111: C111 Deep in the Night

C111 Deep in the Night

Let's fall in love... When these words fell into Zhu Ruiyan's ears, everything in her mind was out of her control. Sometimes it was happiness and joy. These words were exactly what she desperately wanted to hear. But her mind was on guard for a while, thinking that the other party was talking and playing with her. Zhu Ruiyan's mood rose and fell. She looked at Qin Yizhao blankly for a moment.

Finally finding her voice, she called out dumbly, "Zhao?"

Qin Yizhao looked at her and said, "I'm serious. Yaomeng and I have already ended. I don't want to turn back either. If I still like her, then we won't be separated."

Zhu Ruiyan carefully savored her words and her heart began to boil. "You really want me to be your lover? A lover, not an underground lover?"

"Of course. Do you think I am very free to buy you that kind of clothes?" Qin Yizhao felt a little awkward again. "I'm such a big man, but I went to buy women's underwear. Many people stared at me strangely. Do you know that?"

Zhu Ruiyan was dumbfounded.

Qin Yizhao's ears were completely red, and his face was also somewhat hot.

Seeing that Zhu Ruiyan was still at a loss, he pulled out the things on his body and covered it with the blanket. He wrapped his arms around Zhu Ruiyan's petite body and turned off the light.

There was a small lamp on the bedside table that was very dim. Qin Yizhao's hands and feet were not well-behaved at all. He touched Zhu Ruiyan's body from left to right. "Your body still hurts? Come and check for me to see where it hurts."

Zhu Ruiyan let Qin Yizhao hold her. When she heard Qin Yizhao's words and thought about what happened that night, her face turned pale and she started to resist, "No, it hurts."

"Okay, okay. I won't touch you. I'm just checking."

"No..." Zhu Ruiyan shrank her body.

Qin Yizhao stared at her and Zhu Ruiyan looked back at him. Her face was slightly red and Qin Yizhao was discouraged, "Alright, I'm not going to check anymore. It has been so long, why is it still painful? Men and women only have a few things to do."

Zhu Ruiyan heard this person's words and wanted to stay away from him. At this time, he was still speaking nonsense. " Qin Yizhao, can I understand what you said earlier? Is it that you love me? "

"Tsk, why would I love a silly girl like you?" Qin Yizhao refused to admit it.

"Then why are you dating me?" Zhu Ruiyan asked.

"Then..." Qin Yizhao had nothing to say.

"You love me." Zhu Ruiyan said those words for him. She just wanted to be accurate. Now she was not his secret lover. She was an open lover. She felt relieved.

"Now you can sleep. I haven't slept well for many days." Qin Yizhao said, " Okay, let's get some sleep first. Come here."

When Zhu Ruiyan heard him say this, she was very nervous and very naturally recalled that night's wildness.

Qin Yizhao quietly looked at her. His eyes lit up. He could see the true form of all the demons and devils. He comforted her, "I will keep every promise I make. Come here. Don't be nervous. I won't do anything to you today."

Zhu Ruiyan met those eyes and felt infected by him. Her body obediently calmed down and leaned against her warm embrace.

Qin Yizhao's chest was well-built and his body temperature was very high. His hair was not completely dried and there was also the fragrance of the bath.

Zhu Ruiyan had also just finished bathing not long ago. Her skin was smooth and smooth, with a hint of rosiness in her fair skin. Leaning gently in his arms, Qin Yizhao felt that even if the two of them did not do anything, they would not do anything. They hugged each other just like that. This feeling was also so warm. Especially in such a cold day, when they hugged each other, it would make one's heart feel warm.

Qin Yizhao held her hand and whispered softly into her ear with his lips. " Don't be so wary of me. There are many times when I don't want to say it. There are many things that need to be expressed through action. I hope I won't say it. You can understand what I mean. I will keep all my promises, because I never casually promise."

Zhu Ruiyan was at a loss as she digested his words. She looked at his dark eyes, which were still so deep and bottomless, but she could feel the seriousness in them.

"Do you understand?" Qin Yizhao's low voice sounded in her ears.

Zhu Ruiyan savored it for a while and said, "I understand."

"What do you know?" Qin Yizhao asked.

Zhu Ruiyan asked blankly, "What do you want me to know?"

"I want you to understand my feelings. Just a little bit is enough. Trust me, understand me."

"Can I do it?" She was not even sure herself. There were many things that she could not hesitate about, but when it came to matters related to him, how could she not be sure?

The difference between them was too great. The carefree feeling in her heart did not last for long before it was replaced by worry. They were already lovers, yet she was still so worried.

"Why can't you?" Qin Yizhao continued to ask.

"You are too perfect. I feel inferior in front of you." Zhu Ruiyan's voice was even softer than a mosquito.

"I am willing to accept your imperfection. Why do you feel inferior?" Qin Yizhao hated her for not fighting for it.

"Alright, I will try to understand you." Zhu Ruiyan agreed, "But can you make your words clearer every time? I am not that smart to guess the meaning of your words."

"You don't have to care so much. Take your time. Trust me now and believe that I can keep my promise. That's enough."

Zhu Ruiyan asked foolishly, " What about Yaomeng? How can you keep your promise to her?"

Qin Yizhao roared angrily, " Zhu Ruiyan, your skin is itchy, right? " This woman really had the ability to anger him. At this time, she mentioned another woman.

