know! Why did you take your medicine? "
Qin Yue's voice was extremely soft. "Duan Jue, you always ask me why. You always say sorry! Do you know the meaning of being sorry? In fact, there are many things between couples that need not be said. You can go and find out by yourself! But you never look! There are even some things that you never take seriously! When you are in a dilemma, you do not care about what I tell you. You even say that I am messing around and looking for something to do! Perhaps in your eyes, I, Qin Yue, am a rich young lady. You have always said that you are innocent, but you still continue to be ambiguous with her! In this world, people cannot be dissolute and enjoy at the same time. How can there be such a cheap and comfortable thing? No matter how bad I, Qin Yue, am, I have never cheated on you. I have never been intimate with anyone. You also know how many people by my side are chasing me! But because of what you did, I can run as far as I can. I will never touch anyone! But how can I be intimate with other women and Liu Jingjing?"
" Ah! "Duan Jue shouted in a frenzy." Yueyue, don't say anymore. I was wrong. I was wrong! I was wrong! I was wrong! The only person I love is you! "
He was a bastard, a big bastard. He actually got entangled with Liu Jingjing!
He subconsciously hugged Qin Yue and felt her tremble slightly. She did not struggle nor resist. Duan Jue finally had some courage and looked at her eyes guiltily.
However, Qin Yue returned to normal in an instant. She stood there without saying a word. She was as cold as ice.
Duan Jue's heart ached like a knife cutting through flesh. Qin Yue had already endured everything. After being hurt again, there was no time for him.
He held her tightly in his arms, and a huge wave of fear swept over. "Yueyue, can you give me another chance? I was really wrong!"
"Duan Jue, a chance? I already gave it to you. I gave you a chance at the resort! I want to completely forget that I don't want to be pretentious when I'm with you. Furthermore, Liu Jingjing is pregnant. We can't pretend that nothing happened, right? "
"Yueyue, what do I need to do to make you forgive me?"
"Duan Jue, let me ask you, if I sleep with Che Chiwei or any man, I turned around and told you that I didn't do it on purpose. I couldn't help it. I was drugged, and you still want me? " Qin Yue's tone was so light that it made people panic.
"Yueyue, I want you! I will! I want you!" Duan Jue suddenly nodded, his face pale.
"Duan Jue, you always don't mean what you say, because you know I'm not that kind of woman. That's why you said that. If things really develop to that stage... If I really had an unfair relationship with someone, you probably wouldn't think that way anymore! You wouldn't be as magnanimous as you are now. Besides, you will never be able to understand my feelings! Love is all very beautiful, except for you and me. You and Liu Jingjing are also beautiful! How can I blame you? Love is innocent. I don't blame you for not being able to control yourself. Just don't interfere with my life in the future. Can I?"
Duan Jue still did not understand what he had done wrong. "We have only been apart for a few days and you are already having an affair with Che Chiwei? Didn't you have him in your heart when you were with me? It has been sixteen years, but you still have him in your heart! "
Qin Yue sighed and said again, "Duan Jue, before I was with you, I admit that I have Che Chiwei in my heart. After I was with you, I wholeheartedly loved you. It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. I don't want to explain anymore. What do you think? Can I? I'm really tired, no matter if it's my body or not... I, Qin Yue, am not a toy that you can play with. Even if I am not with Che Chiwei, without Che Chiwei, there are other men. However, that person will never be you again! "
"Yueyue, I am sorry, I did not mean that. I am just jealous of Che Chiwei!" Duan Jue really panicked now. Halfway through his words, he stuck close to her again, but he froze there in an instant.1
"Duan Jue, you don't know where you are wrong. You are too indecisive. You should learn from Qin Yizhao about this. If you separate from Yaomeng, even if Yaomeng kills herself to force you to do it. Qin Yizhao has also become so cold and firm. He never moved. Do you know why? "
Duan Jue was stunned. His face turned even paler.
Qin Yue sighed heavily and said," Duan Jue, it's not that Qin Yizhao doesn't love Yaomeng, it's because he knows how to care about entanglement. Later on, it wasn't only Yaomeng that was hurt, but he also loved Zhu Ruiyan! I thought a man should know what a woman wants, but you don't know what I want at all. You are not wrong. Go and marry Liu Jingjing. She really loves you. Stop floating. I'm going upstairs! "
That's right. Love was like this. It was not something that could be exchanged for two hearts just by saying sorry. The distance between hearts was too far. No matter what he did, he would not be able to return to the past. He should let go of his love and not fall into his own trap!
"Yueyue, don't leave!" Duan Jue hugged her from behind and begged, "Please, don't leave!"
Qin Yue used all her strength to push him. Feeling the abnormal heat from his body, his palm was somewhat hot. After she used all her strength to push him, he really staggered a step back.
"Yueyue, I feel very uncomfortable!" He was telling the truth. Although it was very exaggerated, it was what he said from the bottom of his heart. His throat was really uncomfortable, like a sponge with salt in it. His body was like two layers of ice and fire, alternating between cold and heat.
He was like an abandoned child, homeless. He looked at her with eager eyes, waiting for Qin Yue to bring him home.
Qin Yue was in the government and had just made a decision on what to do. Of course, she knew what decisiveness meant. Things that had already been decided would not change. Since she had made a decision, she would persist until the end. This would be beneficial to everyone. They would start a new life! Even though she had the decisiveness of a politician, at the same time, she also had the weakness of a woman. However, at this moment, Qin Yue could not hold back her tears.
Duan Jue's eyes were also red. He begged pitifully, "Yueyue, can you not leave me?"
Qin Yue's tears fell, not because of Duan Jue, but because this originally beautiful love ended in tragedy.
She was feeling sad for herself. Why couldn't she do it herself? Why couldn't she bear to leave when she saw that he was sick?
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