" Men are reliable. Female pigs can climb trees. I believe this saying. " Zhu Ruiyan muttered, "Even if you yell at me, you still have to ask. You are still unreliable."

"I did not promise her anything. I only gave her a year's time. Later, I even lengthened the time. It was just that I did not officially say goodbye to her at that time." Qin Yizhao said it to Zhu Ruiyan.

Zhu Ruiyan had nothing to say.

When Zhu Ruiyan heard that Qin Yizhao was willing to talk about such things with her, it meant that those things were really in the past. If he kept it a secret, then it was probably that he had not put it down yet.

The two of them hugged each other and fell asleep.

Zhu Ruiyan woke up midway and did not have a warm embrace. Where did Qin Yizhao go? The smell of cigarettes drifted in from outside the window. Qin Yizhao went outside?

If this person did not sleep at this time, why did he go outside to smoke? Zhu Ruiyan looked at the silent night sky outside and was stunned.

Zhu Ruiyan also got up and walked to the door. Qin Yizhao simply put on his pajamas. As one with the night sky, he leaned against the window on the balcony and looked up at something in the sky. The fireworks flickered and the cold wind blew on his body. Qin Yizhao did not notice it at all. Zhu Ruiyan only saw his back. His back was so lonely.

Zhu Ruiyan did not open the door. She stood in the room and quietly stared at the figure.

What had happened to him? Why was he so lonely?

She still opened the door. Qin Yizhao heard the movement and looked back at her. His eyes were a little surprised and then became blurry.

Zhu Ruiyan hesitated for a moment and still walked over. The cold wind on the balcony blew past. Her body trembled instinctively but she still firmly walked in front of him. " Zhao, is there something that makes it very difficult for you?" Zhu Ruiyan felt that he might have encountered some trouble.

Qin Yizhao was stunned and did not reply her.

The surroundings were silent. A man and a woman were on the balcony, blowing the north wind and staring at each other.

"Is there something that is not easy to deal with in Qing County?" Zhu Ruiyan did not know if she was suitable to speak, so she continued, "Or is there something wrong with Miss Yao's side?"

"Let's go in." Qin Yizhao did not answer her question. He extinguished the cigarette, held her hand, and walked into the room.

He did not return to the bed, but stood by the window of the room.

"Can you tell me what happened?" Zhu Ruiyan continued to ask.

"Yanyan, go to sleep." Qin Yizhao still did not tell her.

Their conversation did not intersect. Qin Yizhao had already looked into the distance. Even if Zhu Ruiyan continued to ask, he would not answer. Zhu Ruiyan lightly said, "Aren't we dating? Can't you tell me what difficulties you have encountered in a relationship?"

Qin Yizhao did not say anything. Zhu Ruiyan looked at her. Her heart was covered in layers of ice and snow.2

"Are you really not going to tell me?" Zhu Ruiyan asked again.

"Go back to the bed and let me be alone." Qin Yizhao's tone was very gentle.

Zhu Ruiyan really did go back to the bed. Her mind was in a mess. She wrapped the blanket tightly and could not be bothered with him. He liked to blow the north wind. How could she care? She simply covered her head with the blanket and could not be bothered to look at him.

However, after a long time, Qin Yizhao still stood quietly in front of the window and looked at the quiet night. Even the posture of standing did not change. The light shone over and projected a tall figure. It was so lonely and desolate.

Zhu Ruiyan stuck her head out of the blanket and looked at the figure. Her heart was busy with love. Perhaps, she should get up. She walked towards him, stuck close to his back, and wrapped her arms around his waist. Tell him that his lonely figure will make people feel pain.

However, did he care about her pain?

Qin Yizhao, tell me, we are lovers, but I still can't figure out your emotions. How can I understand you? How can I understand you?

Qin Yizhao looked out the window and Zhu Ruiyan looked at Qin Yizhao. The night sky outside the window reflected the lights in the room. Both of them were in a daze.

In the end, she could not help but wake up and walk over. What was this person trying to do?

She stood beside Qin Yizhao and pulled him over. She looked at him and Qin Yizhao looked at her in silence.

"Qin Yizhao, what's wrong with you? This is the time for you to sleep. Why are you standing here? Tell me, if you don't want to tell me, you can leave. Don't stand in my room and scare me, making me unable to sleep." She still wanted to continue sleeping.

Qin Yizhao still did not make a sound. Seeing that she had lost her temper, he saw that she was about to go berserk. Just as Zhu Ruiyan was about to leave, Qin Yizhao reached out and pulled her. "Stay with me."

Holding her hand was so cold and his voice was also very lonely. Zhu Ruiyan's heart was full of love and did not walk away. She stood beside him.

"What are you thinking about?"

"There are many things."

"It's useless for you to stand here and think. When the boat reaches the end of the bridge, it will naturally be straight."

Qin Yizhao said, "Yanyan, I really feel very tired."

Zhu Ruiyan did not know how to answer that. She asked him, "Why do I feel tired? Is it because of me?"

Qin Yizhao hugged her. "No. I only feel relaxed when I'm with you."

Zhu Ruiyan's heart was not so nervous anymore. "Is it because of Miss Yaoyao?"

Qin Yizhao did not say anything. Zhu Ruiyan was sure that he was like this because of Yaomeng.

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